Cold. Thats how the water felt as it poured over my naked body. The tiles were cold as I sluned into a sitting position at the bottom. Everything was so cold

Goosebumps tose on my skin as what felt like tiny pellets of ice spill all over my skin with my knees up to my chest and my forearm resting on top, I bend my head to sink my teeth into the skin of my arm

A sob racked over me I was numb to the core, I could feel nothing. I bite into my skin harder than before. Still nothing. I wanted to scream, wanted to ask god why he would do this to us 

Why do we always have to be tortured

It was not fair

My black hair curtained around me, sticking to my wet skin. It was night time. After showing Blake to the guest room he had not bothered to come out yet

I knew I had to expect that. Doctor Gomez did warn me beforehand. But was it stupid to have wished that he wouldnt have suffered these kind of complications

Life was not fair

I retracted my teeth from my skin, I had tortured myself enough. I needed to be strong For the both of us. It was normal for him to treat me this way, he doesnt know me, he doesnt remember me 

My legs felt numb, cold, useless. But my fingers, they were a different story, they wanted to wrap around the neck of whomever shot Blake. Whomever caused

faucet rather tightly. I imagine wringing their necks for causing my man pain.

withdrawing my hands away from the faucet. I really hope

had been annoyed enough when I was in the hospital. He kept calling even though I had explained my situation to

curse, sniffle as I opened the glass shower door and slipped out. My fingers work quick to grasp my towel and wrap it swiftly

Our room

blares again, it‘s bright light flashing where I left it on the bed. I rolled my eyes groaning slightly.

seeing Ryan‘s name pop up. Hastily I reach over and curl my fingers around it, lift it and swiftly swipe my thumb over

squeezed my eyes shut and felt the tears roll down my cheeks. I sniffle.

never was. Blake was the one who was strong and he tried to teach me. How can I do this alone?

not answered the

hard. It‘s hard for all of us. I mean how do you think I feel knowing that my bestfriend slash cousin thinks my

my eyes. “Yeah, I remember when he used to joke about your

doesn‘t remember me at all. How is that even possible?” I

the most important person in his life. But here‘s the thing, what you two shared can‘t just go away. Even if his brain can‘t remember you, the feelings that made his heart race will still be there. His heart will remembers you. You are the same girl he fell in love with. You just need to make him fall in love with you again.” 2

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