And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 162: Silas' Desire

Cassie.

The moment I left my brother's room, I couldn't help but feel a little hopeless in this entire situation. I've never been the kind of girl to be weak. I was always the girl who stood out, who didn't take shit from anyone. And the one time I really did need my brother's advice, he dismissed it as if I was the one who had a problem.

I didn't understand it. I had been there for him countless times over the years. Even though we had our differences, it didn't matter. I still came to his aid if he needed it. And the one time I needed him, all he wanted to do was be balls deep in a girl who was supposed to be my friend.

Tears streamed down my face and quickly I wiped them away. This was nothing but a sign of weakness. At least that was how I was raised. And right now, more than anything, I kind of wish I had my father's here to help guide me through all of this.

I know for fact my father, Talon, would be a little disap- pointed in how I was acting. He had raised me to be strong, to not take crap from anyone. And even though he had raised me that way, I still had that weakness of emotional instability.

Or at least that was what my therapist had called it when I was younger.

I stepped into my room and closed the door behind me, sinkin to my knees. Perhaps Lucas didn't want me, but I couldn't help but feel a little jealous over the fact everything I was doing wasn't good enough for him to realize I was trying to help him.

Yes, it was my fault I had acted the way I did and pushed him away.

I didn't meant to. I was scared initially when I found out he was my mate and now I regret the way I acted. I was stubborn and impulsive, andl had a hard time adjusting to the reality of things sometimes. But that was my own selfish intent causing me to be that way.

Thinking back to Melissa, my best friend who died at my hands, I couldn't help but wish she was here now, that she was able to be by my side and guide me through what I need- ed to do. She wasn't just my friend back then, she was like a sister to me in a way even though I had wanted her to be my mate. I would have been fine with her simply being my friend.

The soft, whooshing sound of the wind swirling outside alerted me, and as I quickly stood to my feet, the curtains of my balcony billowed from the breeze coming through my room. A shadowed figure stepped from the moonlight and into the dim lighting of my bedroom.

Silas stood there. He was the last person I had expected to see after everything that had happened at the library. But with here, part of me felt kind of hopeful. "What are you doing here?"

The moment his bluish-green eyes locked with mine, I felt myself slightly weakened. Through this whole time I had known him, there was always something about him that made my heart skip just a little bit more, and it was something I nev-er understood.

Watching his tall, muscular form stride towards me very slowly, I couldn't help but take a step back, only to find the door blocking any chance of escape. Stopping inches from me, he let out a soft sigh and shook his head as he cast his eyes to the floor.

"I'm sorry that I left you the way that I did, Cassie," he muttered before his eyes locked with mine. "Your question simply brought up memories I had hoped never to think of again."

"Oh." It was the only thing I could manage to get out as he stood there, trying to explain himself to me. "I'm sorry I wasn't trying to upset you."

"You have no reason to apologize to me," he replied as he lifted his hand to gently brush down the side of my face.

of him swirled around me. It fogged my mind, making it hard to think. “Why do you make me feel this

sup- posed to be internally done, but unfortunately, my brain and my mouth right now were not communicating properly and with me

I make

with a million and one thoughts of Lucas, of Silas, of my

me feel or anybody else. And I have a mate. I don't understand this. Why is

moment, as if he was con- templating his next words with another heavy sigh escaping him as he nodded, gesturing for me to take a seat on my bed. "I think I might be able to explain things to you in

that could have possibly sped this up a lot faster because you wanted to hang out with me?" I grumbled, anger slowly bub- bling inside of me realizing this could have all been sorted out

he nodded his head. "Kind of. It's a little more complicated than that, but if

protest to tell him to get the fuck out of my room because he had wasted so much of my time, but I want- ed to know what he had to say. I wanted to hear his explana- tion because part of me longed

when I walked into this room." I reluc- tantly replied. However, as

you crying? What

to why I was upset when he walked

you were go- ing to explain," I replied with frustration before slowly stand- ing to my feet, not able to sit down anymore

not going to tell him why I was upset. "Since the moment that I saw you, I couldn't stop thinking about you, Cassie. Every- thing about you pulls me in.

It wasn't what I was expecting. I knew he enjoyed being around me, but with the lust-driven look he was giving me right now, I

mate," I whispered as he stepped closer to

appreciate the woman that you are. I do, though I can be that man for

to tell him no but I couldn't. I was attracted to him, just as he was attracted to me, and

his arm wrapped around my waist,

within my mouth hypnotized me. It pulled me in closer, and before I knew it, my arms were wrapped around his neck, and I was pressed so hard against him that the only barrier was the clothing on our bodies between us.

talons he had for nails ripped through my clothing with pure ease. This carnal desire between us was absolutely raw, and I loved every moment of it,

feeling between it, but there was also passion and aggression. With Silas, though, it was different. It was as if we couldn't get enough of each oth- er,

didn't matter, be- cause the moment his mouth descended upon my core, I lost control, my eyes rolling into the back of my head. My back arched in absolute bliss

caused ripples of pleasure to ca- ress my skin as my heart began

couldn't take it anymore. The grumbled roar of the dragon came to life as he tipped me over the edge. The blinding dots of my or- gasm filled my eyes as I screamed

wasn't done

off his shirt, reveal- ing iridescent scales that glimmered when the light hit him the right way. It was beautiful, but mesmerizing. I wanted more than anything to run my fingers against those scales and would have until he stripped off his pants and my mouth fell wide open.

like, and staring at his enormous dick adorned with thick veins and spikes along its ridges, I felt fear course through me. "Calm down, Cassie... I promise they won't hurt... in fact... you will love

my legs, flipping me over onto my stomach. My heart was pounding as

him. I wanted him to make me scream again, and as the head of his cock gently pressed against my tight cunt,

what he meant. With a sudden thrust of ecstasy, I gripped the sheets as he shoved the length of his rigid, spiked cock inside me. The vibrations they gave

a smack came down upon my bare