Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

was right about

leaned forward and rubbed my face in my

so important ,

and

, but I felt nothing inside but agony

close to having

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

now I had messed up this badly ? Ive always wanted you

you up to Montague so easily

that way , no matter how handsome

thought he was

? The thought planted

was my strongest ally outside of the rest of my pack , which was thousands of miles away

between us as friends , but Holden has very real power over us here ,

out I dont even know which pieces

angry and

you going to do ? I straightened

only thing I can

have to tell

last night drunkenly fucking the wolf he sees as his biggest rival ? What else can I do ? If I lie

unsteady breath and rose

I had done .

develop poise over the last

need all of that when I went to speak

hope that he was in a good

his weakened state for the rest of the day and through the

it was some instinct from my wolf , unexplainable in words

Thank the goddess .

before dawn the next

in the chair next to his

half sat up

Im here

took his

, and only then did I see that the black veins had spread to his eyes ,