Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

right about

and rubbed my face in my

what we were doing wasnt so important , I would be so tempted

and disappear again

light , but I felt nothing inside but

close

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

up this badly ? Ive always wanted you , Aurora

going to give you up to Montague so easily after this ,

, why ? I had never wanted Holden that way

thought he was a

waiting for this ? The thought

of my pack , which was thousands of miles

Holden has very real power over us here

playing chess and Ive just found out I dont even know

, angry and

going to do ?

only thing I can

to

to murder his grandfather yesterday and tell him your spent last night drunkenly fucking the wolf he sees as his biggest rival ? What else can I do ?

an unsteady breath

I had done .

poise over

need all of that when I went to speak

hope that he was in a

his weakened state for the rest of the day

wolf , unexplainable

Thank the goddess .

dawn the next morning

his bed when he woke with

half sat up

Im here

took his

me , and only then did I see that the black veins had spread to