Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

was right

leaned forward and rubbed my face in

wasnt so important , I would

twins and disappear again

, but I felt nothing inside but agony

so close to

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

badly ? Ive always wanted you

up to

, why ? I had never wanted Holden that way , no matter how handsome he was

thought he was

for this ? The

strongest ally outside of the rest of

between us as friends , but Holden has very

Ive just found out

growled , angry and

you going to

only thing I

have to

possibly thinks you tried to murder his grandfather yesterday and tell him your spent last night drunkenly fucking the

an unsteady breath and

I had done .

much to develop poise over

of that when I went to

could only hope that he

for the rest of the day and through the night

my wolf , unexplainable in words that kept me by

Thank the goddess .

just before dawn the next

the chair next to his

sat up

! Im

took his hand

see that the black veins had spread to his