And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 88: The Elder has Come

Ivy.

I wasn’t sure exactly how I was supposed to feel. Last night, I did the one thing I hadn’t expected to do in quite some time. I allowed myself to go too hungry, and in the end, I ended up hunting another animal that was slaugh tered without mercy to sustain the hunger burrowed inside of me.

Every time I did it, I felt guilty. Because that was anoth er animal that’s life was lost because of what I was. Where as the werewolves seemed to think it was a natural aspect of life, I did not.

I was a primal creature.

Something the world had never seen before, at least not in my lifetime or that of my forefathers. I was danger ous and unpredictable, or that was the words that the guys kept using repeatedly. As if by some mistake, I was placed here, and I should have been elsewhere.

They loved me, and I loved them. But I contemplated if what I was doing was even beneficial. Should I really be try ing so hard to fit in this pack, or should I see if there was a

way for me to embark on my own mission and leave?

The thought of leaving left an ache in my chest | couldn’t let go.

There was no way I could leave. I had a life with them, and I loved them. I just wish I wasn’t what I was. Why couldn’t I have been normal? Why couldn’t they have just allowed me to be a normal werewolf or even just a fucking

human?

Instead, they made me a creature that wasn’t normal by any sense.

“Ivy?” Hale called from the bottom of the stairs, causing me to get up from where I was currently sitting in my room, looking at paint swatches.

“Yes,” I replied as I met him at the stairs.

“The guest room was finished, and the contractors are here, so I just wanted to let you know they will need access to your room and that of the den so that they can go ahead and get work underway over the next couple of days.”

“Oh, okay, that’s fine. I will just take all my stuff down stairs into the living room. Perhaps start organizing through a few things.”

Sagging my shoulders, I turned with a heavy breath and headed to my room to gather my belongings. While construction was underway, I would have to sleep with one of the guys, which wasn’t a problem in my eyes.

I did feel slightly awkward, though, because they were acting weird towards me, and I didn’t do well with that kind of behavior. It made me feel out of place even though | shouldn’t have.

Making my way downstairs, I listened to the muffled conversations the guys were having from the kitchen. Once again, my name was being brought up, and knowing they were talking to me behind my back was irritating.

— If I was such a problem, I don’t understand why they

wanted me to be their Luna.

Deciding to ignore it all, I went into the living room and sat on the sofa with the swatches in my hand. Shades of green, yellow and creams littered the cushion as I thought over my idea of a nature-based theme for the twins.

I wasn’t quite sure how everything would come togeth er yet, but I knew I wanted to keep everything as close to nature as possibly could.

twins’ lives would revolve around that wolves and the darkness of

the door?” I hadn’t even realized someone had been knocking as I watched James and Talon carry things

“Okay.”

when I opened the door, it was Elder Jenny Harri

| exclaimed, pushing away my shock to quickly re place it

just assumed it would be okay for me to come. If it’s not, I’ll just go

be silly. It’s perfectly fine. We’re just in the middle of having the contractors here to start the process upstairs. Follow me this way, and

watched Damian make his way to where I was with a scowl

is currently taking place.”

expression crossed her face. “Don’t worry, I’m sure that the accommodations are more than acceptable. Shall

follow ing me. There was

than a woman in her position would have been. As if she

much longer do you have?” she asked me as I looked at

replied with hesitation. “I should actu ally find out tomorrow what the babies’

there’s more than

registered that everybody as sumed I was having one, not two. It wasn’t even something that we‘d really

last appointment that there were two, not just one,” | replied, quickly changing the subject into anything else. “Where you’ll be staying is just

door, looked inside the house, and then looked back outside. “So I’m not actually staying in

going to make a

I told you, we’re doing construction inside. So, unfortunately, the inside of the pack house doesn’t have any availability. Considering that rooms are being redone, but the guest house is a

one raised brow, she stared at me. Her face was void of emotion as she nodded her head, gesturing with her hand for me to lead

well. I suppose it

opened the door for her and made way for her to enter. The guys had done a number in fixing the

few months of dust and

know you’re going to be here for just a couple of days, but there is food and drinks in the fridge. If you should get hungry, we

course, that sounds delightful,” she replied as

get set in, and

made my way from the cabin and hastened my pace back up to the main house. Now that she was here, I regret allowing her to come. I

for a mo ment, lost in thought as to what it was about her I just

Damien’s eyes and watched as he looked at me with concern

about her…. I don’t know. I’m just being hormonal. She’s getting settled in. She is very lovely, and I told her that one of

I had to find something to preoccupy myself with because that woman had gotten me all bent out of

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had been made. The dining room brought up all

out on display, we all took our seats around

and looked back. “Thank you. We hope that you

the stove, lvy. I

grin spread across my face, I looked around the table, only to land upon James, whose

I didn’t cook this,” | said to Elder

an excellent cook, then. Nowadays, it’s hard to hire people who can de cently cook.” Her comment further caused the snickering around the table, and slowly she

one who cooked