Bestfriends Shouldn’t Know How You Taste

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Fear. Confusion. Panic. This wasn’t how I imagined it would turn out to be after Blake had finally let down his walls. I expected our happy ever after.

But ofcourse I was too naive to think that considering the fact that every single time we’re happy, the universe throws a shit ton of obstacles like we hadn’t had enough as it is. 2 So as I stared at my husband getting wheeled into the ambulance with egg still in my hair and on my makeup free face well all I wanted to do was fucking ball my eyes out and ask why. 1

Why did everything bad have to happen to us? Why did we have to go through so much? Could we not just be happy? 2

I felt like a damn failure, not only did I not know what went wrong but I also was useless. I wasn’t a doctor and I obviously couldn’t diagnose or tell anyone a proper reason as to why he blacked out. 1

Could it be the sex last night? He did say I wore him out. Shit I just had to hop on my husband’s dick and ride him, well, technically he rode me.”

I had already informed the medics of his amnesia and the bullet wound behind his head that wasn’t a hundred percent cured yet. So when one walked up to me quickly where I stood frozen watching them securely push the stretcher inside the ambulance, I all but got startled. I was in my own world.

“Ma’am will you be coming along or would you come after?” He asked. He seemed a bit impatient.But who wasn’t right now? I sure was, especially to know if my husband would wake up soon.

I stared at Blake’s still body on the stretcher and watched as the medics worked on him. I turn to the pudgy short asian man. “No, I’ll come afterwards. I need you to bring him to the hospital as soon as possible.”

caused his episode earlier. The way he looked at me like I was a ghost, his eyes glazed and confused. Something triggered

dried on my face and hair. I didn’t want the Same thing to happen again when he woke up to see my

behind him, they drove off leaving me staring at them with misty eyes. I gulped the Jump I felt in

at the sudden voice I turned around and was not surprised to see Christal running towards me. “What happened? Is

ambulance and I was sure she wasn’t the only one. Just the only one who seemed to

a weight it adds more. “Blake blacked out and I don’t know what caused it. I should be going to the hospital actually.” Her worried eyes scanned my face and I hoped she wouldn’t point out the egg on my face and question it. “I can come with you if you’d like, I can drive? It’s not the best decision to drive, especially stressed and in a hurry.” She suggested. I shrugged because honestly my voice had seemed to be tired from all the crying and shouting I did before the ambulance came. All went unheard by the one person

her wanting to help when I had completely forgotten about showing her around. I was a bad neighbor while she was the best. “Sure, let me just wash out the egg as quickly as I can.” I said and walked

said I would wash out the eggs as quickly as I could, well it only took me five seconds. I wasn’t

Blake to go into cardiac arrest next if he saw me with egg on

kept shaking nervously as I bit my

other getting operated on or otherwise. In our case I was at least thankful that the doctor mentioned Blake’s case was not severe but wanted to get more tests done before anyone was

he wakes up?” She questions. I shrugged not knowing

without a doubt trying to get away to come here. I was certain that they were on their way. I also informed Ryan but haven’t recieved a response as yet.

buzzed and I quickly pulled it out from the pocket of my