And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 135: Metting Trixie  Cassie. 

The moment we appeared in the realm of the gods, I found myself taken aback by the sights in front me. Rolling green hills and high mountains lined the vicinity. The white marble cathedral styled buildings and architecture were breathtaking. The one thing, though, which struck me the most, was how kind Freya was. I had never met her in person, but I had heard stories my mother had told me of the kind of woman she was. 

How she was kind and caring. How she was a mother figure to all that were around her. I wasn’t looking to get close to anyone, but something about her made me want to trust her. Something about her was familiar. 

The moment she guided me down the hall, I found myself in a void of tunnel vision unable to take in the marvels of the area. As much as someone may have been excited to take in the new place we were going to be residing, I couldn’t. 

The only thing playing through my mind was Melissa was gone, and I had killed her. How was I supposed to be excited or even interested in being here when I had done one of the worst things someone could have possibly done? 

Every now and again, she turned to glance at me as if checking if I was okay, and when we stopped at Lucas’ room and he expected me to follow him, it honestly made me despise him even more. 

The audacity of him to expect me to be okay with everything that happened, and jump at the opportunity to be his mate, was fucking ridiculous. I was glad Freya came to my rescue. She made it clear I was able to choose my own path and it gave me more confidence in the whole mate situation. 

“Here we are.” Her voice pulled me out of my thoughts as we stopped before a large black wooden door with a black steel handle. From the outside, someone would have thought it was a dungeon door, and part of me expected it to be, but when she opened the door, I was surprised by the site in front of me. 

The room was large, far larger than the guys had been, and on the farthest wall sat billowing black sheer curtains leading to an open door with a balcony. Glancing at Freya, she gestured for me to enter, and as I did, I took a hesitant step. 

Dark oak floors were decorated with white, black, and gray fur rugs. In the center of the room, sat against the longest of the walls, was a massive black four poster bed with the same sheer curtains hanging from the railings that hung by the open balcony doorway. 

It was more than I could have asked for, and turning to Freya I frowned in confusion. 

“Why is my room bigger than theirs?” 

She paused for a moment, opening and closing her mouth. before shrugging her shoulders. “We figured you could use more space. Plus, you have a small living room set off to the side here, and even an art station to continue your work-” 

“I doubt I will be able to paint again,” I murmured, casting my 

eyes from the paint station they had set up for me, towards the balcony that called my name. 

Stepping through the billowing black curtains, I let the cool air of the afternoon sun greet me. From the looks of it, their time was different from ours back home, but the sun was slowly setting and as it touched the tops of the mountains, wondered if I would lose control here just like I did back home. 

“Cassie, I know that you’re upset and I’m sorry you lost your friend, but you can’t let that stop you from controlling the life you have ahead of you.” 

thought, I shook my head. “How can possibly think of a life ahead of me when I killed the person |

sad smile and sighed. “I wish | could bring her back for you, but I can’t. Everything happens for a reason, and because she had

at the idea. “What do

honestly think that when you die that’s just it?” The laughter that escaped her I didn’t find amusing. I wasn’t asking for her to laugh at me.

see what’s so

die, you’re reborn, or at least most of you are. Melissa, like some of the others who are pure-hearted, are given this  opportunity.”

made me feel slightly better, but it didn’t stop the ache in my heart from the loss

and closing her

don’t worry, it’s nothing for you to bother with right now. All I want you to do is to get situated

called out from inside my room. “Knock

towards the open door, I peered through the sheer black curtains and frowned. A girl stood there about my age with bright electric blue hair that sat in two buns on the top of her head, her

are you?” I asked before

assistant for your entire time here. She will tell you anything you need to know and be here to help you get situated. I have a feeling you both will get along

could leave my room, and watched as she turned to me with the kindest

being here…

up towards the young woman in the room. “Help her

my grip on her slipped, I watched her disappear down the hallway, out of sight. The silence of my question was almost an answer on its own, and with every bit of hope slipping from me, I

took forever to get things right, but I did manage to get

face her, I frowned in confusion. “Most of my stuff?”

course, but your mother helped me pack everything she

And she helped you pack my

as she scoffed with laughter. “That’s what I said… Did you hit your head on the

I hit my head? Was she being serious

didn’t know some random girl was going to go through

She laughed. “Well, not most of it, anyway. Your mom picked it out, and I snapped my fingers

  tell she was being as nice as she could be but something about her was off. From her perky personality to her

sigh as I

me as I slowly moved towards the bathroom. I couldn’t say I had ever heard someone

name.” The moment I stepped in front of the mirror, shock crossed my face. I didn’t recognize the woman looking back at me. Dried blood and cuts lined my skin as mud caked parts of my hair and small

let me get refreshed before

of look like shit.” Trixie’s comment caused me to glare at her and as I did, she simply shrugged her shoulders. “Hey, would

Trixie say it triggered the pain in my chest to radiate again as I tried to push it down. Seeing I was obviously upset, she stepped closer to me and stared at me in the mirror.