Bestfriend Divorced Me When I Carried His Baby by TheBlues

Hushed Misery

Pierce's POV

Kelly is sleeping on the long couch while I'm sitting on the single couch across from her. I wanna touch her. I wanna kiss her but whenever I think about how she hid the truth from me even when she said she already forgave me makes me so angry. She made me believe that the child I learned to love was another man's child. My own flesh and blood doesn't even know that I,m her real father. It breaks my heart. I kept on making my mind believe that I deserve this because I hurt her but I just couldn't ignore the pain,

My daughter almost died. I couldn't accept that my daughter had to go through a life and death situation first before I learned about the truth, Why does it have to be like that? My daughter almost died. I almost lost her without even knowing that she's my own flesh and blood.

"Daddy Pierce..." That soft voice interrupted my thoughts.

I quickly walked towards her bed and sat on the chair beside it. I caressed her cheek. "You're awake."

She stared at me. "Are you crying daddy Pierce?"

I touched my cheek and I realized she's right. I immediately wiped it and smiled at her. "No, princess. I'm not."

She smiled and caressed my fist. "Does your wound hurt, daddy Pierce?"

My eyes dropped on my bruised fist. I was so angry and in pain that I punched the wall in the chapel of

I this hospital. I thought I already released all the anger, pain and disappointment but I was wrong. Whenever I see Kelly, I remember the pain. Was this the same pain she felt when I hurt her? Is she just punishing me for what I did before? "Daddy Pierce..."

"Just daddy," I said and smiled at my daughter again. "Call me daddy, princess. Just daddy."

She smiled and nodded. "Yes, daddy!"

I hugged her gently. I love my daughter so much. I have already loved her even without the truth revealed and I will never accept it if it happened that she considered Klay as her father. If that asshole didn't hurt Kelly, would she let him father my child? Thinking about it breaks me. I couldn't even picture it because even before I do, the anger in my heart is ruining the picture.

"Daddy, did you and mommy fight?"

My lips parted as I looked down at my daughter. "Why would you ask that?"

She looked at her mom, sad. "My mommy's eyes are sad, daddy."

I was lost for words. I don't know what to say, I can't tell her about what happened when she was unconscious. She's too young to hear it and too young to understand the adults.

"My mommy's eyes are always sad before we come here, daddy. But whenever we're with you, she's happy."

I swallowed hard. Guilt is slowly eating me wide-eyed. Our daughter noticed it too. I'm sorry, baby. I'm always the reason for your mom's sadness.

"Daddy, can I ask you something?"

I nodded and smiled at her. "Sure, sweetheart. What is it?"

She glanced at Kelly again before she leaned closer to me and whispered. "Do you know my daddy? I

mean my real daddy?"

know what to say. I can just

with their mommy and daddy but I

looked at her with pain in my eyes.

I feel like my daddy hurt

of my daughter's curious eyes.

you think that way?" I

time and I heard her crying and she regretted loving

"D-Did she mention a name

nodded. "She said Klay. Is Klay

question. That asshole made Kelly traumatized. I clenched my jaws and shook my head as I caressed her cheeks and looked into her eyes intently. "Listen, princess. Klay

"He's just someone in your mommy's past but he's not

my daddy hates

"No, princess. Of course not.

don't know my

her. To comfort her and hide the tears

hiding pain and anger in her heart. I couldn't help but blame myself for this. I should've known.

so in love with Kelly that I failed to notice that the strange feeling I have for Snow wasn't because I'm in

and I want to ask him why he left me and mommy..." She

I'm her real father but I don't wanna decide on this alone. In Addition to the fact that she's just

daddy. I am your daddy. I will be your

eyes full of tears. I gently wiped the tears as she stared at my face. If only you're my real daddy, mommy and I

Hate Me

Hate Me

Kelly's POV

discharged. I want to take my daughter home now because I'm afraid Pierce would take her away from me. I felt so paranoid that I kept on staring at my daughter while she's

don't know why she's not angry with me for hiding Snow's real identity. Perhaps, she already had a hunch even before

"I'm sorry..."

and shook her head. "Nothing matters more than you and my granddaughter's safety.

on me. When I looked at him, he immediately shifted his gaze

decided to stay. I want to make sure that he won't take my daughter away

tuck Snow to bed and I went to the guest room after that, thinking about

me. It doesn't matter if he won't forgive me. What's important to me is

room and knocked on Pierce's room. I was careful because Snow

"It's open, Kelly."

who spoke. It was Phoebe, smiling gently

"Uhmm... Is Pierce inside?"

head, "Pierce is

nodded.

"You're welcome."

giving her one last smile, I went downstairs and went straight to the pool area. The things I wanted to say, every single word, were already playing in my mind, but as soon as I got close

to the ground, standing a meter away

you I don't want to-" His words were left in