Chapter 168

Chapter 168

In the darkness of the room, I watched the man that I loved sleep and the more I watched him the faster and harder the Tears fell from my eyes.

1 failed him.

ell

He had been so excited to have a child with me, he had been looking forward to it with everything and I had dashed those hopes.

Greyson had tried so hard to hide it but since I got back, I alway caught his eyes moving to my stomach and the sadness that would cloud within his grey orbs when he would find the space empty usually made me hate myself even more.

We were supposed to be a happy family, with two extra children along with Jessy, but now not only did I loose our twins, I had also lost my womb.

currently faced with. Not even the stabs came close to the pain that I felt now. As much as Greyson wanted to pretend, I knew that there had been a change between

course still the sweetest, most supportive, loving man the world but I just couldn’t bring myself to believe that he was really okay with me losing the twins and

than devastated and had cried for hours straight. It was three weeks after I got the news and I still cried

had innocently asked my about ‘her babies‘ I had nothing to tell her

ever anything that could take away the pain in my heart or make me feel better and I feared that if I carried on like this then I would eventually just lose any connection with life and then fade away. It didn’t feel like I had much to live for anyway.

worked for them and so to save him the stress, I would usually go to bed really early and pretend to have fallen asleep, just so he could also go

walked in the direction of the closet to find something warmer to wear. Once I was properly clothed, I exited the closet and with a last look

stairs since although my wounds were fully healed, I could still feel

home, but being

a cold glass of water, I exited the kitchen and

space and the cold night air along with the light helped to calm me

chest and just buried my face within it. I didn’t feel safe anywhere or with anyone that wasn’t Greyson, knowing what had just happened. A part of

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