Chapter 86

Somedays… I question getting out of bed.

I’d add today to that list because… dying.

And I really don’t want to d ie. But how cr uel is this world

that the one thing I wanted… The one thing I hoped could be

granted to me finally is.

Only when I’m too si ck to see the dream become a reality.

I think of the little boy or girl who I’ll probably never get to hold. The eyes like mine or dark like Aaron’s. If they’d have his strength and my compassion. If they’d like chocolate or vanilla

ice cream.

I close my eyes and imagine their laughter. Their first steps.

Seeing them grow up and marry and start their own families.

The hugs and cuddles I’ll never feel. The baby I’ll never get to feed or rock to sleep.

Every beautiful milestone of a child’s life. Walking, talking, learning to read, to ride a bike. Teaching my child to swim and

climb trees.

in my arms when they’re si ck or scared.

them I love them each night before

come to me and melt

I

to call

wants him to have the truth. To share

least…I think he’d

shouldn’t

don’t know that my pack would be pleased. It cements Aaron’s claim to this pack through

stomach.

my heart I

me: We need to abort.

can

life over my child’s.

it’s probably the right choice,

doesn’t

deserves

my phone to another name. The

no matter how much I need

it. I hit

is answered on the second ring.

That voice.

bass that I

extremities.

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