And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 51

Chapter 51: Dealing with the Past

James POV

Sitting in my darkened hotel room, I mulled over my reality. When I heard that Damian was in town, I contemplated running again. I didn’t want him to find me. The moment my bond with Ivy broke, I felt a pain in my chest that was unbearable.

My wolf and I were torn apart-the memory more than I can bear.

“James, you have to let her go.” Damian had yelled at me in the hospital hallway. “We are nothing but toxic for her. She deserves a normal life!”

Anguish gripped a hold of my soul as my heart raced, “no… I can’t. We can’t!”

 

Dropping to my knees, I stared at her hospital door. She was hurt because of me, because of us.

“If you loved her at all, you would let her go. It’s too late anyways.”

So that’s what I did… I let her go.

Snapping back to reality, I launched my beer bottle across the room, watching as it shattered and fell to the ground. I had let her go, but the moment I went to confront Damian at the restaurant, my breath was stolen from me.

She was there. She was with Damian, and they were happy together.

I couldn’t understand it. Trying to wrap my head around what I had seen, I stood to my feet and stormed from my hotel room. I need more alcohol. Anything to numb the pain I felt.

*Jarnes- an all too familiar voice called from behind me, stopping me in my tracks.

Damian

Clenching my fists tightly at my side, I turned to face him. “What the fuck are you doing here?

He looked the same as he always had, Calm, collected, and here on business.

That was his M.O, after all. “I came to bring you home.”

Laughter escaped me as I shook my head, “are you fucking serious?”

*Don’t act like this, James. You have been gone too long, and it’s time to come back to reality.”

the fucking reality that you’re

as he took a deep breath and relaxed his shoulders. There was something about him

came with me to find you,” he finally replied, but the sound of it wasn’t as good as I thought. All this time I had hoped what! had with her, and lost, had

on me as if I was supposed to

to letting her go, Damian? What happened to

fury, I wanted nothing more than to beat Damian within an inch of his life. I knew I didn’t stand a real chance against him in a fight, but at the same time I wanted-no, needed anything to relieve the anger

we thought, James. The bond wasn’t broken, just the terms had

me. All he ever did was try to order me and the other around. His lies would not win

51: Dealing

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fuck yourself, Damian,” I snapped. “I’m done listening to

he would flaunt her in front

loved her-shit, I

after me, “if you don’t believe me, go see for

my tracks once more, I thought over his words. As much as I didn’t want to do that, curiosity filled me

your

with some friends from the city. I

eyes, refusing to look at him. I wouldn’t give him the pleasure of a response, but as I walked off, I couldn’t

she shouldn’t

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Ivy POV

passed since Damian left, and with the moon high in the sky, I watched it shimmer across the open ocean. Never

 

him,” I whispered aloud to the moon, wishing the goddess would help

I wanted seemed so far off in the reality of things, and yet something told me deep

into the house. The day had been long with everyone who had been present earlier, and through all

still feel

for the bond we once had. ‘James. I called out through my mind, once again pleading for him to hear

kettle from the stove, I turned on the tap of the sink and filled it. The sound

what uncertainty felt like, I didn’t

my right, causing me to drop the kettle. Its metal form crashed to the ground as

he looked completely different from the man I remembered, I felt the

break him from the trance he

here?” He

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