Bad Love an Alpha’s Regret by Elise Sinclair

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I can’t bring myself to name what I’m feeling.

If I do, it’s putting too much power behind the emotion.

“Axel, why did you break the bond?”

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I didn’t mean to blurt that out, but once the words are out there, I

watch him flinch.

But he keeps walking.

Axel?” I try again.

He doesn’t answer right away, and I swallow down the lump in

my throat. But I don’t turn back. I follow him into the annex. To the

far end, pushing into the bathroom after him and not caring if he

wants his privacy or not.

He washes himself in the sink. The blood sluicing off his arms and

chest.

I wait as he cleanses away the remnants of the fighting. I want to

help him. To take the towel from his hand and care for him myself,

but I know it’s not what he wants right now.

“Why, Axel?” I repeat. “Is it because of what happened to me?

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Because you knew I would be some broken, fragile mess?”

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He hurls the last of the rags aside and steps forward. He catches. my upper arms, his expression fierce.

“I don’t think that about you at all, Emily,” he says in an intense tone. “I think you’re strong and resilient. I think you’re amazing. Instead of being broken by what you went through, you let it make

you stronger. Not many people can claim that.”

I let a wan smile tug at my lips.

Not many people have been through what I went through, and I

with Axel’s

I whisper this time, looking up at him, searching

for the

for a second and I think maybe he’s not

me after

don’t know where to go from here if

give in to whatever

inside his

closer still, holding me properly now, his touch tender. “Well, it was,

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to me,” I say, daring to lift my hands and rest

embrace in a way I

gaze, one that’s sad and haunted. “I’m centuries old, and in all the time, the Moon Goddess never once granted me a mate. I understood why. I live a dangerous existence. And I’m immortal. What good would it do to have a mate for a single, mortal lifetime, only to lose. her and then maybe lose myself in the process. How would I go on living

I’ve never considered

perspective.

sense

to save both of us from

lonely,” I tell him in a quiet voice, and a hint of

he continues. “I’ve made

my long lifetime, and I will no

a mate, any of

me in countless

as I realize

reject me had been selfish, that he was some kind of

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want to be

like I am.

trying to protect me.

rejecting me were the

come up with.

say, and I realize it hurts that my mate

position, and there’s nothing I can do to

him.

if he

what to do with

I nod emphatically.

I want to do is make

been doing these

fault, Emily,” Axel replies. “I played my part in

well.”

and for a moment,

the new trust and depth

between us.

won’t be in my life

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