Becoming Strangers Again by Lily

LILY

Three days ago, Ryan called me to ask if it would be okay for his mom to come stay with us for a while. He explained that she needed a break from the paparazzi and a change of scenery, something to help keep her mind off everything. Plus, spending time with the kids would help lift her spirits. I had no problem with it. I completely understood what she was going through. After all, being betrayed by someone you've loved deeply and devoted your life to is something no one should have to face. I was more than fine with her staying for as long as she needed.

The kids adore her, so I figured it would be nice for everyone. On top of that, having her here meant Ryan would be around more often, and I desperately needed that. Ever since his father passed away, it feels like I barely see my husband anymore. I thought it was the perfect solution-for everyone.

At first, it seemed like a good idea. But soon enough, she started to become more of a burden than a help. I know she's grieving and dealing with a lot of emotional pain, and I've been doing my best to be patient with her. I didn't want to bring her behavior up to Ryan because I knew it wasn't easy for her either. But lately, she's been testing my limits. Her attitude has become more and more difficult to overlook, and it's getting harder to keep my frustration to myself.

The bathroom door creaked open, and Ryan stepped out, a white towel wrapped loosely around his waist, his skin still damp from the shower. This was his first time back in Canada since the news about Maya had surfaced. His mother had arrived earlier, escorted by his security team.

"You want to explain why you didn't tell me what's been going on with you?" I asked.

He paused mid-step, his hand resting on the knot of the towel. "I was going to tell you when I got home," he said, the words sounding more like a weak excuse than an explanation.

I wasn't convinced. "When did you find out about Maya?" I pressed, unwilling to let this slide.

Ryan let out a long, tired sigh. "Can we not argue about this right now?" he mumbled, walking into the closet, clearly hoping to end the conversation. But I wasn't backing down. I followed him. His back stiffened slightly, a clear sign that he knew I wasn't going to drop it. He was trying to dodge the question, but I wasn't about to let that happen. "When did you find out, Ryan?" I repeated, more insistent this time.

"The week you visited New York," Ryan finally admitted with a heavy sigh, turning to face me.

My eyes widened in shock. "Wow... so you've known for that long and still didn't tell me anything?"

He closed the gap between us, gently placing his hands on my shoulders. "I'm not going to make excuses for keeping things from you, which is why I'm going to apologize instead. I'm sorry."

I wanted to accept his apology, but I still needed an explanation. "Why didn't you just tell me, Ryan?"

He hesitated before answering, his eyes flickering with frustration. "Because every time I tried, Amell would somehow show up. Either he'd call or you'd be with him, and yeah, I'm a jealous man. I can't help but get angry when it happens."

Amell again. I sighed. "He's not a problem, Ryan. He never has been." I knew his suspicion came from what happened with Jake, and I understood that fear. "Amell's not interested in me, and I don't care about his past. I'm not going to let the kids get close to him the way I let them with Jake. I learned my lesson."

jealousy wasn't new, but it was exhausting. I needed him to understand that not

if he wanted to make sure I truly understood. "I feel uncomfortable every

pressed my lips together, taking in the man standing before me the man I'd fallen in love with, who, despite his good heart, sometimes let his emotions get the better of

I promised him I would. But after that, I'm going to try my best to keep some distance. I'll give you

he

raised my index finger, holding it between us. "this has to be the last time you try to interfere or end any

clearly not happy with the condition I'd set, but I wasn't going to let

your secretary or a female colleague. I trust you, and that's what matters. So I won't stand by and

voice softening as he stepped closer. He wrapped his arms around me again, pulling me into a

kiss to my forehead. "I'm sorry for being a

him lightly on the lips. "You sure were," I teased, though

easing as he let go of me and turned back to getting dressed for the

back against the vanity table, crossing my arms as I watched him button up his shirt. "While we're at it," I began slowly, choosing my

curiosity. "What about her?"

like the way she talks to me in my own home," I pointed out. "I'm only tolerating it because

for his hair comb

the stool in front of the mirror. I started gently combing his hair. "She literally snaps at me too over any little thing," he confessed, a hint of frustration in his voice." think she's just hurt by everything that's happened. But I will definitely talk to her about it. She can't inconvenience you in your own home when

said, feeling a little more at ease. I lifted his head gently and placed a soft

and stretched slightly. "I'm going to check on the boys," he said, giving me a

I didn't have much planned-just a furniture shopping trip with Amell and his sister, which felt simple

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I promised Amell. I accompanied him to pick out the furniture for his sister, and after that, he suggested we grab a drink, which I agreed to, not because I had any intention of staying, but because the

use the restroom. Left alone with Amell,

I was leaving. He tried persuading me to stay, but I refused, insisteing that I needed to get

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over and parked the car, I picked up the lunch I had grabbed for everyone. Stepping out, I immediately noticed that Ryan's SUV wasn't in the garage. The absence of that car was