Broken Bond by C.J. Primer

25

VANESSA

I have a feeling Miles was expecting more than a movie night when I took him up on his offer to come back to his apartment. He’s been visibly agitated since the moment I suggested it, his knee bouncing and his posture tense from his seat beside me on the couch. It’s Italian leather, by the way- everything in his place is super nice, and he goes out of his way to brag about the finery of his furnishings whenever he has the chance, like he wants me to know how much money he has. I think it’s his way of showing that he could provide for me, but I tend to find his boasting in poor taste. And if he thinks I’m after money, he doesn’t know me at all.

I nearly breathe a sigh of relief when the credits roll, anxious for an excuse to head back home. I’ve set clear boundaries with

Miles, but he’s been pushing them tonight, no doubt fueled by the beers that he’s been downing like it’s his job. There’s a cluster of empty bottles on the marble coffee table in front of us, only one of which was mine.

They knock together noisily when he bumps the table with his leg as he scooches closer to I’ve moved away each time, but now I’m officially out of room, pinned between him and the arm of the couch with nowhere to go.

“Nessa…” he croons in my ear, his hand landing on my thigh.

I shiver, and it’s not the good kind. It’s the ‘ get me out of here’ kind. A shiver of panic.

His fingers apply pressure to my thigh as he leans in closer, his eyes slipping closed, his mouth angled toward mine.

I launch myself forward, shooting to my feet and stumbling away from the couch, putting the coffee table between us. “I should get going.”

Miles’ bewildered eyes fly open, his face reddening in embarrassment. He shoves up from the sofa, a little wobbly on his feet and his expression shifting to frustration. “

You’re not gonna stay the night?”

I wrap my arms around myself, giving a little shake of my head. He should already know the answer to that question- I’ve never spent the night here. He knows I’m not ready for a physical relationship, and he has always seemed understanding of that. Until right now.

“But I thought…” Miles stammers, his voice trailing off as he scrubs a hand over his face.

When he drops his hand, his eyes are narrowed on me, blazing with a look I’ve never seen from him before. “You were all over me when we were dancing, and then you said you wanted to come back here…”

I arch a brow in challenge, irritated by his insinuation. “And?”

I thought that meant you were ready to … that you

hated about guys when my ‘no dating’ rule was firmly in place. The toxic sense of entitlement, like I somehow owe

night,” I clarify, remaining

his eyes fluttering open and his gaze fixing on mine again. “I’ve been patient. I haven’t tried to push you into doing anything you’re not comfortable with. I’m trying to be respectful here,

I’m scared for anyone to get too close, and that fear of letting anybody in

I’m broken.

Miles,” I whisper, staring down at the cushy area rug underfoot and hugging my arms tighter around my middle. “I know it’s not fair to you.

reaching out to set both hands on my shoulders and staring down into my eyes. That’s not what

his embrace, breathing in his clean, crisp scent. His fingers stroke through my hair and he pulls back after a long moment, gazing down into my eyes again.

offering him a weak smile. “I’m

my forehead before stepping

I nod.

though it doesn’t quite meet his eyes. I get why he’s upset, I really do- but I gave him an out. Gave

I can say for

in my chest, echoing through the chasm of space that used to be filled by the mate bond. Now it’s empty, hollow, an aching reminder

just break me when he left, he broke our bond. He took away

the connection I always dreamed

are already on overdrive when

to come face to face with the pain of the past for a second time tonight. Turquoise eyes meet mine as Callum strides from the parking lot, and aside from the obvious look of surprise in them upon seeing me, his expression is an unreadable

wide berth as I pass. I make it a few paces away before freezing in my tracks, swiveling back around and glaring at the

“Why’d you leave?”

my demand, my hands balling into

eyes meet mine again, holding my stare. For a moment, he doesn’t say a word. We both stand frozen in silence, paralyzed by our past. The kisses, the touches, the little inside jokes. The way we came to know each other like nobody else ever had. All the little moments we shared that made up the story of us, the one that ended in tragedy.

parking lot illuminates the sharp line of his jaw.

you didn’t. You just left! And what the hell was that note?! I’m setting you free? When did I ever ask for you to set me free, Callum?”

just fine without me.” He flicks an accusatory

waking up in that cabin to find that you abandoned me. I was just fine