Alpha's Second Chance by Salani

Chapter 0179 -

OLIVIA

It has been two days, and I am lying in my bed, only in my underwear, sweating like crazy because I feel like my body is burning. The heat is what makes me feel this way. Typically, for a she-wolf, the burning goes away when she is with her mate sensually. But because of everything that is happening, I am trying to avoid doing this so that I won't get pregnant. I need to be able to help protect our family and pack, all the packs, and Logan understands that.

"Sweetie, are you awake?" I hear Kate's voice ask, she has been here and helped me these last two days.

"It is burning. It feels like I am on fire inside." I whisper weakly.

"I know, Sweetie. I brought some ice cream to maybe help you, just a little." She tells me softly.

I sit up slowly and she hands me the ice, that I slowly eat, and it feels so good, to get something cold into my system. But the relief is short-lived because it doesn't take long before the burning starts again, and it feels worse than before.

"I can not do this. It is too much. I can not handle it." I cry out, this is unbearable.

It's getting too much. I do not know how to handle another five days like this; I just can't. But I know the consequences if I can't get through this. I know what will happen, but I am still about to give up.

'Liv, baby, you can do this, we can do this.' I hear and feel Logan in our matebond.

'I can't.' I whisper back trying to hide the pain, but I know he has already felt it. And he is quiet for a bit. 'Baby say the word and I will be there.' He says and I feel his voice shake.

'But the risks.' I start.

do. I hate that you are in so

do this. I need to do this. I'm sorry.'

baby. It is okay.'

you, Logan.' I

He says, and we slowly close

but because I miss him. But also because it is not because I don't want another pup, because I do. I love our family, and just like Logan, I want a big family. Fucking vampires, stupid jealous goddess. I know cursing a goddess is not good, but I'm so angry right now. And I wish there was something I could do, something that could stop this useless

LOGAN

makes it worse. But I also know that she is right. Risking that she could get pregnant is not a good

Rose and Noah the last two

playing with a new doll and Noah

It

what's up?' I ask because I know he would not disturb me right now

Desmond and I went for a run, we found two dead wolves with

where are you now? I am on my way. Need someone

Matt mindlinked her. To save

you. Where are you now? I will be there as

'Hospital.' He answers.

you soon.' I say. And just in

in, Anna," I say, and she

you for coming so fast," I say, and she tries