“I have never had a beautiful dress or used any make-up. I didn’t even have dolls growing up! Bags are out of the question, and accessories are just fantasies. I had none of the things the other girls had, but I never craved them. You know, I’ve never even had snacks…

“But I am a human, and I am a woman. I like pretty things and enjoy having coffee as well. Despite that, I had bought none of those. I planned on committing suicide today so I went for one, ONE cup of cappuccino. I will have no regrets after tasting it. Is it really that bad that I don’t want to die with regrets? Why must everyone bully and reprimand me like that?”

Sob!

Amelia teared up even more at that point in her story. She couldn’t stop herself from going crazy anymore, so she screamed aloud.

That scream was so heartbreaking that Casper’s heart ached. She is so unlucky. The pressure she endures daily… that is not something an outsider like me can even imagine.

Amelia had always been a thin woman, and the way she cried into the night made her look like a helpless raft fighting against a cruel storm in the sea. It seemed like she would be overwhelmed at any given moment.

Casper was a little stunned. The surprise in his heart had maxed out by then.

Her life truly is a terrible one. Everything she had experienced was so much worse than what I went through.

Everything she did was supposed to be normal and understandable.

Heck, even doctors would suggest letting someone on their deathbed have something they enjoy. So, why can’t a girl who likes coffee have a sip?

This is too sorrowful.

Casper never guessed that Amelia had already decided to kill herself when she walked into that cafe. To think that the helpless woman was publicly humiliated, reprimanded, and bullied just before she tried to commit suicide…

And she had to listen to my self-righteous, ignorant speech after I saved her… F*ck, everything I said only made things worse.

to scold a young lady who had only ever tried to survive?

to the cappuccino and noted that

guess that

because her intention had always been to try having

like someone on their deathbed who wanted to wear something nice before they pass away. It didn’t matter that they would only wear it for those few seconds. They just wanted

will be forced to stay on Earth and scare the living. She didn’t want to cause nightmares for everyone

Casper suddenly felt heartbroken.

sorry. I

pocket. He handed the tissue to Amelia and advised, “Here, wipe

is not around. My mom’s the one who

emotions were slowly stabilizing, and she no longer wanted to commit suicide. Her change might be due to how Casper was treating her a little

in the

it. If I hadn’t rescued you in time, won’t your mother be devastated? She might even kill herself to be with you. Are you really okay with that?” asked Casper before he shook his

were to die. She might even do something stupid,” said

mom free. I knelt down and bowed

became more intense. Sorrow overwhelmed her once more and tears flowed fiercely down her cheek. She looked

I never realize that she was saying goodbye to her mother.

even more guilty upon coming

life is right now, it will pass. Bite down and hold on. There is no hurdle a persistent human

little and asked, “Why don’t you talk to me?

a world where most issues could be solved with

also a world where being poor could

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