And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Damian.

I never really thought about what it would be like to die. However, the moment I faced it, the only thing I could think of was Ivy. Her beautiful blue eyes. Her long, enchanting hair. Not to mention how she trembled beneath my fingers when I took her, kissed her, and loved her. The way she deserved to be loved.

That moment ran through my mind often. Plagued my dreams with nightmares as I tried to forget what had happened. I was alive now.

But, even though I was, it didn't stop the nightmares from coming.

Two days ago, I opened my eyes. Two days ago, I breathed life into my lungs once more. Now that I was awake though, it forced me to face everything that happened, and the one thing that upset me the most was Ivy... my beautiful mate was unconscious. From the looks of it, she didn't seem like she would wake up soon.

I felt bad that she was injured, but my brothers repeatedly reassured me that she knew what she was doing. That she wasn't dead, so that we simply had to give her time to wake back up.

I couldn't help but worry, though. What if she didn't wake up?

What if we lost her again because of me... because she saved me?

Slowly, they had filled me in with all the details of things I had missed. Chaos that had happened. Things that happened to Ivy, and even the day she gave birth to our children. They helped me pick up all the missing pieces, so nothing was left out. I was still broken, though.

To know I had missed out on the birth of my children killed me.

at life to fix things that had happened to

that was what a person with a second

but wonder what a future would have been like had I not been part of it. What they would have

they would have been taken care of and had my brothers, but still, I couldn't help but wonder

made me whole again, and for

gaze away from the crib, I looked over to Ivy's bed, where she lay, sleeping peacefully. The soft pinks of her lips were so plump, so delicious. I wanted more than anything to kiss her, but in the end, I only wanted her to be

her to tell me I'm

her to put me in my place, that was all

to

that

Yet, time and time again, she forgave us though and tried to make our family whole Time and time again, she put her life on the line

needed to do that.

line for one of us,

to look over my shoulder at him. He walked from the open doorway of Ivy's room, through the passageway to the

can't get over the fact that I've missed out on so much

Pollux is one who likes to get up multiple times in the middle of the night. So you can have all of

would take that a million times over if