Bad Love an Alpha’s Regret by Elise Sinclair

Chapter 285

EMILY

I can’t escape the vague feeling of panic that’s been lodged in my chest ever since James and that bi ch Leah found me in the remote cabin.

It feels like any second now, someone is going to grab me and force me back into captivity.

And I think part of me would welcome that.

At least it’s familiar.

At least I know what to expect when I’m being held.

There are rules and I follow them if I want my life to be easy and pain free.

But now that I’ve been released, there are no rules.

Or, at least not the same rules.

I’m just free and there’s something slightly terrifying about it.

It’s easier to be in wolf form.

My wolt acts on instinct. She sees the world in more simple absolutes.

She can ignore the human anxieties and questions of what my life is even supposed to look like now.

She can ignore the question of how I’m going to hide the truth. from the rest of the pack.

I can’t even remember the girl I used to be before the old Roberts

the changes aren’t

truth is, Liam and his father experimented

a plan for Roberts

strongest, fastest, most deadly

pack that could easily decimate any other pack, or

lab rat

out, I’ll be immediately kicked out of

executed immediately.

be as disgusted with me as

lure of going rogue teasing around the edges

be so easy to give in. To push into my wolf consciousness so completely that the

could sleep beneath the stars,

I let that happen, I’m

Because I’m dangerous.

am absolutely terrified of

I shift and

I

Jessica, James, Aaron and I used to play when we were

next to a

of

and wildflowers, and the stream flows faster, tumbling over rocks as the

after the sun went down, listening to

chest hurts, and I wish more than anything I could go back to those

I could somehow travel back in time and avoid what happened to

a different life for