Chapter 168

Chapter 168

In the darkness of the room, I watched the man that I loved sleep and the more I watched him the faster and harder the Tears fell from my eyes.

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He had been so excited to have a child with me, he had been looking forward to it with everything and I had dashed those hopes.

Greyson had tried so hard to hide it but since I got back, I alway caught his eyes moving to my stomach and the sadness that would cloud within his grey orbs when he would find the space empty usually made me hate myself even more.

We were supposed to be a happy family, with two extra children along with Jessy, but now not only did I loose our twins, I had also lost my womb.

that I felt now. As much as Greyson wanted to pretend, I knew that there had been a change between us and things were not as

loving man the world but I just couldn’t bring myself to believe that he was really okay with me

been more than devastated and had cried for hours straight. It was three weeks after I got the news and I still cried every night when I thought about it like I was doing now.

same to me. I felt like such a disappointment. And when Jessy had innocently

that could take away the pain in my heart or make me feel better and I feared that if I carried on like this then I would eventually just lose any connection

since I got back home. Terrible nightmares after nightmares haunted my sleep since I got back from the hospital and none of Greyson’s remedies had worked for them and so to save him the stress, I would usually go to bed really early and pretend to have fallen asleep, just so he could also go to bed without

closet to find something warmer to wear. Once I was properly clothed, I exited the

although my wounds were fully

was glad to be back home, but being back didn’t being

of water, I exited the kitchen and into the garden to

was full and shining brightly upon the space and the cold night air

and just buried my face within it. I didn’t feel safe anywhere or with anyone that wasn’t Greyson, knowing what had just happened. A part of me just knew that it wasn’t

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