Cold. Thats how the water felt as it poured over my naked body. The tiles were cold as I sluned into a sitting position at the bottom. Everything was so cold

Goosebumps tose on my skin as what felt like tiny pellets of ice spill all over my skin with my knees up to my chest and my forearm resting on top, I bend my head to sink my teeth into the skin of my arm

A sob racked over me I was numb to the core, I could feel nothing. I bite into my skin harder than before. Still nothing. I wanted to scream, wanted to ask god why he would do this to us 

Why do we always have to be tortured

It was not fair

My black hair curtained around me, sticking to my wet skin. It was night time. After showing Blake to the guest room he had not bothered to come out yet

I knew I had to expect that. Doctor Gomez did warn me beforehand. But was it stupid to have wished that he wouldnt have suffered these kind of complications

Life was not fair

I retracted my teeth from my skin, I had tortured myself enough. I needed to be strong For the both of us. It was normal for him to treat me this way, he doesnt know me, he doesnt remember me 

legs felt numb, cold, useless. But my fingers, they were a different story, they wanted to wrap around the neck of whomever shot Blake. Whomever

the evil man or woman who shot Blake as I close the faucet rather tightly. I imagine wringing their necks for causing my man pain.

my phone. I sighed withdrawing my hands away from the faucet. I really

the hospital. He kept calling even though I had explained my situation

quick to grasp my towel and wrap it swiftly around my body. My feet treaded fast against the marble floors as I

Our room

I rolled my eyes groaning slightly. “I‘m coming, I‘m coming.” I

peeked at the caller and relief washed over me seeing Ryan‘s name pop up. Hastily I reach over and curl my fingers

God you‘ve called. I‘m having a mental breakdown.” I squeezed my eyes shut and felt the tears roll down my cheeks. I sniffle.

I can‘t.” 1 hiccup. I was not strong. I never was. Blake was the one who was strong and he tried to teach me. How can

had not answered the first time I stopped crying and

do you think I feel

eyes. “Yeah, I remember when he used to joke about your parents naming you Austin instead when we were younger. Funny how his brain made him think that your name

doesn‘t remember me at all. How is

remember you, the feelings

The Novel will be updated daily. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!

Comments ()

0/255