Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

right

forward and rubbed my face in my

doing wasnt so important , I would be so tempted

and disappear

but I felt nothing

so close to having

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

I had messed up this badly ? Ive always wanted you ,

to give you up to

wanted Holden that way , no matter how handsome he was

thought he was a friend

hed been waiting for this ? The thought planted a

rest of my pack , which was thousands of

Holden has very real power over us here , Trajan

like Im playing chess and Ive just found out I dont even know which pieces are

angry and low

you going to do ?

thing

to

possibly thinks you tried to murder his grandfather yesterday and tell him your spent last night drunkenly fucking the wolf he sees as his biggest rival ? What else can I do

took an unsteady breath

I had done .

much to develop poise over

would need all of that when I went to speak to

could only hope that he was in a good

for the rest of the day and through

dont know what it was some instinct from my wolf ,

Thank the goddess .

dawn the next morning ,

in the chair next to his

half sat up

Im

his hand

only then did I see that the black veins had spread to his eyes , and