bad not slepi My backached from slouchin, while sleeping on an uncomfortable chair byside lahe yesterday before his parents arrived, Ryn and Ace had arrived hours after the docierleitne in the room. Their faces full of grief as they peered at their son

Darkness had soon taken over the room and the time for visiting hours had come to an end. Ryn and Ace did not mind that I wanted to stay overnight. They promised to come back early and went to stay at a hotel

Igroaned and narrowed my eyes when the glare of the sun assaulted them. A nurse with light blue scrubs pushes the pale blue curtains aside, opening them to let light in

I sluggishly litt myself up straight on the sleeper sofa that was placed a few feet away from Blake’s bed. The nurse turns around, lips part into a bright grin. She mustve been brushing her teeth five times a day at the very least because her teeth were that white

Oh youre awake!She vocalized then she smiled guilty when I let out a rather huge yawn.Oh did I wake you?She asked

I shook my head no even though it was indeed her who had woken me up. My eyes flicker to the clock on the wall. Seven

No lusually wake up this early.I found it really difficult to smile but I did force the corner of my lips to stretch into a small one

I was such a liar. These few months my schedule had not been the same it was a few years ago. I now woke up so late in the morning that Blake was now my alarm clock when he was not deployed

Great! Now I dont have to feel guilty for making so much noise.She laughs, claps her hands and starts walking over to Blake. She checks him as I rise to my feet

He still had not made a move or at least twitched his fingers. The doctor said it is to be expected but was it bad that I was impatient? I wanted to see his blue eyes again and hear his voice that always made a shiver run down my spine. I walk over to him

The nurse looks up, her lips again parted into a bright smile. How could she be so bright this early tending to a patient? Her happiness made me mad, furious, jealous. But I swallowed the bitter feeling. It wasnt her fault, it was no ones

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oh I forgot, here.She digs into her pocket and retrieves something tiny. My brows furrowed as I reached over to grasp what looks like a small photo. We found it inside the pocket of his fatigues. I was supposed to give it to you yesterday but you were asleep and I didnt want to wake you,she says softly

the photo and my breath hitches. It was a recent photo Blake had taken after our wedding night. My hair was tousled on the

late afternoon, when the sun had begun to set. The glow from the sun had casted a golden hue over

the moment 

that I was not an angel because he knew I was a little mischief in bed. But then when I playfully ignored

the playful banter and attitude and we had found ourselves in a tangle of

I knew it a sob left my mouth as tears spilt over and flowed down my face. “Oh I‘m sorry that I upset you.” The nurse rushes out. I drew my eyes back to hers and smiled

to how tangled my mind was. Honestly I didn‘t know if I‘d ever stop

come to check on him in ten minutes. There‘s a

way to

“I think your nurse just told me I stink” I joked and though I did not

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pull the neckline of the shirt and bend my head to sniff. ‘Well I don‘t stink but I should probably go shower before your mom and dad gets here.”

*Day 3

wake up I‘ll have Avery use you as one of her dolls and

twitch of his hand. I had been sitting on an uncomfortable chair for hours until my butt now began to

or when my phone rang. My family had been checking

awakened as yet they still held hope that he would soon. Ryan on the other hand had been anguished and wanted to come here but I talked him out of it. He needed to be there

in his words he‘ll force him to. Knowing Ryan

*Day 5

would wake up with a new sense of hope. Hope that

end the night crying myself to sleep with his unmoving body at

miss you so much baby. I miss your voice so much. I miss hearing you call meley.”

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