And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 102

Chapter 102: Longing for Captivity

Ivy.

Twelves hours had gone by since I birthed my children, and even though everything was perfect on that front, my mind kept going back to Damian. Talon and Hale went out to his last location only two hours ago, and I panicked every moment they were gone.

I couldn’t feel my connection to Damian anymore, and as my mind tried to make me think the worse, I couldn’t allow myself to.

I had to stay strong.

Thad to believe he was alive.

 

The pain I had felt earlier in the day, before I had given birth to my children, was unlike any pain I had ever felt before, and it didn’t take until the pain subsided for me to realize it wasn’t labor pains I was feeling.

Instead, it was the pain being inflicted upon Damian, and because I was bonded to him in a way nobody could explain; 1

could feel every infliction.

I cried and cried for hours after the twins were born. Pleading with Hale, Talon, and James to allow me to go to him.

I could feel the bond weakening, but they just simply said it was in my head.

Something deep inside me, though, told me his life was

ending, and I couldn’t allow that to happen, not after everything we had fought for since I had arrived.

It was constantly the back-and-forth motion of love and hate and fighting, and confliction and secrets and lies and I was done with it. I was done with all of it. I only wanted to be with my mates and my children and be whole, normal.

With the protection of the pack, we were a united front.

The only problem was outside forces sought to destroy us because we were different.

No matter what they said, though, I was not a monster. I was a normal person with unique abilities and a large heart able to love more than just one man.

I wanted to be the Luna this pack could be proud of, but I was so devastatingly misunderstood I didn’t know if I could ever overcome and be what they wanted me to be.

Pushing away my fears and thoughts, I kept a wary eye out on the horizon, waiting for two of my mates to arrive, praying Talon and Hale would go to this cabin in the woods and find Damien there.

Find him alive… Maybe slightly wounded, but still alive.

I was terrified because the person who had

right next

you must eat something,” my mother

scouring the horizon for the return

your twins need you, and placing all of your concentration on

heavy breath, I turned from the window to face the two women who had helped keep me together over

sweep towards the two small bundles freshly cleaned and sleeping in their beds, I couldn’t help but find myself at a loss

whispered, forcing back the tears that threatened to fall. “I have been such

replied as her hand fell upon my shoulder. “The

shaking my head as I wiped away a loose tear that had escaped my

soft knock on the door drew my attention. “How are

“I’m okay. Just worried,”

the space between us, he wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of my head. “He isn’t

the connection as his brother. It’s just

back a sob.

alive, but they

you have nothing to worry about,” my mother added, trying to reassure

was no way I was going to sleep, though. Pulling back from James, I went back to the window and continued

need them all back, James. Until they’re home, I won’t

felt it sending me into a spiral I didn’t know if I could come back

do whatever it takes

will, Ivy,” James said firmly. “But we won’t be able to do our job if we are worrying about you. So I need you to rest and eat so

After having the twins, I needed something of Damian’s to calm my

 

my bed, I wrapped myself in the blanket

closed my eyes

my mother, Priscilla, and James here, I would be

Damian.

into a white room and locked in. The silver shackles upon my wrist had been removed, but then an injection of silver had been placed

sink. I would have given anything in that moment to contact them

all white decor and the blood that

it was a mess that the

and Richard

Alpha was going to meet his end if it was the last thing I did. Even in my weakened state,

believe

an accusation I had murdered somebody, or that someone from my pack had murdered them and I was protecting them,

mean, yes, I was

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