And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 102

Chapter 102: Longing for Captivity

Ivy.

Twelves hours had gone by since I birthed my children, and even though everything was perfect on that front, my mind kept going back to Damian. Talon and Hale went out to his last location only two hours ago, and I panicked every moment they were gone.

I couldn’t feel my connection to Damian anymore, and as my mind tried to make me think the worse, I couldn’t allow myself to.

I had to stay strong.

Thad to believe he was alive.

 

The pain I had felt earlier in the day, before I had given birth to my children, was unlike any pain I had ever felt before, and it didn’t take until the pain subsided for me to realize it wasn’t labor pains I was feeling.

Instead, it was the pain being inflicted upon Damian, and because I was bonded to him in a way nobody could explain; 1

could feel every infliction.

I cried and cried for hours after the twins were born. Pleading with Hale, Talon, and James to allow me to go to him.

I could feel the bond weakening, but they just simply said it was in my head.

Something deep inside me, though, told me his life was

ending, and I couldn’t allow that to happen, not after everything we had fought for since I had arrived.

It was constantly the back-and-forth motion of love and hate and fighting, and confliction and secrets and lies and I was done with it. I was done with all of it. I only wanted to be with my mates and my children and be whole, normal.

With the protection of the pack, we were a united front.

The only problem was outside forces sought to destroy us because we were different.

No matter what they said, though, I was not a monster. I was a normal person with unique abilities and a large heart able to love more than just one man.

I wanted to be the Luna this pack could be proud of, but I was so devastatingly misunderstood I didn’t know if I could ever overcome and be what they wanted me to be.

Pushing away my fears and thoughts, I kept a wary eye out on the horizon, waiting for two of my mates to arrive, praying Talon and Hale would go to this cabin in the woods and find Damien there.

Find him alive… Maybe slightly wounded, but still alive.

I knew that wouldn’t be the case. I knew without a doubt who had him, and I was terrified because the person who had

right next

my mother

of the nursery, scouring the

closer. “You may be worried, but your twins need you, and placing all of your

turned from the window to face the two women who had helped keep me together over the

the two small bundles freshly cleaned and sleeping in their beds, I couldn’t help but find

to never know him,” I whispered, forcing back the tears that threatened to fall. “I have

shoulder. “The gods

my head as I wiped away a loose tear that had escaped my eyes. “I refuse to believe

knock on the door drew my attention. “How are we doing?”

“I’m okay. Just worried,”

his arms around me and kissed

as

held back

means he is alive, but

you have nothing to worry about,” my mother added, trying to reassure me.

to sleep, though. Pulling back from James, I went back to the window and continued to stare out over the horizon. Until my mates were home,

them all back, James. Until they’re home,

a way, I felt it sending me into a spiral I didn’t know if I could come back from. It was just another piece of the puzzle that left me

must do whatever it takes to bring him home,” I

James said firmly. “But we won’t be able to do our job if we are worrying about you. So I need you to rest and

from the window and walked toward my bed. After having the twins, I needed something of Damian’s to calm my

 

wrapped myself

closed my eyes

mother, Priscilla, and James here, I would be able to rest.

Damian.

white room and locked in. The silver shackles upon my wrist had been removed, but then an injection of silver

were going to prevent me from reaching out to the others. Realizing I had no form of communication made my heart sink. I would have given anything in that moment to contact them to make sure the pain I had felt from Ivy wasn’t because of the pain

in the all white decor and the blood

creating a mess, but it was a mess that the elders had

Alokaye and Richard had

was the last thing I did. Even in my weakened state, my

Allison-I couldn’t believe

as an accusation I had murdered somebody, or that someone

I was protecting

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