Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son by  Jessicahall Chapter 49 

Alpha’s Regret-My Luna Has A Son by Jessicahall Chapter 49 

Everly POV 

I woke up to pee during the night and realized Valarian was in my bed. However, it was the  body beside him that made me tense. No wonder my back was killing with Valarian’s butt  resting in the center of my back. 

Shaking my head, I quickly raced to the bathroom. I never usually woke up of a night and  would remain asleep until my alarm woke me. So I was a little disorientated as I walked back  to the room. Glancing at the alarm clock that resided on the bedside table. I noted that it  was a little after 3 AM. Why was I awake? In the pit of my stomach, I knew it was the bond,  the dull throbbing ache of him being around for so long and the bond trying to pull me  nearer and wanting me to seek him out. 

I even took one of my pills, hoping the incessant niggling pains would dissipate. I knew they  would come on, they always did after seeing him, even if it was only for a few minutes, plus I  was worried I would sleepwalk and crawl into wherever he slept. The ache and need to see  your mate was ridiculous. 

Bonds were far from a blessing. I would consider the bond to be more of a curse. It was  irrational and illogical. Damn, Moon Goddess really screwed werewolves over with that  inbuilt setting in our DNA, as if breaking every bone in our body to shift wasn’t bad enough,  we didn’t even get a say in who our mates were, and we are as good as dead if we didn’t  accept them. Valen was turned facing Valarian, Valerian’s head resting on his arm next to  Valen’s face. 

I carefully pulled the blanket back up as I climbed back into bed, not wanting to disturb  them. They both looked pretty peaceful. 

I eventually drifted back off, but not for long when I felt the bed move. I jolted upright, still  caught in my dream of forsaken taking Valarian from me. I try to shake the remnants of the 

dream away to look over a t the clock and see I had only been asleep for twenty minutes.  What the fuck. Movement makes me look over at Valarian to see he had climbed out of bed. 

“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” Valen asks as Valarian climbs over him to get out of bed. 

“I’m just using the bathroom, ” Valerian mumbles, half asleep before walking out of the  room. My dream was still fresh. I found myself following him, now paranoid about the  forsaken getting in my house and stealing him. He shuts the door, and I lean on the wall  yawning. Why couldn’t I sleep? I have to do a double tomorrow; I need to sleep. 

I debated whether or not it would be worth taking another pill, but they also gave me  terrible heartburn for the first half an hour after taking 

them; the wolfsbane was not a pleasant ingredient in them. 

I hear the toilet flush, and Valarian opens the door rubbing his eyes and yawning before  walking off in the opposite direction toward his room. ” Val? ” he stops and looks up at me  through his half-lidded eyes. He was not coherent at all as he yawned. 

” Don’t you want to sleep in my room? ” I ask him, knowing his father was in there. 

“No, you keep kicking me,” he mumbles, turning around, walking into his room, and  climbing in his bed. 

I tuck him in, tucking the surrounding blankets over him before kissing his head. I didn’t  know what to do with myself now. I checked all the windows and locks before rechecking  them to ensure I didn’t imagine checking them, anxiety at its finest. I debated what to do. I  could climb in with Valarian, but he said I woke him from kicking him. 

I sighed before heading back out to the hall. I paused as I went to head out to the couch.  Every part of my body told me I was going in the wrong direction. 

Trying to lead me back to my bed where Valen was. I knew the bond would get stronger,  now I marked him, but this was ridiculous, making me wonder what would happen  tomorrow when he wasn’t here. Would it get worse with him further away? Would the pain  get worse?

My mind and body fought against one another before my body won, my feet carrying me  back to my room while I mentally scolded myself for letting them. Valen had moved, now  more in the center of the bed where Valarian was. 

“I can sleep on the couch if Valarian isn’t coming back in. Is that why you were pacing in the  hall, or did you go retake one of your pills?” Valen said while yawning. Pacing? I didn’t  realize I was pacing. I felt like I was losing my damn mind. I swallowed. I knew I should tell  him to go sleep on the couch. 

“Everly?” 

“No, it’s fine, ” I mutter. 

“It’s fine? ” Valen says, sitting up on one elbow and looking at me. I pull the blanket back,  climbing back into the bed. My entire body was awake now, every part of me twitchy and  antsy. I clench my hands into fists and place them under my ass to stop myself from trying  to touch him. What is wrong with me? The pain I was used to but feeling him so near was  making my heart rate increase, my breathing faster as I soaked up his scent that perfumed the room. 

I feel him lay back down, getting comfortable behind me. He sighed loudly. 

say nothing and look at the  ceiling. That kid was far too observant for his age; he is like a sponge absorbing

 addicted to them? ” Did he seriously just ask me that? I haven’t got time to scratch my ass  half the time, let alone time to have an addiction on top

addicted to them,” I answer.

we can get you help? I am not judging if you are, “

to them; I don’t take them all the time,

“What do you mean?”

didn’t want to give more reason to be around or use it as an excuse. “Are you going to finish what you

recognizes you, tells me to claim  you so you can’t be with them,”

have claimed me

and now the urge to be near you is even worse, and it hasn’t even been it hours, ” my  tone came out harsher than I intended. But thinking the words and saying them were vastly  different. Saying them made anger burn in me at how weak I sounded. I

that’s it, that is

don’t- ”

he slid his arm under my head

before I feel him rest his chin on my head. I inhaled his scent,  the dull ache instantly stamped down, and

almost going utterly limp in his arms. I press my nose into the base of his throat. His  stubble brushed my forehead, and a

sniff. He chuckles, his chest rumbling, and I

ask you to move, Everly, ” he whispered, tugging me closer.  Within seconds I was asleep when he started purring, lulling

Valen POV 

school. I went to sit up and slide out  from under Everly when Valarian came bounding into the

was too late as the door  smacked into the wall with a loud bang. Everly, however, did not wake up. I twisted out from  under her, and Valarian seeing me moving, raced over while

bed; I thought you left,”

am still here,” I tell her as Valarian climbs in my lap before I even  have a chance to get up.

me to

moved closer in her sleep, burying her face in  the pillow I was

we are running late,” Zoe says, coming over and  plucking him off my lap. I

leave until it says eight,

to get breakfast on the way from Mcdonalds if we don’ t leave now,” She  says, hauling him out. Zoe winks at me, and I scrub a hand down my

stops at the door and looks over

to ring Emily, ” I tell her, and she glares at me. Her lips pressed into a line. If a  look could kill, Zoe would have murdered me. I chuckle as she leaves,

Mcdonald’s breakfast as they

instantly slid her way back over to me and tossed her leg over my waist before  nestling her face back into my neck. Gripping her

wasn’t complaining right now. I managed to go back to  sleep before waking up to wandering hands

on my arm, and I swallowed at the sight of her neck. So tempting , and it  would be so easy to mark her while she was like this. I roll on my side and skim my nose  across

pressing into my lips. I  suck in a deep breath before untangling myself from her. I needed to get away from her  while

 from this morning. Hours passed when I finally looked up, having completely forgotten  about the coffee I intended to make. I had managed to clean

 mess so it doesn’t look so clean, but all I could smell was bleach, taste it in the back of

stop. Passing Valerian’s room, I rechecked it, but his room was spotless.

flick my hand, ridding it of the dust before scooping  up her work clothes and sniffing them to see if

handful of clothes that were on my side of the bed, I sniff them when  she clears her throat. I glance at her mid sniff to find her staring at me. She blinks at me and

are you

that fell under the  bed. My eyes dart to what was in my hand. I blinked.

to sniff my panties and cami? ” She asks before reaching

I was seeing if

I clear my throat. Standing

have an armful. I just came in here to  see if

to my own ears, not sniffing her panties in  a

bathroom, “ “I’m playing Valen,” She chuckles, tossing her panties and cami to me. I let out a breath. “But if you are looking for a

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