And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

The next few days went by slowly, and as they did, I slowly followed further and further into the darkness, unable to bring myself up. I wasn't sure what I was getting myself into with everything going on, but I had, without a doubt, the darkest of feelings. Every day not knowing if Damien was safe was a step putting me one step closer to completely losing myself, and the only thing holding me grounded was the twins silently sleeping upstairs in their crib.

I was an utter mess. A complete disaster.

Making my way downstairs, I tried to push away the darkened thoughts evading my mind. Heading toward the kitchen, the indistinct murmurs of conversation drew me to a complete stop as I turned and watched the many figures through the cracked-open doorway and Damian's office.

What the hell?

"We have to tell her what's going on," James said softly as I watched him gaze towards Hale, whose back was towards me, staring out the window as if in deep thought.

"No," he replied firmly, letting out a heavy breath. "We all saw how she's changing, and you, James, of all people, saw first hand what Damian not being here is doing to her. Since she had the twins, she's completely different."

not to include me hurt. I didn't find myself to

We need to let her see it." Talon all but growled, stepping forward,

at the border

is, I am the acting alpha right now, and I do not see it in her

about, I pushed back the anger threatening to lash out if they made one more comment about me. Its shadows twisted and rolled through my veins

their eyes turned to me. Kate's face fell as she seemed to pale. I hadn't even realized she and Angel had made it back from the council land yet, but here she was, standing there with a grim expression

as I stared at

Why don't you head back upstairs and get some rest?" Hale replied as he turned to me with a small smile, stuffing

you one more time to give me whatever you just put