And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 102

Chapter 102: Longing for Captivity

Ivy.

Twelves hours had gone by since I birthed my children, and even though everything was perfect on that front, my mind kept going back to Damian. Talon and Hale went out to his last location only two hours ago, and I panicked every moment they were gone.

I couldn’t feel my connection to Damian anymore, and as my mind tried to make me think the worse, I couldn’t allow myself to.

I had to stay strong.

Thad to believe he was alive.

 

The pain I had felt earlier in the day, before I had given birth to my children, was unlike any pain I had ever felt before, and it didn’t take until the pain subsided for me to realize it wasn’t labor pains I was feeling.

Instead, it was the pain being inflicted upon Damian, and because I was bonded to him in a way nobody could explain; 1

could feel every infliction.

I cried and cried for hours after the twins were born. Pleading with Hale, Talon, and James to allow me to go to him.

I could feel the bond weakening, but they just simply said it was in my head.

Something deep inside me, though, told me his life was

ending, and I couldn’t allow that to happen, not after everything we had fought for since I had arrived.

It was constantly the back-and-forth motion of love and hate and fighting, and confliction and secrets and lies and I was done with it. I was done with all of it. I only wanted to be with my mates and my children and be whole, normal.

With the protection of the pack, we were a united front.

The only problem was outside forces sought to destroy us because we were different.

No matter what they said, though, I was not a monster. I was a normal person with unique abilities and a large heart able to love more than just one man.

I wanted to be the Luna this pack could be proud of, but I was so devastatingly misunderstood I didn’t know if I could ever overcome and be what they wanted me to be.

Pushing away my fears and thoughts, I kept a wary eye out on the horizon, waiting for two of my mates to arrive, praying Talon and Hale would go to this cabin in the woods and find Damien there.

Find him alive… Maybe slightly wounded, but still alive.

down, though, I knew that wouldn’t be the case. I knew without a doubt who had him, and I was terrified because the

eventually, mine, right next

must eat something,” my mother

nursery, scouring the horizon

but your twins need you, and placing all of your concentration on things you can’t change

breath, I turned from the window to face the two women who had helped keep me together over the past

my eyes sweep towards the two small bundles freshly cleaned and sleeping in their beds, I couldn’t help but find myself at a loss for how I had created something so beautiful.

know him,” I whispered, forcing back the tears that threatened

my shoulder. “The gods have things planned for us,

that had escaped my

attention. “How are we doing?” James asked with a smile spread

“I’m okay. Just worried,”

he wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of my head. “He

feel the connection as his brother.

at him, I held back a sob. “What does

It means he is alive, but they are using silver to dull his

nothing to worry about,” my mother added, trying

going to sleep, though. Pulling back from James, I went back to the window and continued

them all back, James. Until they’re home, I

every moment my mates were a way, I felt it sending me into a spiral I didn’t know if I could come back from. It was just another piece of the puzzle

whatever it takes to bring him

we are worrying about you. So I need you to

having the twins, I needed something of Damian’s to calm my racing

 

bed, I wrapped myself in the

closed my eyes

about the twins and them being okay. With my mother, Priscilla, and James here, I would be able to

Damian.

and locked in. The silver shackles upon my wrist had been removed, but then an

I had no form of communication made my heart sink. I would have given anything in that moment to contact them to make sure

the room, taking in the all white decor and the blood that was slowly dripping from my

it was a mess that the

and Richard

was going to meet his end if it was the last thing I did. Even in my weakened state, my brothers

couldn’t believe she was still

spared Allison’s life for something so meaningless as an accusation I had murdered somebody, or that someone from my pack had murdered them and I was protecting them, was

I was

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