Bride of the Cursed Alpha (Auren and Lucien)

Chapter 166

No College

No College

Matt POV

Everything felt off. I have no idea why.

Mom and dad had returned after meeting Tam. She called me when they were there, but I didn't pick up the phone. Not because I was with Tulip, but because Tam was history. Past. I wanted to focus on the future. My college. Tulip. Friends. My breakfast, right now. I knew that I would get over those nightmares soon, especially with her gone. It was a relief. A tremendous relief to not see her around the house, or listen to her stupidly laughing and giggling at everything and anything. Ugh. I hated those days. Of hating her. Of not wanting her around me. Finally, I was free. So yeah, when she called, it was obvious that I didn't pick her phone.

But as I sat at the breakfast table, listening to mom and dad about her, I could barely focus on anything. My mind was all over the place. I wanted to forget about her, ignore the feeling bubbling inside me, but no matter how hard I tried, my parents' talk would bring me back to her. My mind felt like it was spinning out of control as anger slammed inside me along with confusion.

"Enough!" I shouted. "Can you just stop talking about her?"

Both mom and dad looked at me with surprise. "Matt?" Mom said. "What happened? We were only talking about Tam."

"I don't want to talk about her, or listen about her!" I shouted. "Can you understand?"

My parents stared at me like I had grown two heads. They exchanged a glance and fell silent. Good. At least this way! would handle the mess I was stuck in.

"Okay..." my father said. "Have you thought about college? There's a very good one at Shadowfang pack. Alpha Lucien has the latest-"

"I will not

is wrong? Alpha Lucien is going to take good care

I growled. "I have been accepted at three Ivy League colleges in the human world. I'll

anything. But mom said, "We were hoping you would join that college Matt. That way you will be near us. Your father wants you to take charge of

table, I got up and ran

wrong.

had been restless for a long time. He broke free, pushing through me gladly. And then he darted into the deep forest. And before I could stop him, he was heading toward the place I was strongly against. The Shadowfang pack. I didn't understand. I didn't want to understand

This is

He kept pushing forward. Eventually, I had to threaten him to not let him come out for a week if he didn't turn

my room, staring mindlessly at the acceptance letters of universities, I felt like

Father's sharp voice cut

in the chair. "Yes?" I asked, putting the letter

of the bed. "So

my head. "I don't think I want to go to college,"

focus on your future. College is a good

there."

rising in the room, in my chest. "I'd rather help you with the pack. That's where I need to be

blow up, but his face softened. He sighed deeply. He was clearly disappointed, but not angry." Are you sure?" he asked