Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

was right

rubbed my face in

what we were doing wasnt so important , I would be so tempted

twins and disappear

were light , but I felt nothing

close to

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

now I had messed up this badly ? Ive always wanted you

think Im going to give you up to Montague so

had never wanted Holden that way , no

was

this ? The thought planted a seed of fear in my stomach

was my strongest ally outside of the rest of my pack ,

us as friends , but Holden has very real power over us here

found out I dont even know which

growled , angry and

going to

thing I can

to tell

murder his grandfather yesterday and tell him your spent last night drunkenly fucking the wolf

took an unsteady breath

I had done .

much to develop poise over the last few years

that when I

that he was in a

weakened state for the rest

it was some instinct from my wolf

Thank the goddess .

next morning , he died

to his bed when he

sat

! Im here

took his hand

the black veins had spread to his eyes , and