Beauty and The Beta (Bailey)
Chapter 143
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This is a conversation we have had so many times before. One of the reasons Eden and I get along so well, is she and Caleb were the ones there for me when I lost Isla, and they saw the effect it had upon me. They saw how damaged I was becoming, yet they never gave up on me.
"What if I am breaking Eden?" I whispered, and I felt her raising her gaze to look up at me.
"In what way, Ash?"
"I feel like I'm falling apart. Like things that I should know, or I feel like I do know, are all in doubt because it feels like my own mind is in doubt. Like I can't trust my own thoughts. I can't trust my own logic. Like I can't trust my own mind. My mind is a mess, Eden. Things are slipping out of my control. I don't like it." I told her, trying to put into words how I was feeling, and I saw the fear upon her face.
"Your anger?" she questioned, but I shook my head. Strangely, this time it wasn't my anger. That was still there simmering, of course. I doubted if that would ever go away. But my mind was overtaken with doubt of late. A doubt that I was struggling to trust my own judgment. It was making me question every little thought I had. Every decision I made. Whereas previously I was so sure of myself, now, I doubted each thought...
I found myself admitting, in
Eden is stroking my hand softly.
raised my eyes to meet her beautiful blue eyes. One thing that I know Caleb cannot resist about his mate. So
question, sweetheart, and it never will be. You have mourned for your mate for seven years. You searched for the rogue that killed her for a year after..." her
greatest moments. I wasn't at my best, of
do you think it is
Has someone been on your mind?" she probed gently, no judgment in her tone, though I feel she likely knew the truth.
I do not want anyone to know about this." I told her urgently, desperate that this is not shared. Gossip had of spreading around
much like family to me as her mate had. "I won't say a
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