Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia)

"In the past, if someone were to ruin your reputation, you would've definitely fought back!"

Recalling the past, Victoria's mind was still stuck at the time when Alicia cared a lot about herself. To Victoria, Alicia was the perfect princess in fairy tales. She loved herself a lot and she would always make sure that everything she did was perfect.

"Yes, I used to care a lot about it."

She didn't like people judging her as if she was a promiscuous girl. She also hated the others who would regard her as a player, an ill-tempered girl, and someone who could never become a good wife based on her appearance.

All because she longed for love, so very deeply. She wanted a perfect love but yet she wanted to hold on to her self-esteem as well.

With a faint smile, Alicia poured some water for Victoria.

"People change. Now, there are some things that I finally understand. If I always want to prove myself based on other's words, just imagine how tired my life would be. Those who believe in me wouldn't need my clarification, and those who don't believe in me wouldn't trust my words no matter how much I try to explain myself."

Self-esteem really was nothing of worth when one was so poor that they had to worry about making it to the next day.

If in the past three years, she still had the attitude of being the high-and- mighty Miss Blanchard of the Blanchard family, she would never have let go of her self-esteem. She would've starved to death if she still cared about how others looked at her and judged her as well as if she was picky about her job.

"Ally, what's wrong? Why do you suddenly feel so down? Is there something wrong? If you're in trouble, just tell me. You're not-11

Something was definitely wrong! Ally looked so lifeless as if she lost the meaning of life.

who don't have enough to even put food on the table. Compared

to force a weak smile but in the end, she

I think I have

hold herself back any longer. Tears started rolling

years, she had suppressed everything in her heart. She had to bear it alone as she had no one to talk to. Suddenly, there was a friend who cared a lot about her. Thus, she opened up and

tried, she was still like a weak little girl, who was eager to be loved and

over the tissue, Victoria

of handsome men! Why would you be in love with an old b*stard? Old men

in fact, you don't like him at all. You're just too tired and you were too starved for love and dependency! If a

what's so good about this uncle? Most of them are impotent and some of them even need Viagra in bed! They can't even last or satisfy your sexual needs. Plus, in the end, you would have to stay with them until

who don't want you are definitely dumb! You are so beautiful and independent and yet he does not want you! His brain must be malfunctioning... Well, you should be glad

to have younger men, at least it would be a blessing to your eyes! Let the old fellas

tears gradually stopped after Victoria's rant. She then

that her 'uncle' was an ugly old man? Alicia had never seen any guy who was more handsome and charming than Frederick! Even Jeremy lost to

was noble, domineering, and calm. This was the real aura of a leader, a king. He would definitely beat millions of younger

"Vicki, I just realised that you

Frederick couldn't satisfy her? If he knew, Victoria

some reason, her anger seemed to have

don't cry! Don't you know that when I see you cry, I feel like crying too! Alicia, when you burst into tears, I