And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 160: Silas & Lucas

Cassie.

Staring at Silas's blush green eyes tinged with streaks of red and gold, I couldn't help but wonder what was running through his mind. He had obviously seen something back then that bothered him and while I wanted to listen to what he was saying, I didn't know how to follow his words. I had a goal to achieve, and though Anna's life ended that way didn't mean mine would.

"I'm not Anna, Silas," I said softly as I watched him. His concerned emotional state quickly vanished as he formed a blank expression. It was clear he wasn't pleased with how quickly I was brushing off what he said.

"I know you're not. Trust me."

Turning from me, he continued walking and left me feel- ing slightly clueless as to what I did to upset him. All we had been doing was having a normal conversation, and suddenly he flipped his mood and stormed off. Something completely out of character from how he normally acted.

Left in the darkness of the night, I stood feeling foolish and void of answers. Not only did I have Lucas upset with me, but now Silas was upset at me as well.

With a heavy sigh of frustration, I pushed forward down the gravel and dirt road back toward the main lights of the town. There was no point in staying at the ruins when Silas wasn't with me. Sure I could have investigated further on my own, but the place was creepy in a dark and mysterious kind of way and even if I considered myself a badass... even I had limits.

As the moon lit the path for me, I relished the feel of the cool breeze against my skin and the way the leaves rustled in the distance. It was beautiful outside, and with the silence of nature around me, it gave me time to think about everything I had gone through over the past few weeks.

I'd made a mess of things, and a lot of what happened was my fault. First, the arguing with my mom, and the fact that she was probably terrified of me after what I did on my birthday, and then losing Melissa. The thought of my friend made my eyes water, and as I quickly blinked them away and let my mind drift to Lucas.

The way he looked at me the night of my birthday, the way he kissed me, and then filled me with so much passion was something I would never forget. So when the rustling of movement from within the treelines and the sound of distant voices caught my attention, the last thing I expected to hear was Lucas talking to someone.

"I'm taking care of it..."

The sound of his frustrated voice was not what I expect- ed, and stopping in my tracks, I turned towards the treeline and carefully moved closer to see who it was that he was talk- ing to, I was curious to know if it was Zia or maybe even Inan- na, but as I stepped over fallen branches and moved by brush as quietly as possible, I peered through the darkness, letting my eyes peer into the clearing ahead.

Lucas stood there alone, talking out loud, but with no one

I could see around. Furrowing my brows, I glanced around again trying to understand, and the more I listened, the more concerned I became.

"I can't...she doesn't deserve that..."

sides and his dark hair swept in front of his eyes, it was captivating but also concerning. Lucas looked like a madman

wasn't afraid of him or anything like that, but I couldn't help but feel

been hiding. His dark eyes quickly darted to me as his claws lengthened and he bared his fangs at me.

doing here, Cassie? Are you spying

growl that emitted from him made me halt in my tracks. "No," I said slowly, shaking my head. "I was walking by,

his head, retracting his claws. "I'm

fine, and anyone with eyes could see that.

as he stepped closer to me. The moonlight slipped through the tops of the trees, illuminating the spikes of his obsidian hair

out here," I replied firmly as I pulled the strap of my bag

grabbing my arm as I turned to leave.

gaze, "I don't have one, but you obviously do. You're not okay no matter how much you try to tell people you are."

sneer of disgust, he stepped back in anger. "You have no fucking clue what you're talking

go. I don't have time to deal with you being

chest, my heart began to beat rapidly. Lucas was much bigger than I was, and though he had me in physi-

you tell me where it is you were at, Cassie. People don't walk out

to say to him, I stared at him blankly, opening and closing my mouth as if I wanted to tell him, but at the same time couldn't because I didn't think he

off me,

me around as if he still had some kind of say. He re- voked his claim to me, whether willingly or not, and therefore

fucking tell me!" he roared

my relationship with Lucas would be like this. It was exhausting going through the same shit over and over,

were with the dragon?" he snarled, "are you fucking him now?"

my mouth dropped open in shock.

that, Cassie. You're a fucking whore, just like

call me such things, consider- ing he was the one who fucked me then suddenly decided he didn't want to be with me. "Go fuck yourself, Lucas. It doesn't

where you're wrong, Cassie. You're mine and noth- ing but

a hole in my heart, and as my angry scowl fell, I felt my emotions rise. I had never been someone to show my emotions like I had lately, but hearing him say I was a dis- appointment was too

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