Bride of the Cursed Alpha (Auren and Lucien)

Chapter 166

No College

No College

Matt POV

Everything felt off. I have no idea why.

Mom and dad had returned after meeting Tam. She called me when they were there, but I didn't pick up the phone. Not because I was with Tulip, but because Tam was history. Past. I wanted to focus on the future. My college. Tulip. Friends. My breakfast, right now. I knew that I would get over those nightmares soon, especially with her gone. It was a relief. A tremendous relief to not see her around the house, or listen to her stupidly laughing and giggling at everything and anything. Ugh. I hated those days. Of hating her. Of not wanting her around me. Finally, I was free. So yeah, when she called, it was obvious that I didn't pick her phone.

But as I sat at the breakfast table, listening to mom and dad about her, I could barely focus on anything. My mind was all over the place. I wanted to forget about her, ignore the feeling bubbling inside me, but no matter how hard I tried, my parents' talk would bring me back to her. My mind felt like it was spinning out of control as anger slammed inside me along with confusion.

"Enough!" I shouted. "Can you just stop talking about her?"

Both mom and dad looked at me with surprise. "Matt?" Mom said. "What happened? We were only talking about Tam."

"I don't want to talk about her, or listen about her!" I shouted. "Can you understand?"

My parents stared at me like I had grown two heads. They exchanged a glance and fell silent. Good. At least this way! would handle the mess I was stuck in.

"Okay..." my father said. "Have you thought about college? There's a very good one at Shadowfang pack. Alpha Lucien has the latest-"

I snapped. "I will not go

is wrong? Alpha Lucien

have been accepted at three

be near us. Your father wants you to take charge of the Everflame pack when you graduate. And being near us would mean that you could help

got up and ran outside, unable to understand why things

wrong.

the tree line at the edge of our territory, I gave way to my bear. Torben had been restless for a long time. He broke free, pushing through me gladly. And then he darted into the deep forest. And before I could stop him, he was heading toward the place I was strongly against. The

back!' I screamed at him. This is wrong. I don't want

instincts were stronger than mine. He kept pushing forward. Eventually, I had to threaten him to not let him come out for a week if he didn't turn back, and then only

months later as I sat at my desk in my room, staring mindlessly at the acceptance letters of universities, I felt like my mind was going

Father's sharp voice cut across

"Yes?" I asked,

edge of the bed. "So which college have you

shook my head. "I don't think I want to go to college," I replied in a low voice, keeping my head

is a good start. You have been accepted

there."

up. "I've decided I won't go to college." I could feel tension rising in the room, in my chest. "I'd

was expecting my father to blow up, but his face softened. He sighed deeply. He was clearly disappointed, but not angry." Are you sure?" he asked and paused as his eyes locked onto mine. When I nodded,