Babysitting The Amnesiac Lycan King

Chapter 75

Chapter 75

My pulse is a fucking war drum.

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It pounds in my ears, each beat louder than the last, drowning out everything but him-his scent, his breath, his goddamn hands caging me against the desk as ifl belong here, like I belong to him.

I should shove him away. Scratch at his arms. Sink my fucking teeth into his skin if

I have to. Anything to break whatever fucked-up spell he has over me.

But I don't.

I fucking can't.

Not when his lips are brushing against my throat, his breath warm, teasing, full of unspoken promises that twist something deep inside me.

His lips graze my throat, right over the sensitive spot where his mark would go. His breath is hot and ragged, making me shiver as goosebumps crawl up my skin. I can't think. I can barely breathe.

"Fuck...I gasp, fingers curling around the edge of the desk to ground myself.

Enoch's growl vibrates against my neck, his teeth grazing my skin just enough to make my toes curl. "A crescent moon," he murmurs, his voice low and dangerous. "Would look fucking perfect right here."

My entire body locks up.

Oh, hell no. His voice is low, rough, dangerously close to a growl. His fingers tighten on my waist, pressing me harder against the desk like he needs me still, needs me here, needs me to let him fucking do this.

My breath stutters. I hate that he can hear it. Hate that he can feel the way my body reacts, the way my fucking resolve crumbles under the weight of him.

"I shouldn't..." My voice is barely there, a whisper between us. A weak, pathetic thing compared to the fire eating me alive from the inside out.

"But you want to."

His lips press against the sensitive spot right where his mark would go. He doesn't bite. Doesn't sink his teeth into me the way a real mate would.

But he's right fucking there.

And I want him to.

No. No, I don't.

My hands fly to his chest, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. To push him away? To pull him closer? I don't even know anymore. I can't think, can't breathe, can't do anything except let myself sink deeper into this fucked-up black hole of wanting something I shouldn't.

Something that isn't mine.

I can taste the tension on my tongue, thick and suffocating, clogging the air between us.

"Enoch..." My voice shakes, barely above a whisper. I can't let this happen. I shouldn't. He's engaged. To Celeste. The woman who's probably already picking out wedding napkins and planning her little reign as Luna.

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But his mouth is still moving, trailing down my neck, his teeth scraping just

enough to send a jolt of heat straight between my legs.

My traitorous body arches into him, and I fucking hate myself for it.

"Stop." I murmur, but there's no conviction in my voice.

He doesn't stop. He doesn't even pause. His lips brush lower, his tongue tracing a sinful path that leaves me panting.

"Let me claim you," he growls, voice dripping with pure possessiveness.

My eyes squeeze shut, my heart pounding so loud I'm sure he can hear it. I know what happens if he marks me. There's no \coming back from that. No pretending this is just a fucked-up situation with no feelings involved. And I'm not ready for

that.

into his arms. But instead of

skin again, softer this time, almost tender. But there's desperation in his voice, and it cracks something inside me.

I'm a fucking idiot. That's

but the words die

can't tell him I'm scared. That I'm afraid I'll fall

watch him walk away.

me anyway. My head tilts

begging him to bite

his lips hovering right over

I'm so damn close to giving in. So fucking

Celeste.

mind, waking

A

brand me with things

stomach churns, my entire body locking up, and I do what I should've done

I shove him.

Hard.

hands clenched into fists as though he's trying to hold something back.

cut through the thick, suffocating tension

ticks. "Do

"Act like I'm yours."

eyes darken.

Something inside me snaps.

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I refuse to name. "Where were you when I had to scrape my fucking life together, piece by piece? Where were you when I

on

While you

watches. As though he's trying to figure out if I'm about to break apart or start

Probably both.

just the same. “You don't get to show up,

his breathing ragged. He looks torn between punching a wall and throwing me

both.

a choice?" he finally growls, his voice like gravel, rough

and something else, something I don't want to fucking name. "You had a fucking choice. And

face. It's gone before I can name it, buried beneath the

what you think?" His

swallow hard. "That's what I

jaw ticks. He exhales sharply, raking a hand through his

tight though he's barely

care. I

I let myself care,

I can't fucking break

shoulders. "Let me go,

unreadable flashing in his

"You don't mean that."

"I do."

bitter on

for a long, suffocating moment. Then, slowly, he steps back,

looks at me, as if he's

makes my throat tighten.

I asked for this. I told

it feel

"Oh, for fuck's sake!"

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door slams open, and Jacob's voice

grenade.

Everything shatters.

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back, his growl vibrating through the

the intrusion, flashing with fury, his jaw clenched so tight I

My stomach drops.

the doorway, arms crossed, eyebrows raised though he just walked in on the most ridiculous thing

ever seen.

completely unfazed. "I just saved you both from making the