And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 115: Sleeping Beauty

Damian.

I never really thought about what it would be like to die. However, the moment I faced it, the only thing I could think of was Ivy. Her beautiful blue eyes. Her long, enchanting hair. Not to mention how she trembled beneath my fingers when I took her, kissed her, and loved her.

The way she deserved to be loved.

That moment ran through my mind often. Plagued my dreams with nightmares as I tried to forget what had happened. I was alive now.

But, even though I was, it didn’t stop the nightmares from coming.

Two days ago, I opened my eyes. Two days ago, I breathed life into my lungs once more. Now that I was awake though, it forced me to face everything that happened, and the one thing that upset me the most was Ivy… my beautiful mate was unconscious.

From the looks of it, she didn’t seem like she would wake up soon.

I felt bad that she was injured, but my brothers repeatedly reassured me that she knew what she was doing. That she wasn’t dead, so that we simply had to give her time to wake back up.

I couldn’t help but worry, though. What if she didn’t wake up?

What if we lost her again because of me… because she saved me?

Slowly, they had filled me in with all the details of things I had

missed. Chaos that had happened. Things that happened to Ivy, and even the day she gave birth to our children. They helped me pick up all the missing pieces, so nothing was left out.

I was still broken, though.

To know I had missed out on the birth of my children killed me.

I would use this second chance at life to fix things that had happened to me previously. I would learn to forgive and forget and to love with unconditional devotion!

Because that was what a person with a second chance did.

Standing in the nursery, looking down at Pollux and Castor sleeping, I couldn’t help but wonder what a future would have been like had I not been part of it. What they would have gone through had I not been here.

I knew they would have been taken care of and had my brothers, but still, I couldn’t help but wonder what they would have missed out on without me here.

Ivy had made me whole again, and for that, I would be forever indebted to her

peacefully. The soft pinks of her lips were so plump, so

to hear her reprimanding me for some stupid shit I

tell me I’m

put me in my place,

just wanted to have her

know that

and time again, she forgave us though and tried to make our family whole. Time and time again, she put her life on the line to save us.

she ever had to put herself on the line for one of us,

doing?” Talon said, causing me to look over my shoulder at him. He walked from the open doorway of

fact that I’ve missed out on so

already.”

been like two weeks. You have plenty of time with them. Trust me, Pollux is one who likes to get up multiple times in the middle of the

take that a million times over if it meant being

knew what I meant, and without having to say another word, he nodded his head in agreement before turning his glance over towards Ivy and slowly

okay,” he said softly as he brushed

just needs time to

shaking his head once more, laughing. “You’re sounding like Hale. The only difference is he sounds like a broken record and

better looking,” I replied, causing us both

glad for them. I had missed this between us and was ready to make amends with it. I

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~Six Months Later

six months since the day of the war. Even though the world outside kept turning

I was losing hope.

like we would never

vitals. They two were just as concerned about

don’t understand why she’s

over at where my brothers and I were standing. A small smile littered her face as

though?” I snapped in frustration. It had been six months, and though we had been taking

crawling to them eating solid foods. There was so much she had missed out on, and it

needed her

because without her here, nothing in this world made

exerted herself to limits we didn’t think were possible. If she were dead, we would know, but her heart still beats very strong. It is her mind that is weak and her mind can take a long time

as usual, and as we all nodded in agreement, she stood and

to turn and glare at him. I knew he was right, but it didn’t mean that he had to point out the obvious. A lot of things had changed around the back since I had last been here

being that, I

came back, he tried to get me to take back