And Then There Were Four (Lilith Carrie)

Chapter 207: Confessions of Silas

Silas.

What the hell was I thinking?!

The moment I entered the small cottage and saw Finn pleasing Cassie, I was overcome with the urge to watch her passion unfold. I didn't want to turn away and even mustered the courage to be able to help participate.

The way her body gave in to him, and the way she so willingly pleased him while I guided her head allowing her to only have what I wanted her to have… it made my c**k harder than it had ever been before.

Of course, I was a dragon and it was typical for creatures like me to end up taking multiple mates but there was no way in hell that Cassie was my mate. There was no way in hell that any of this was f*****g possible. Yet, when she came and he filled her, it took everything in me not to claim her myself and mix my seed with his to ensure she carried a child.

It took everything in me to also make sure he knew she was mine, and only got her when I said he could have her. Dragons were possessive creatures, and it was only because of her I let him taste her to begin with.

Anger boiled through me as I stormed out of the cottage and out into the evening air. My hand ran through my hair as I tried to calm the raging inferno inside me. Never had I been denied anything, and yet I denied myself the pleasure of Cassie.

I let another man take what was rightfully mine.

Thrashing out, my fist connected with a nearby tree and the splintering of wood echoed through the forest near the cottage. I promised Pollux I was going to control my anger, and that I wouldn't shift here because of the humans that lived nearby, but at this moment I was finding it difficult for me to keep the promise I made.

“Silas!" The sound of Finn's voice was the last thing that I wanted to hear. However, I expected it after everything that just happened.

“Leave me alone," I snapped, refusing to look at him. “Go back to Cassie's side where you belong."

Laughter escaped Finn, causing me to spin around in anger as I spotted him standing outside the closed door of the cottage with his arms crossed over his chest and a smug expression on his face as if what had happened was everything he had ever wanted. “Why are you acting like this, Silas? We talked about her before."

He wasn't wrong on that front. Not long after we had arrived here and she was spending time with her mother, Finn pulled me aside and explained to me why he had wanted to bring her here. That he was looking to get close to her because she was the one he was fated to, and he needed her to realize that.

That she needed to realize she was his queen.

The thought now irritated me. I didn't want them to be together, but then at the same time, part of me did. The conflict weighed heavily on my soul and thought I was trying my hardest to be supportive. It was a challenge. “I'm not acting like anything."

So, why don't you just tell me what is wrong so that we

sneered, “You think sleeping with her like you just did makes

becoming of you,

of information put me on alert. I had been through a lot of things in

know that name?" I snapped, taking a step towards him, “no

before but with a brow raised and amusement lingering in his eyes. “It's my job to know things, Silas. Did you really think when you came to my kingdom I wouldn't find out who you really

“What do you mean?"

breath as he shook his head. “Fae know everything. Plus, I have contacts that do their job very well at keeping

the irritation in me grew. He had purposely sought out to know who I was, but I wasn't sure

was

by what he was saying, I tried to understand how he would even know something like that. He was Fae yes, and I knew that their people

between us. “Look, I know that you're not pleased by everything going on, but it isn't

scoffed in a bitter tone that made Finn's lips turn into a smirk once more as he

should have. Everyone makes mistakes, Silas. At the end of the day, it's not about what we do

should have known that Finn would end up coming at me with this kind of conversation. The Fae were known to be wise as they were known to be mischievous. Their whole lives revolved around knowledge, which made sense as to how

who committed a crime like he did," I finally replied, watching Finn step forward.

in the end, didn't she? After all, you were the main reason her

same!" I bellowed as rage filled me and the fires of my

take back what he said. Instead, a dark force seemed to cloud his eyes as black lines slowly crept over his face and the celestial blue

side of Fae, full of rage and yet still composed, ready to

feared this side of him. Though I

it, Silas. I know the truth about what happened, and I agree with the choices you made. Bjorn was out of control and would have condemned the human realm to chaos had he not been stopped. If Odin was able to forgive you as Anna did, then you

as I shook my head. “I am not the man she needs to be with. I

at her side as Lucas and I must do. This is the reason that Anna has come back. She and Cassie are one, and in order for Cassie to fulfill her destiny, this is what

and Cassie being true was too much for me to handle. Granted, I had considered it so many times before, I just didn't want to accept

passion so fierce it broke me when she was gone. I had wanted her to be mine, and though rejection was the only fate I had obtained in regards to Anna, it didn't stop me from loving

I had seen so many times in Anna's eyes and with it, it constantly brought me back to memories I had tried to bury away