SHARON

I wanted to believe that the doctor speaking was a man on a TV screen, an actor. Maybe he works part time as a doctor, maybe his real passion lies in acting; maybe he's practicing his lines for an audition. But they were just maybes, wishful thinking.

His face was set in a straight line and it was evident that he wasn't joking at all. He was telling me the real truth; one I didn't think I would ever be able to swallow.

"So you should take care of yourself and watch out for all of these. Hopefully, you'd conceive again and there'd be no miscarriage."

The tears that had been rolling down my cheeks had doubled. I was aware that I was sobbing loudly as he spoke.

This can't be happening, I thought for the umpteenth time. How can this happen?

"It's okay ma'am. It's-"

"Don't tell me it's okay," I whispered, my voice trembling.

It wasn't okay!

"This can't be happening," I whispered as I dropped my face in my cupped palms.

That pregnancy was everything. It was the key, the solution, the thing that would finally make my marital life better. It was the only thing that would have kept Aiden by my side. Now, it's gone and Aiden might be gone too.

No. I will not lose him. Never.

I sniffed and finally wiped my face.

"I didn't have a miscarriage."

The doctor's brows pulled together. "What?"

"No one must know about this. In fact, it never happened. Please, keep this between us."

The doctor hesitated. "Ma'am, I cannot-"

pushed the chair back and dropped

rushed to my side. "Please, don't

don't mention it to anyone. Not even your colleagues or the

long while. He must have seen the desperation in my eyes because he sighed

Thank you so much," I said

that he really wouldn't tell, I fully expressed my gratitude to him.

was still unstained. When I entered the hospital, I had first cleaned myself up even though I could barely do anything

was sure that there still was no hint of a stain. I washed my face and left

got a bleach. I washed off every stain of blood

words of the

bigger part that warned me

hold on

find out

certain that he'd go running back to

to keep playing

Until when?

again. If I could get pregnant

this to myself

again," I

that tiny voice that

I was

if it was what would save my marriage from finally crumbling then

and I saw Aiden's car in the driveway,

wondered. Did the doctor call

done parking my car, he was out

me halfway and pulled me

that you'd work more from home," he looked at me, his gaze searching mine as if he was looking for

took a lot for me

throat just had some

The meeting was dume

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