Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

right

1 leaned forward and rubbed my face in

wasnt so important , I would be so tempted to

twins and

I felt nothing inside

close

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

I had messed up this badly ? Ive always wanted

to give you up to Montague so easily after this , youre mistaken

Holden that

thought he was a

it possible hed been waiting for this ? The thought planted a seed of

my strongest ally outside of the rest of my pack , which

friends , but Holden has very real power over us here

Ive just found out I dont even

angry and low

are you going to do ? I

thing I

to tell

last night drunkenly fucking the wolf he sees as his biggest rival ? What else can I do ? If

an unsteady

I had done .

poise over the

of that when I went to

hope that he was in a

lingered in his weakened state for the rest of the day and through

wolf , unexplainable in words that kept

Thank the goddess .

next morning

chair next to his bed

sat

Im

took his hand

did I see that the black veins had spread to his eyes , and to