SHARON

I sighed as I closed my laptop, done for the day. Since that terrible day and equally terrible discovery, I've worked from home, scared that someone will find out about my secret and tell Aiden. And would be the worst way for him to find out. The best and safest way now would be to come clean and assure him that we can make another baby.

But I couldn't bring myself to.

I preferred to keep this to myself for now... for now, that's what I've been saying and it's been months.

It got tougher everyday. There were times when he'd want to come with me to the hospital for my 'antenatals' and i I was a struggle convincing him each time that he didn't have to.

One night, during dinner, when he suggested that we check the gender of our baby. I choked on my food. I almost had a heart attack.

"I want to be surprised," I had ended my calm, well-thought out convincing speech that night and thankfully, he bought it. But throughout the night, I lay awake, contemplating easing myself of the constant fear and worry but in the end I decided against it. My intention had been that, hopefully, I'll conceive a few months after but in the first month, nothing happened.

From my research, at the stage of my pregnancy, my belly isn't supposed to be flat anymore and that was when I got a silicone stomach. Since then, I'd avoided sex with Aiden like a plague. I always made sure I was clothed whenever he was around.

One day, I noticed him watching me, his brows pulled down. Sweat had covered my face as I wondered why he was watching, resisting the urge to turn away from him. Finally, he asked, "Aren't you hot, Sharon? You can take off the gown, it's just you and I in here." "But I'm cold," I had told him as I rubbed my forearm.

"It must be the baby," he had said, then he stood up and got me a blanket. Then, he turned off the AC. I thought I was going to cook under the blanket that day.

I dragged myself to the bed and collapsed into it. With my gaze on the ceiling, I wondered how my life had become this. I was constantly in fear, worried that Aiden or someone else would find out that I was lying. Oftentimes, I even dreamt that the doctor said he couldn't keep my secret anymore and despite my pleas, he told Aiden the truth.

I'd wake up, disoriented, my heart squeezed tight in my chest, only to find Aiden sleeping peacefully beside me.

When my phone rang out beside me, I jerked up from where I laid.

a beat when I saw who

call? He had already called earlier to check on me. Why is he calling

deep breath and picked up the

tell you that I'd be out of town so I might not be able to

"Okay."

"I'm sorry."

okay. Really,

I used to hate it whenever he went on these trips but now, I wished he'd go on trips outside town everyday and return home tired. "Okay. I'll see you when I get back. Take

I told him. Then the call

bed, a huge grin

like these,

could properly breathe and take off the damned maternity gowns

claimed.

fake stomach. I let out a huge sigh as I dropped it on the

use of the time, I

deep contented breath once I finally stepped out several minutes

I muttered to myself as I reached for the towel and wrapped it

hummed a tune as

my foot in,

stomach in the cleaner's hands

between my

in

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