And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 207: Confessions of Silas

Silas.

What the hell was I thinking?!

The moment I entered the small cottage and saw Finn pleasing Cassie, I was overcome with the urge to watch her passion unfold. I didn't want to turn away and even mustered the courage to be able to help participate.

The way her body gave in to him, and the way she so willingly pleased him while I guided her head allowing her to only have what I wanted her to have… it made my c**k harder than it had ever been before.

Of course, I was a dragon and it was typical for creatures like me to end up taking multiple mates but there was no way in hell that Cassie was my mate. There was no way in hell that any of this was f*****g possible. Yet, when she came and he filled her, it took everything in me not to claim her myself and mix my seed with his to ensure she carried a child.

It took everything in me to also make sure he knew she was mine, and only got her when I said he could have her. Dragons were possessive creatures, and it was only because of her I let him taste her to begin with.

Anger boiled through me as I stormed out of the cottage and out into the evening air. My hand ran through my hair as I tried to calm the raging inferno inside me. Never had I been denied anything, and yet I denied myself the pleasure of Cassie.

I let another man take what was rightfully mine.

Thrashing out, my fist connected with a nearby tree and the splintering of wood echoed through the forest near the cottage. I promised Pollux I was going to control my anger, and that I wouldn't shift here because of the humans that lived nearby, but at this moment I was finding it difficult for me to keep the promise I made.

“Silas!" The sound of Finn's voice was the last thing that I wanted to hear. However, I expected it after everything that just happened.

“Leave me alone," I snapped, refusing to look at him. “Go back to Cassie's side where you belong."

Laughter escaped Finn, causing me to spin around in anger as I spotted him standing outside the closed door of the cottage with his arms crossed over his chest and a smug expression on his face as if what had happened was everything he had ever wanted. “Why are you acting like this, Silas? We talked about her before."

He wasn't wrong on that front. Not long after we had arrived here and she was spending time with her mother, Finn pulled me aside and explained to me why he had wanted to bring her here. That he was looking to get close to her because she was the one he was fated to, and he needed her to realize that.

That she needed to realize she was his queen.

The thought now irritated me. I didn't want them to be together, but then at the same time, part of me did. The conflict weighed heavily on my soul and thought I was trying my hardest to be supportive. It was a challenge. “I'm not acting like anything."

on, anyone around can see that you're pissed. So, why don't you just tell me what is

side, I narrowed my gaze further and sneered, “You think sleeping with her like you just did makes her

isn't becoming of you,

a name I hadn't heard in hundreds of years and the fact that Finn knew that bit of information put me on alert. I had been

snapped, taking a step towards him, “no one

his eyes. “It's my job to know things, Silas. Did you really think when you came to my kingdom I wouldn't

“What do you mean?"

head. “Fae know everything. Plus, I have contacts that do their job

was, but I wasn't sure why he would go to such lengths. “What reason would you have to know who I

and intertwined with your soul. I guess in simpler terms, I was checking out my competition. Though that

was Fae yes, and I knew that their people

that filled the space between us. “Look, I know that you're not pleased by everything going on, but

f*****g killed her once," I scoffed in a bitter tone that made Finn's lips turn into

we do or who we were. It's about what we are willing to do now to correct ourselves

this kind of conversation. The Fae were known to be wise as they were known to be

replied, watching Finn step forward. His look of amusement shifted into one that reminded me of a

forgave you in the end, didn't she? After all,

the fires of my anger bubbled

expected Finn to back down. To take back what he said. Instead, a dark force seemed to cloud his eyes as

full of rage and yet still composed,

him. Though I would

chaos had he not been stopped. If Odin was able to

needs to be with. I can do nothing to make her

I must do. This is the reason that Anna has come back. She and Cassie are one,

and Cassie being true was too much for me

gone. I had wanted her to be mine, and though rejection was the only fate I had obtained in regards to Anna, it didn't stop me

flowed through Cassie that I had seen so many times in Anna's eyes and with it, it constantly brought me back to memories I