And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 102

Chapter 102: Longing for Captivity

Ivy.

Twelves hours had gone by since I birthed my children, and even though everything was perfect on that front, my mind kept going back to Damian. Talon and Hale went out to his last location only two hours ago, and I panicked every moment they were gone.

I couldn’t feel my connection to Damian anymore, and as my mind tried to make me think the worse, I couldn’t allow myself to.

I had to stay strong.

Thad to believe he was alive.

 

The pain I had felt earlier in the day, before I had given birth to my children, was unlike any pain I had ever felt before, and it didn’t take until the pain subsided for me to realize it wasn’t labor pains I was feeling.

Instead, it was the pain being inflicted upon Damian, and because I was bonded to him in a way nobody could explain; 1

could feel every infliction.

I cried and cried for hours after the twins were born. Pleading with Hale, Talon, and James to allow me to go to him.

I could feel the bond weakening, but they just simply said it was in my head.

Something deep inside me, though, told me his life was

ending, and I couldn’t allow that to happen, not after everything we had fought for since I had arrived.

It was constantly the back-and-forth motion of love and hate and fighting, and confliction and secrets and lies and I was done with it. I was done with all of it. I only wanted to be with my mates and my children and be whole, normal.

With the protection of the pack, we were a united front.

The only problem was outside forces sought to destroy us because we were different.

No matter what they said, though, I was not a monster. I was a normal person with unique abilities and a large heart able to love more than just one man.

I wanted to be the Luna this pack could be proud of, but I was so devastatingly misunderstood I didn’t know if I could ever overcome and be what they wanted me to be.

Pushing away my fears and thoughts, I kept a wary eye out on the horizon, waiting for two of my mates to arrive, praying Talon and Hale would go to this cabin in the woods and find Damien there.

Find him alive… Maybe slightly wounded, but still alive.

knew that wouldn’t be the case. I knew without a doubt who had him, and I was terrified because the person who had him wanted nothing more than to

right next to

something,” my mother said softly as

nursery, scouring the horizon for the return of my

may be worried, but your twins need you, and placing all of your concentration on things you can’t change doesn’t help

heavy breath, I turned from the window to face the two women

eyes sweep towards the two small bundles freshly cleaned and sleeping in their beds, I couldn’t help but find myself at a loss for how I had created

them to never know him,” I whispered, forcing back the tears that threatened to fall. “I have been such a fool

upon my shoulder. “The gods have things planned for us, and we

a loose tear that had escaped my eyes. “I refuse to believe he is dead. He will be

knock on the door drew my attention. “How are we doing?”

“I’m okay. Just worried,”

us, he wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of my head.

connection as his

I held back a sob. “What does that

alive, but they are using silver to

you have nothing to worry about,” my mother added, trying to

James, I went back to the window and continued to stare out over

James. Until they’re

sending me into a spiral I didn’t know if I

it takes

said firmly. “But we won’t be able to do our job if we are worrying about you.

toward my bed. After having the twins, I needed something of Damian’s to calm my racing mind, and the only thing I found comfort in was the bedding from his room

 

wrapped

closed my eyes

my mother, Priscilla, and James

Damian.

Council, I was tossed into a white room and locked in. The silver shackles upon my wrist had

no form of communication made my heart sink. I would have

and the blood that was slowly dripping from my body

mess, but it was a mess that the elders

and Richard

Alpha was going to meet his end if it was the last thing I did. Even in my weakened state, my brothers were

couldn’t believe she

as an accusation I had murdered somebody, or that

I

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