Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

right about that

rubbed my

doing wasnt so important ,

twins and

were light , but I

was so close to having

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

now I had messed up this badly ? Ive always

give you up to

wanted Holden that way

he was a

waiting for this ? The thought planted a seed of fear in my stomach

my strongest ally outside of the rest of my pack

were easy between us as friends , but Holden has very real power over

found out I dont even know which pieces are on the board

growled , angry and

are you going to do

thing

to tell Dane

grandfather yesterday and tell him your spent last night drunkenly fucking the wolf he sees as

an unsteady breath and rose

I had done .

poise over the

that when I went

hope that he

the rest of

it was some instinct from my wolf , unexplainable in words that kept me

Thank the goddess .

just before dawn the next morning ,

the chair next to his bed when he woke with a

sat up

! Im here

took his

then did I see that the black veins had spread to his eyes ,