Bestfriend Divorced Me When I Carried His Baby by TheBlues

Hushed Misery

Pierce's POV

Kelly is sleeping on the long couch while I'm sitting on the single couch across from her. I wanna touch her. I wanna kiss her but whenever I think about how she hid the truth from me even when she said she already forgave me makes me so angry. She made me believe that the child I learned to love was another man's child. My own flesh and blood doesn't even know that I,m her real father. It breaks my heart. I kept on making my mind believe that I deserve this because I hurt her but I just couldn't ignore the pain,

My daughter almost died. I couldn't accept that my daughter had to go through a life and death situation first before I learned about the truth, Why does it have to be like that? My daughter almost died. I almost lost her without even knowing that she's my own flesh and blood.

"Daddy Pierce..." That soft voice interrupted my thoughts.

I quickly walked towards her bed and sat on the chair beside it. I caressed her cheek. "You're awake."

She stared at me. "Are you crying daddy Pierce?"

I touched my cheek and I realized she's right. I immediately wiped it and smiled at her. "No, princess. I'm not."

She smiled and caressed my fist. "Does your wound hurt, daddy Pierce?"

My eyes dropped on my bruised fist. I was so angry and in pain that I punched the wall in the chapel of

I this hospital. I thought I already released all the anger, pain and disappointment but I was wrong. Whenever I see Kelly, I remember the pain. Was this the same pain she felt when I hurt her? Is she just punishing me for what I did before? "Daddy Pierce..."

"Just daddy," I said and smiled at my daughter again. "Call me daddy, princess. Just daddy."

She smiled and nodded. "Yes, daddy!"

I hugged her gently. I love my daughter so much. I have already loved her even without the truth revealed and I will never accept it if it happened that she considered Klay as her father. If that asshole didn't hurt Kelly, would she let him father my child? Thinking about it breaks me. I couldn't even picture it because even before I do, the anger in my heart is ruining the picture.

"Daddy, did you and mommy fight?"

My lips parted as I looked down at my daughter. "Why would you ask that?"

She looked at her mom, sad. "My mommy's eyes are sad, daddy."

I was lost for words. I don't know what to say, I can't tell her about what happened when she was unconscious. She's too young to hear it and too young to understand the adults.

"My mommy's eyes are always sad before we come here, daddy. But whenever we're with you, she's happy."

I swallowed hard. Guilt is slowly eating me wide-eyed. Our daughter noticed it too. I'm sorry, baby. I'm always the reason for your mom's sadness.

"Daddy, can I ask you something?"

I nodded and smiled at her. "Sure, sweetheart. What is it?"

She glanced at Kelly again before she leaned closer to me and whispered. "Do you know my daddy? I

mean my real daddy?"

I can just tell her that

other kids with their mommy and daddy but

with pain in my eyes. "Why

like my daddy hurt

eyes off of my daughter's curious eyes. She's too young

think that way?" I asked with

time and I heard her

mention

nodded. "She said

because of her question. That asshole made Kelly traumatized. I clenched my jaws and shook my head as I caressed her cheeks and looked into her eyes intently. "Listen, princess. Klay is not your

someone in your mommy's

my daddy

head. "No,

"Then why isn't he visiting me? I don't know my real daddy.

and hide the tears

help but blame myself for this. I should've known. I should've felt the first time

it. The feeling. The happiness whenever she's with me. I was so in love with Kelly that I failed to notice that the strange feeling

to meet him and I want to

want to tell her that I'm her real father but I don't wanna decide on this alone. In Addition to the fact that she's just a

I am your

the tears as she stared at my

Hate Me

Hate Me

Kelly's POV

straight to Anderson's mansion after Snow got discharged. I want to take my daughter home now because I'm afraid Pierce would take her away from me. I felt so paranoid that

she's not angry with me for hiding Snow's real identity. Perhaps, she already

"I'm sorry..."

her head. "Nothing matters more than you and my granddaughter's safety.

eyes on me. When I looked at him,

lips together and sighed. I decided to stay. I want to make sure that he won't take

the guest room after dinner. I watched Pierce tuck Snow to bed and I went to the guest room after that, thinking about what I'm going to say to

matter if he won't forgive me. What's important to me is to make sure that he won't deprive

all my strength, I went out of the guest room and knocked on Pierce's room. I was careful because

"It's open, Kelly."

the person who spoke. It was Phoebe, smiling gently at

"Uhmm... Is Pierce inside?"

head, "Pierce is in the pool

nodded.

"You're welcome."

to say, every single word, were already playing in my mind, but as soon as I got close to Pierce who's sitting at the edge of the pool while drinking liquor, everything I

the ground, standing a meter away from him while

were left in the air when he looked at me