Bestfriend Divorced Me When I Carried His Baby by TheBlues

When Loneliness Calls

Emily's POV

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I just visited my his condition is getting worse and I

dad in the hospital. The doctors informed me tha can't feel anything. I'm not sad. I'm not regretful. I just feel like I'm doing the natural thing a daughter would do for her dying father-get him the best treatment regardless if he's gonna make it or not.

My dad never apologized for the wrong he did to me. He didn't tell me that he regretted ending up killing his own grandchild. He didn't give me a reason, even a stupid reason, for killing the love of my life.

I loathe him for so long and I still loathe him now that he's dying.

Am I a bad daughter if I say I'm waiting for his death and I won't cry if he dies? Am I a bad daughter if I say I won't regret letting him go like this?

I don't wanna dwell in the past and get drowned in the pain, but now that he's struggling to survive, I feel like it's his karma working.

I opened the door of my car but someone pushed it closed. Annoyed, I expected it to be the person who never fails to annoy me every single day.

"What now, Matt- My words disappeared into thin air after I saw a man standing beside me. His face looks exactly like Matt Foster but I can feel that he's a different person.

His jaws clenched as his eyes sharpened after he heard his twin brother's name.

"So, I was right. You're always with Matt. What are you doing to my brother, huh?"

I chuckled and shook my head. "Don't worry. Soon he'll introduce me to your family. Don't be excited."

His forehead creased. "What the fck are you talking about, whore?"

My face immediately turned blank because of his foul mouth. No one ever called me a whore. He's the

only one.

I slapped him angrily as my eyes sharpened. "You don't have the right to insult me, Mason Foster. I'm not doing anything to your brother. He was the one who kept on disturbing me."

He licked his bottom lip and laughed mockingly as his sharp eyes landed on me again. "What? You don't like being called whore? You're a whore, right? My brother picked you up from a whore bar. You are nothing but a dirty woman who only wants his money I slapped him again, and this time, I gave it with a push

"You bastard! You don't even know me! Investigate about me, asshole! I'm richer than you, just so you know. And I don't care about your feking brother. It was him who got so fcking addicted to my fcking body. He even insisted on making me his girlfriend so if you can convince your stupid brother, tell him to leave me alone because I don't fcking like him!"

I got in my car and gritted my teeth as I gripped the steering wheel. I don't know if it's because he has the same face as the man I'm starting to like, or I'm just becoming really affected by hurtful words that are being thrown at me.

I felt a lone tear roll down my cheek and I immediately wiped it angrily.

Why am I crying? He insulted me. I shouldn't give a damn. That asshole is a complete stranger. I don't even have a connection with him, So...why?

I jumped in shock when someone sat on the passenger seat. My lips parted when I saw Matt looking at

but his smile slowly faded after he saw my face.

"What happened to you?"

eyes.

Get out. I'm

too,

home? To my house,

a serious face. "Yes.

I don't like you! I don't wanna be with you! I don't fcking need you in my home! I don't fcking

sharp as I stared at his face. My heart was racing and

and break it into pieces. My heart became so vulnerable instead of getting strong. I don't know why. Or perhaps I thought I found someone I can rely on but the most important person

rest."

out of my car silently. I swallowed hard. And bit my

After a few seconds, I started the engine and drove off to my condo

felt alive. Now I'm alone again. I don't know. The loneliness is killing me again. It's eating my

down.

think I should get used to being alone again. Kelly deserves to be happy, so I won't blame her for my loneliness. She should be with the man she wants to marry and me? I think I'm meant to be alone. After taking a long bath, I slept on the couch without eating dinner.

eyes, my heart skipped a beat

as I whispered his name,

Missing

Kelly's POV

"What about this one?"

at Pierce, showing me two

know

frowned. "It's fine. We can

the baby can't use

matter. We can just have

and pinched his side. "Whatever you

He wants to shop for our baby so

in his house, doing nothing when he suddenly invited me to go shopping. I know he wants to buy clothes for

about to enter another shop when someone appeared in front

blood immediately boiled after seeing a familiar face I hate the

her from head to foot. "Been

gasped and turned to Pierce.

sarcastically. "Unfortunately, I won't let you

me again.

don't care," I said

"You'll become selfish even to

again. "Come on, Lexi! I'm being selfish because of a child. My child with Pierce. I don't even

"I am pregnant!"

discovered something while I was investigating my father's death, actually. Reason why I couldn't bring myself to believe Lexi. She's related to Amanda. They're aunt and niece. How small could the world

pregnant, Kelly! My child

Gilbert is your