And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 88: The Elder has Come

Ivy.

I wasn’t sure exactly how I was supposed to feel. Last night, I did the one thing I hadn’t expected to do in quite some time. I allowed myself to go too hungry, and in the end, I ended up hunting another animal that was slaugh tered without mercy to sustain the hunger burrowed inside of me.

Every time I did it, I felt guilty. Because that was anoth er animal that’s life was lost because of what I was. Where as the werewolves seemed to think it was a natural aspect of life, I did not.

I was a primal creature.

Something the world had never seen before, at least not in my lifetime or that of my forefathers. I was danger ous and unpredictable, or that was the words that the guys kept using repeatedly. As if by some mistake, I was placed here, and I should have been elsewhere.

They loved me, and I loved them. But I contemplated if what I was doing was even beneficial. Should I really be try ing so hard to fit in this pack, or should I see if there was a

way for me to embark on my own mission and leave?

The thought of leaving left an ache in my chest | couldn’t let go.

There was no way I could leave. I had a life with them, and I loved them. I just wish I wasn’t what I was. Why couldn’t I have been normal? Why couldn’t they have just allowed me to be a normal werewolf or even just a fucking

human?

Instead, they made me a creature that wasn’t normal by any sense.

“Ivy?” Hale called from the bottom of the stairs, causing me to get up from where I was currently sitting in my room, looking at paint swatches.

“Yes,” I replied as I met him at the stairs.

“The guest room was finished, and the contractors are here, so I just wanted to let you know they will need access to your room and that of the den so that they can go ahead and get work underway over the next couple of days.”

“Oh, okay, that’s fine. I will just take all my stuff down stairs into the living room. Perhaps start organizing through a few things.”

Sagging my shoulders, I turned with a heavy breath and headed to my room to gather my belongings. While construction was underway, I would have to sleep with one of the guys, which wasn’t a problem in my eyes.

I did feel slightly awkward, though, because they were acting weird towards me, and I didn’t do well with that kind of behavior. It made me feel out of place even though | shouldn’t have.

Making my way downstairs, I listened to the muffled conversations the guys were having from the kitchen. Once again, my name was being brought up, and knowing they were talking to me behind my back was irritating.

— If I was such a problem, I don’t understand why they

wanted me to be their Luna.

Deciding to ignore it all, I went into the living room and sat on the sofa with the swatches in my hand. Shades of green, yellow and creams littered the cushion as I thought over my idea of a nature-based theme for the twins.

I wasn’t quite sure how everything would come togeth er yet, but I knew I wanted to keep everything as close to nature as possibly could.

lives would revolve around that

knocking as I watched James and Talon carry things from the stairs towards the back of

“Okay.”

opened the door, it was Elder Jenny

Harrison, I wasn’t expecting you for two more days,” | exclaimed, pushing away my shock to quickly re place it with a welcoming

If it’s not, I’ll just go ahead and head back to where I live,” she said, faking a fake sweet personality that I could

to start the process upstairs. Follow me this way,

scowl on his face. “Elder Harrison, it’s

is currently taking place.”

crossed her face. “Don’t worry, I’m sure that

I slowly nodded my head and gestured for her to continue follow ing me. There was a

smug than a woman in her position would have been. As if she thought her authority was much higher

asked me as I looked

with hesitation. “I should actu ally find out tomorrow what the babies’ genders

there’s more

made by letting that out. I guess it hadn’t registered that everybody as sumed I was having

found out at my last appointment that there were two, not just one,” | replied, quickly changing the subject into anything

at the back door, looked inside the house, and then looked back outside. “So I’m not actually staying in the pack house. You’

to make a

being redone, but the guest house is a one – bedroom furnished place, and

me. Her face was void of emotion as she nodded her head, gesturing with her hand for

suppose

the path towards the small cottage, I opened the door for her and made way

the past few months of dust and

on the bed right now. Make yourself comfortable. I know you’re going to be here for just a couple of days, but there is food and drinks in the fridge. If you should get hungry, we will have dinner tonight, though, in honor of

sounds delightful,” she replied as the awkwardness between us grew.

go ahead and leave you to get set in, and I will have one of the guys come fetch

here, I regret allowing her to come. I should have given the phone to Damian and allowed

to what it was about her I just didn’ t like. “Are you OK?” A voice said, catching

and watched as he looked at me with concern before casting his glance out the

I don’t know. I’m just being hormonal. She’s getting settled in. She is very

made myself scarce. I had to find something to preoccupy myself with because that woman had gotten me

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to enjoy the food that had been made. The dining room

etables laid out on display, we all took our

towards the food and looked back. “Thank you. We hope that you enjoy

slave over the stove, lvy. I would have been perfectly

shocked me. She had actually thought | had cooked this. With a grin spread across my face, I looked around the table, only to land upon James, whose mouth had dropped open, and an utter look of

cook this,” | said to Elder Harri son, trying

people who can de

who cooked dinner.