An Extra’s POV

"I know you're not a bad person, Rey."

As Rey heard this, he prepared himself for what was about to come. It wasn't very difficult to steel his heart and consider the very worst when it came to the current situation with Esme.

In all honesty, he was very tired.

Emotionally speaking, he had exhausted a lot of his energy, and he was practically running on fumes. His expression remained lull, and this carried on throughout his conversation with Esme—or more accurately, Esme's conversation with him.

"You're an amazing person. I've looked up to you for the longest time too. You saved me more times than I can think of, both directly and indirectly, and I owe a lot to you…"

Rey still had his heart steeled despite how soft her words were.

"My… my feelings for you have not changed as well, even though I really wish they would. I don't… hate you or anything, but…" As she went through the right words to say, Rey's thoughts were at a standstill.

He didn't want to think anything, or feel anything.

He just listened.

"... There's just so much going on with me right now. I… I can't even look you in the eye right now. I'm angry, and sad, and disappointed, and a bunch of other things… and most of this confusion is because of you." At this point, she stared at Rey, seeing his unassuming expression and calm reaction towards all she was saying.

Whether it was for the better or worse, his facade prompted her to continue with her train of thought; hence, finishing what she started.

"I need some space, Rey."

"Space…?"

sighed, rubbing her forehead as she uttered those words.

leaking out a sound for even a second. He watched Esme's unease as she uttered

was certain she was very serious in her position, and there was very little he could

wouldn't even be unfair

he had to

tempted to say any more,

when he turned it was his back

"Rest well… Esme."

left afterwards, shutting the door

as he was about to close the door. He shut his eyes, dulled his senses, and completely shut off the

door and took a few steps in the hallway, Rey clutched his chest and felt his racing heart. He had been unable to properly think and

and his thoughts were slowly getting unbridled by his mind,

have feelings for you, Esme.' His cheeks were red, and his hand dug deeper into his chest in an attempt to stop

about it

Half Elf came to his mind. It was

to run

and tell her to give him another chance.

He told himself. 'It's

the same? Why didn't he hug her or kiss her back?

for Alicia. That was yet

which side to pick and which to abandon.

feel so useless at this point, it's sickening…' His thoughts flowed