“I have never had a beautiful dress or used any make-up. I didn’t even have dolls growing up! Bags are out of the question, and accessories are just fantasies. I had none of the things the other girls had, but I never craved them. You know, I’ve never even had snacks…

“But I am a human, and I am a woman. I like pretty things and enjoy having coffee as well. Despite that, I had bought none of those. I planned on committing suicide today so I went for one, ONE cup of cappuccino. I will have no regrets after tasting it. Is it really that bad that I don’t want to die with regrets? Why must everyone bully and reprimand me like that?”

Sob!

Amelia teared up even more at that point in her story. She couldn’t stop herself from going crazy anymore, so she screamed aloud.

That scream was so heartbreaking that Casper’s heart ached. She is so unlucky. The pressure she endures daily… that is not something an outsider like me can even imagine.

Amelia had always been a thin woman, and the way she cried into the night made her look like a helpless raft fighting against a cruel storm in the sea. It seemed like she would be overwhelmed at any given moment.

Casper was a little stunned. The surprise in his heart had maxed out by then.

Her life truly is a terrible one. Everything she had experienced was so much worse than what I went through.

Everything she did was supposed to be normal and understandable.

Heck, even doctors would suggest letting someone on their deathbed have something they enjoy. So, why can’t a girl who likes coffee have a sip?

This is too sorrowful.

Casper never guessed that Amelia had already decided to kill herself when she walked into that cafe. To think that the helpless woman was publicly humiliated, reprimanded, and bullied just before she tried to commit suicide…

And she had to listen to my self-righteous, ignorant speech after I saved her… F*ck, everything I said only made things worse.

couldn’t help blaming himself when he thought about that. What right did he have to scold a young lady who had only ever tried to survive? D*rn it, I acted too impulsively. She’s not who

to the cappuccino and

guess that makes

been to

something nice before they pass away. It didn’t matter that they would only wear it for those few seconds. They just wanted to die

kind. The belief in this region is that if someone dies while having regrets, their souls will be forced to stay on Earth and scare the living.

Casper suddenly felt heartbroken.

so sorry. I

Amelia and advised, “Here, wipe your tears away. Don’t do anything stupid again, okay? Think

My mom’s the one who

due to how Casper was treating her a little differently than others do.

dad wasn’t in the picture gripped Casper’s

about it. If I hadn’t rescued you in time, won’t your mother be devastated? She might even kill herself to be with you. Are you really okay with that?” asked Casper before he shook his head gently

if I were to die.

down and bowed in the direction of my mom’s house before I jumped

more intense. Sorrow overwhelmed her once more and tears flowed fiercely down her cheek.

I never realize that she was saying goodbye to her mother. What a sweet girl. Even in her

guilty upon coming to

now, it will pass. Bite down and hold on. There

a little and asked, “Why don’t you talk to me?

in a world where most issues could be solved with

where being

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