Alpha's Second Chance by Salani

Chapter 0179 -

OLIVIA

It has been two days, and I am lying in my bed, only in my underwear, sweating like crazy because I feel like my body is burning. The heat is what makes me feel this way. Typically, for a she-wolf, the burning goes away when she is with her mate sensually. But because of everything that is happening, I am trying to avoid doing this so that I won't get pregnant. I need to be able to help protect our family and pack, all the packs, and Logan understands that.

"Sweetie, are you awake?" I hear Kate's voice ask, she has been here and helped me these last two days.

"It is burning. It feels like I am on fire inside." I whisper weakly.

"I know, Sweetie. I brought some ice cream to maybe help you, just a little." She tells me softly.

I sit up slowly and she hands me the ice, that I slowly eat, and it feels so good, to get something cold into my system. But the relief is short-lived because it doesn't take long before the burning starts again, and it feels worse than before.

"I can not do this. It is too much. I can not handle it." I cry out, this is unbearable.

It's getting too much. I do not know how to handle another five days like this; I just can't. But I know the consequences if I can't get through this. I know what will happen, but I am still about to give up.

'Liv, baby, you can do this, we can do this.' I hear and feel Logan in our matebond.

'I can't.' I whisper back trying to hide the pain, but I know he has already felt it. And he is quiet for a bit. 'Baby say the word and I will be there.' He says and I feel his voice shake.

'But the risks.' I start.

always do. I hate that you are in so much pain.' He

do this. I'm sorry.' I

is okay, baby. It

Logan.'

love you.' He says,

bed, and cry, not just because of the pain, but because I miss him. But also because it is not because I don't want another pup, because I do. I love our family, and just like Logan, I want a big family. Fucking vampires, stupid jealous goddess. I know cursing a goddess is not good, but I'm so angry right now. And I wish there was something I could do, something that could stop this

LOGAN

in pain, and knowing I would be able to stop it only makes it

been at the castle with Rose and Noah the last two days, and it helps that they can distract me a

playing with a new doll and Noah with his new cars when a mindlink

king?' It is

because I know he would not disturb me

for a run, we found two dead wolves with bite marks, two females, and they were

way. Need someone

her way, my king. Matt mindlinked

will be there as soon as

'Hospital.' He answers.

in time, a knock

and she does and has the twins with

coming so fast," I