Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

right about that

leaned forward and rubbed

were doing wasnt so important , I would

twins and disappear

light , but I

was so close to

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

messed up this badly ? Ive always wanted you , Aurora

you up to Montague so easily after

, why ? I had never wanted Holden that way ,

was a friend

it possible hed been waiting for this ? The thought planted a

ally outside of the rest of my pack , which was thousands

, but Holden has very real power over us here ,

playing chess and Ive just found out I dont even

growled , angry and low

to do

thing I can

have to tell Dane

powerful Alpha who possibly thinks you tried to murder his grandfather yesterday and tell him your spent last night drunkenly fucking the wolf he sees as his biggest rival ? What else can I do ? If I

unsteady

I had done .

much to develop poise over the last few

all of that when I went to speak

he was in a good

lingered in his weakened state for the rest of the day

dont know what it was some instinct from my wolf , unexplainable in words that kept me by his side

Thank the goddess .

just before dawn the next morning , he died

chair next to his

sat

Im here

took his

see that the black veins had spread to his eyes