bad not slepi My backached from slouchin, while sleeping on an uncomfortable chair byside lahe yesterday before his parents arrived, Ryn and Ace had arrived hours after the docierleitne in the room. Their faces full of grief as they peered at their son

Darkness had soon taken over the room and the time for visiting hours had come to an end. Ryn and Ace did not mind that I wanted to stay overnight. They promised to come back early and went to stay at a hotel

Igroaned and narrowed my eyes when the glare of the sun assaulted them. A nurse with light blue scrubs pushes the pale blue curtains aside, opening them to let light in

I sluggishly litt myself up straight on the sleeper sofa that was placed a few feet away from Blake’s bed. The nurse turns around, lips part into a bright grin. She mustve been brushing her teeth five times a day at the very least because her teeth were that white

Oh youre awake!She vocalized then she smiled guilty when I let out a rather huge yawn.Oh did I wake you?She asked

I shook my head no even though it was indeed her who had woken me up. My eyes flicker to the clock on the wall. Seven

No lusually wake up this early.I found it really difficult to smile but I did force the corner of my lips to stretch into a small one

I was such a liar. These few months my schedule had not been the same it was a few years ago. I now woke up so late in the morning that Blake was now my alarm clock when he was not deployed

Great! Now I dont have to feel guilty for making so much noise.She laughs, claps her hands and starts walking over to Blake. She checks him as I rise to my feet

He still had not made a move or at least twitched his fingers. The doctor said it is to be expected but was it bad that I was impatient? I wanted to see his blue eyes again and hear his voice that always made a shiver run down my spine. I walk over to him

The nurse looks up, her lips again parted into a bright smile. How could she be so bright this early tending to a patient? Her happiness made me mad, furious, jealous. But I swallowed the bitter feeling. It wasnt her fault, it was no ones

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oh I forgot, here.She digs into her pocket and retrieves something tiny. My brows furrowed as I reached over to grasp what looks like a small photo. We found it inside the pocket of his fatigues. I was supposed to give it to you yesterday but you were asleep and I didnt want to wake you,she says softly

our wedding night. My hair was tousled on the pillow, lips redder and

when the sun had begun to set. The glow from the sun had casted a golden hue over me. He said I looked like a beautiful angel and

the moment 

a little mischief in bed. But then when I playfully ignored him, he

playful banter and attitude and we had found ourselves in a tangle of limbs, sweat and

my face. “Oh I‘m sorry that I upset you.”

okay, it‘s not your fault.” I spoke. Though my voice came out firm it was a huge comparison to how tangled my mind was. Honestly I didn‘t know if I‘d ever stop crying until Blake woke up. Was it possible for your body to run

to check on him in ten

way to tell

look down at Blake. “I think your nurse just told me I stink” I joked and though I did

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bend my head to sniff. ‘Well I don‘t stink but I should probably

*Day 3

when you wake up I‘ll have Avery use you as one of her dolls and dress you up. I‘ll even help

is still no response or a twitch of his hand. I had been sitting on an uncomfortable chair for hours until my butt now began to feel numb. But I refused to move by his side.

came to do their normal check ups or when my

anguished and wanted to

or in his words he‘ll force him to. Knowing Ryan he‘d

*Day 5

hope. Hope that it would be this day he‘d show signs of

crying myself to sleep with

so much baby. I miss your voice so much. I miss hearing

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