And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 115: Sleeping Beauty

Damian.

I never really thought about what it would be like to die. However, the moment I faced it, the only thing I could think of was Ivy. Her beautiful blue eyes. Her long, enchanting hair. Not to mention how she trembled beneath my fingers when I took her, kissed her, and loved her.

The way she deserved to be loved.

That moment ran through my mind often. Plagued my dreams with nightmares as I tried to forget what had happened. I was alive now.

But, even though I was, it didn’t stop the nightmares from coming.

Two days ago, I opened my eyes. Two days ago, I breathed life into my lungs once more. Now that I was awake though, it forced me to face everything that happened, and the one thing that upset me the most was Ivy… my beautiful mate was unconscious.

From the looks of it, she didn’t seem like she would wake up soon.

I felt bad that she was injured, but my brothers repeatedly reassured me that she knew what she was doing. That she wasn’t dead, so that we simply had to give her time to wake back up.

I couldn’t help but worry, though. What if she didn’t wake up?

What if we lost her again because of me… because she saved me?

Slowly, they had filled me in with all the details of things I had

missed. Chaos that had happened. Things that happened to Ivy, and even the day she gave birth to our children. They helped me pick up all the missing pieces, so nothing was left out.

I was still broken, though.

To know I had missed out on the birth of my children killed me.

I would use this second chance at life to fix things that had happened to me previously. I would learn to forgive and forget and to love with unconditional devotion!

Because that was what a person with a second chance did.

Standing in the nursery, looking down at Pollux and Castor sleeping, I couldn’t help but wonder what a future would have been like had I not been part of it. What they would have gone through had I not been here.

I knew they would have been taken care of and had my brothers, but still, I couldn’t help but wonder what they would have missed out on without me here.

Ivy had made me whole again, and for that, I would be forever indebted to her

my gaze away from the crib, I looked over to Ivy’s bed, where she lay, sleeping peacefully. The soft pinks of her lips were so plump, so delicious. I wanted more than anything to kiss her, but

her reprimanding me for

her to tell me

put me in my place, that

wanted to

that she was

time and time again, she forgave us though and tried to make our family whole. Time and time again, she put her life on the

the line for one of us,

said, causing me to look over my shoulder at him. He walked from the open doorway of Ivy’s room, through the passageway to the nursery, and

over the fact that

already.”

with them. Trust me, Pollux is one who likes to get up multiple times in the middle of the night. So you can have all of those shifts.” Talon replied as he clasped a hand on my

take that a million times over if it meant being able to have

knew what I meant, and without having to say another word, he nodded his head in

she was okay,” he said softly as he brushed his hand through

just needs time to

of time before looking over at me and shaking his head once more, laughing. “You’re sounding like Hale. The only difference is he sounds like

better looking,”

Talon made, I was glad for them. I had missed this between us and was ready to make amends

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~Six Months Later

been six months since the day of the war. Even

I was losing hope.

was feeling like we would never get her

as she finished helping the doctor take Ivy’s vitals. They two were just as concerned about her not having

understand why she’s

brothers and I were standing. A small smile littered

had been six months, and though we had been taking care

to them eating solid foods. There was so much she had missed out on, and it killed me every day knowing she

needed her back

with us, because without her here, nothing in

of energy to bring you back, Damien. She exerted herself to limits we didn’t think were possible. If she were dead, we would know, but her heart still

usual, and as we all nodded in agreement, she stood and left with the doctor. I suppose for now we continue

knew he was right, but it didn’t mean that he had to point out the obvious. A lot of things had changed around the back

that, I left

tried to get me to take back over