Chapter 102: Longing for Captivity

Ivy.

Twelves hours had gone by since I birthed my children, and even though everything was perfect on that front, my mind kept going back to Damian. Talon and Hale went out to his last location only two hours ago, and I panicked every moment they were gone.

I couldn’t feel my connection to Damian anymore, and as my mind tried to make me think the worse, I couldn’t allow myself to.

I had to stay strong.

Thad to believe he was alive.

 

The pain I had felt earlier in the day, before I had given birth to my children, was unlike any pain I had ever felt before, and it didn’t take until the pain subsided for me to realize it wasn’t labor pains I was feeling.

Instead, it was the pain being inflicted upon Damian, and because I was bonded to him in a way nobody could explain; 1

could feel every infliction.

I cried and cried for hours after the twins were born. Pleading with Hale, Talon, and James to allow me to go to him.

I could feel the bond weakening, but they just simply said it was in my head.

Something deep inside me, though, told me his life was

ending, and I couldn’t allow that to happen, not after everything we had fought for since I had arrived.

It was constantly the back-and-forth motion of love and hate and fighting, and confliction and secrets and lies and I was done with it. I was done with all of it. I only wanted to be with my mates and my children and be whole, normal.

With the protection of the pack, we were a united front.

The only problem was outside forces sought to destroy us because we were different.

No matter what they said, though, I was not a monster. I was a normal person with unique abilities and a large heart able to love more than just one man.

I wanted to be the Luna this pack could be proud of, but I was so devastatingly misunderstood I didn’t know if I could ever overcome and be what they wanted me to be.

Pushing away my fears and thoughts, I kept a wary eye out on the horizon, waiting for two of my mates to arrive, praying Talon and Hale would go to this cabin in the woods and find Damien there.

Find him alive… Maybe slightly wounded, but still alive.

without a doubt who had him, and I was terrified because the person

eventually, mine, right

must eat something,” my mother said

scouring the horizon for the return of

your twins need you, and placing all of your concentration on things you

breath, I turned from the window to face the two women who had helped keep me together over the past few weeks. “I

two small bundles freshly cleaned and sleeping in their beds, I couldn’t help but find myself at a loss for how I had

never know him,” I whispered, forcing back the tears that threatened to fall. “I have

her hand fell upon my shoulder. “The gods have

snapped, shaking my head as I wiped away a loose tear that had escaped my eyes. “I refuse to believe

a soft knock on the door drew my attention. “How are we doing?”

“I’m okay. Just worried,”

us, he wrapped his arms around me and kissed the

connection as his brother. It’s just

held back

is alive, but they

have nothing to worry about,” my mother added,

was no way I was going to sleep, though. Pulling back from James, I went back to the window and continued to stare out over the horizon. Until my mates were home,

need them all back, James. Until they’re home, I won’t find

were a way, I felt it sending me into a spiral I didn’t know if I could come back from. It was just another piece

do whatever it takes to bring

“But we won’t be able to do our job if we are worrying about you. So I need you to rest and eat

slowly, I moved from the window and walked toward my bed. After having the twins, I needed something of Damian’s to calm my racing mind, and the

 

my bed, I wrapped myself in the

closed my eyes

my mother, Priscilla, and James here, I would be

Damian.

white room and locked in. The silver shackles

sink. I would have given anything in that moment to contact them to make sure the pain I

in the all white decor and the blood that

mess, but it was a mess that

and Richard had

end if it was the last thing I did. Even in

believe she

somebody, or that someone from my pack had murdered them and I was

I was protecting

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