Blood And Silver:Rise of the Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter 79 AURORA Yesterday , all I wanted was to hear Dane knock on my door .

Today , I dreaded it .

I dont know what to do , I whispered .

I stood in my bedroom , looking out over the training ground again , but this time I stared at the forest beyond .

What do you want to do ? Trajan asked .

I looked over my shoulder at my second , trying to keep the tears welling in my eyes from running over onto my cheeks .

I want last night to never have happened .

I want none of this to ever have happened .

My bodyguard and hopefully future beta gave me a sympathetic .

smile .

He came over and gave me a hug .

It made me remember Holden hugging me last night , and I couldnt help but pull away .

I didnt think he liked me that way .

I dont know how I could have let myself get drunk enough to sleep with him .

Trajan frowned .

You usually dont drink .

Did he give your alcohol .

I sat in an armchair near the window and pinched the bridge of Chapter 79 my nose .

I wanted some .

Yesterday … no , every day since we came here … its all been a mess , Trajan .

right about

and rubbed my face in my hands

important , I would be so

twins and disappear

words were light , but I

so close to having Dane

I wanted him .

He wanted me .

up this badly ? Ive always

you up to

wanted Holden that way , no matter how handsome

was a

possible hed been waiting for this ? The thought planted a seed of fear in my stomach

outside of the rest of my

friends , but Holden

playing chess and Ive just found out

angry and

going to do

thing I

have to tell Dane

his grandfather yesterday and tell him your spent last night drunkenly fucking the wolf he sees as his biggest rival ? What else can I do ? If I lie and he finds out , everything

took an unsteady

I had done .

much to develop poise over the

when I went

hope that he was in a

My grandfather lingered in his weakened state for the rest of the day and through the

some instinct from my wolf , unexplainable in words that kept me by his side

Thank the goddess .

dawn the next morning

his bed when he woke with

half sat

! Im here

his

then did I see that the black veins had spread to his eyes