And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 0345

There was nothing but sincerity in his gaze, and as much as I wanted to tell him to go fuck himself and never put his hands on me again, part of me couldn't help but want to give him that chance to explain and fix things. "How do you expect to fix what has already happened, Silas? What else is there that we need to discuss? You made it very clear the guys here, and probably a lot of the girls, are assuming I'm somebody I'm not." I had never claimed to be this badass girl people thought I was. I was 18 years old, trying to figure out my life and where I wanted to go.

Did I have a rebellious nature? Absolutely.

But that didn't mean I was ready to stand toe to toe with the world as if I had my shit together. What I wanted was to be able to come here and heal from everything that had happened, including losing Melissa, the woman I had loved all through high school.

I had pushed the thoughts of losing her to the back of my mind, not trying to dwell on it what had happened because it was a situation I couldn't fix. However, this place turned out not to be the solace I was looking for, and instead, had become just as much a nightmare as where I had lived before.

I took a moment to think about what I had asked him, and he opened and closed his mouth as if he wanted to say something but wasn't sure. "Will you please just have dinner with me? I can explain everything then."

up on this offer was not going to make anything better between Lucas and me.

would. A bright white smile crept across Silas's face at my acknowledgment to go to dinner with him. He was

him that pulled me in, but I couldn't help but feel he didn't just look at me like a person but as a prized

was simply the gaze he gave me was as if I was a

a dragon, and they were known to be very

turned, not giving me a moment to decline or say anything else, and disappeared from my sight. And once again, I was

it would only add fuel to an already blazing fire. I sagged my shoulders and continued walking down the path in the direction I

bed and take a nap. The day had been long and draining. I was still slightly hungover, and with everything that had taken place, I didn't

first time in a very long time I had wished my mother was present. That I could go to her for advice, have her bring me a hot

and I hadn't been

we had been. When I was little, I was everything to her, just as Pollux was, and she was everything to