Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

right

and rubbed my face in my

doing wasnt so important , I would be so tempted to take

and

I felt nothing inside but

so close to

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

this badly ?

to give you up to Montague so easily

that way

he was a

hed been waiting for this ? The thought planted a seed of fear in

my strongest ally outside of the rest of my pack , which was thousands of miles

between us as friends , but Holden

and Ive just found out I dont

angry and low

going to do ? I straightened

only thing I

have to tell Dane

who possibly thinks you tried to murder his grandfather yesterday and tell him your spent last night drunkenly fucking the wolf he sees as his biggest rival ?

took an unsteady breath

I had done .

over the last few years

would need all of that when I went to

hope that he was in a

state for the rest of the

from my wolf , unexplainable

Thank the goddess .

before dawn the next morning

next to his bed

sat up

Im here

his

did I see that the black veins had spread to his eyes , and to the insides