And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 102

Chapter 102: Longing for Captivity

Ivy.

Twelves hours had gone by since I birthed my children, and even though everything was perfect on that front, my mind kept going back to Damian. Talon and Hale went out to his last location only two hours ago, and I panicked every moment they were gone.

I couldn’t feel my connection to Damian anymore, and as my mind tried to make me think the worse, I couldn’t allow myself to.

I had to stay strong.

Thad to believe he was alive.

 

The pain I had felt earlier in the day, before I had given birth to my children, was unlike any pain I had ever felt before, and it didn’t take until the pain subsided for me to realize it wasn’t labor pains I was feeling.

Instead, it was the pain being inflicted upon Damian, and because I was bonded to him in a way nobody could explain; 1

could feel every infliction.

I cried and cried for hours after the twins were born. Pleading with Hale, Talon, and James to allow me to go to him.

I could feel the bond weakening, but they just simply said it was in my head.

Something deep inside me, though, told me his life was

ending, and I couldn’t allow that to happen, not after everything we had fought for since I had arrived.

It was constantly the back-and-forth motion of love and hate and fighting, and confliction and secrets and lies and I was done with it. I was done with all of it. I only wanted to be with my mates and my children and be whole, normal.

With the protection of the pack, we were a united front.

The only problem was outside forces sought to destroy us because we were different.

No matter what they said, though, I was not a monster. I was a normal person with unique abilities and a large heart able to love more than just one man.

I wanted to be the Luna this pack could be proud of, but I was so devastatingly misunderstood I didn’t know if I could ever overcome and be what they wanted me to be.

Pushing away my fears and thoughts, I kept a wary eye out on the horizon, waiting for two of my mates to arrive, praying Talon and Hale would go to this cabin in the woods and find Damien there.

Find him alive… Maybe slightly wounded, but still alive.

knew without a doubt who had him, and I was terrified because the person

right next to

my mother said

nursery, scouring the horizon for

Priscilla added as she stepped closer. “You may be worried, but your twins need you, and placing all of your concentration on things you can’t change

breath, I turned from the window to face the two women who had helped keep me together over the past

couldn’t help but find myself at a

don’t want them to never know him,” I whispered, forcing back the

her hand fell upon my shoulder.

that had escaped my eyes. “I refuse to believe he

fell around us as a soft knock on the door drew my attention.

“I’m okay. Just worried,”

space between us, he wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of

connection as his brother.

him, I held back a sob. “What does

means he is alive, but they

have nothing to worry about,” my mother added, trying to reassure me. “You need

to the window and continued to stare

James. Until they’re home, I

deep inside me was growing, and every moment my mates were a way, I felt it sending me into a spiral I didn’t know if I could come back from. It was just another piece of the puzzle that

it takes to bring him

 won’t be able to do our job if we are worrying about you. So I need you to rest and eat so I know that

something of Damian’s to calm my racing mind, and the only thing I found comfort in was the bedding from his room James

 

upon my bed, I wrapped myself in

closed my eyes

and them being okay. With my mother, Priscilla, and James

Damian.

after I met with the Elder Council, I was tossed into a white room and locked in. The silver shackles upon my

They were going to prevent me from reaching out to the others. Realizing I had no form of communication made my heart sink. I would have given anything in that moment to contact them to make sure the pain I had felt from Ivy wasn’t

in the all white decor and the blood that was

creating a mess, but it was a mess

and

stupid prick Alpha was going to meet his end if it was the last thing I did. Even

Allison-I couldn’t believe

know they had spared Allison’s life for something so meaningless as an accusation I had murdered somebody, or that someone from my pack had murdered them and I was

yes, I was

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