SHARON

I wanted to believe that the doctor speaking was a man on a TV screen, an actor. Maybe he works part time as a doctor, maybe his real passion lies in acting; maybe he's practicing his lines for an audition. But they were just maybes, wishful thinking.

His face was set in a straight line and it was evident that he wasn't joking at all. He was telling me the real truth; one I didn't think I would ever be able to swallow.

"So you should take care of yourself and watch out for all of these. Hopefully, you'd conceive again and there'd be no miscarriage."

The tears that had been rolling down my cheeks had doubled. I was aware that I was sobbing loudly as he spoke.

This can't be happening, I thought for the umpteenth time. How can this happen?

"It's okay ma'am. It's-"

"Don't tell me it's okay," I whispered, my voice trembling.

It wasn't okay!

"This can't be happening," I whispered as I dropped my face in my cupped palms.

That pregnancy was everything. It was the key, the solution, the thing that would finally make my marital life better. It was the only thing that would have kept Aiden by my side. Now, it's gone and Aiden might be gone too.

No. I will not lose him. Never.

I sniffed and finally wiped my face.

"I didn't have a miscarriage."

The doctor's brows pulled together. "What?"

"No one must know about this. In fact, it never happened. Please, keep this between us."

The doctor hesitated. "Ma'am, I cannot-"

chair back and dropped to

He stood up and rushed to my side. "Please, don't do this. Get

head, refusing to get on my feet. "Please, don't mention it to

He must have seen the desperation in my eyes because

Thank you so much," I said as I rose

I was sure that he really wouldn't tell, I fully expressed

branched the restroom to check if my dress was still unstained. When I entered the hospital, I had first

I washed my face and left the restroom. I went to

a store and got a bleach. I washed off every stain of blood from my

I headed back home, I briefly entertained the words of the part

I tilted to the bigger part that warned

tightened my hold

cannot find out yet.

that he'd go running back to Anastasia and

have to keep playing the

Until when?

could get pregnant then it could happen

keep this to myself

I voiced to

that tiny voice that

to repeat that I

felt right; if it was what would save my marriage from finally crumbling

and I saw Aiden's car in the driveway, my heart painfully

now? I wondered. Did the doctor call

done parking my car, he was out

me halfway and pulled me in for a

we've agreed that you'd work more from home," he looked at me, his gaze searching mine as if he was looking

for me not to look

my throat just had some clients to attend

The meeting was dume

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