Bye-Bye Jerk, Hello Mr. Right by Rosie Steppe

Chapter 618

1 brought Hayden back to Kahmark

One evening as the sun melted into the horizon,

of growing old together

I

But I couldn't leave not yet I stayed, keeping him company, pretending he was still there

When I was a kid, I overheard my mom talking about how a person's sou dont just vanish after they

I die. She said it lingers for a while, staying close to the people it loved-especially for the first the something days

I didn't know if it was true, but I clung to the thought. I didn't want Hayden's soul to feel alone so stayed Watched over him until I felt like he was truly gone. Only then did I let myself think about leaving During those days, I cut myself off from the world. My phone stayed off I lived like Yuna used to-reading books, picking wildflowers, brewing tea from petals, and painting

I painted Hayden, again and again. Every stroke reminded me of the portraits Wayne had made of me hidden in that house.

Moming and night, I talked to Hayden like he could still hear me

show up in my dreams tonight, okay? Say

wanting to hold you, but you're just gone. It hurts so bad sometimes, I wonder if I should follow you, just to make it stop." "Hayden, I found this

"Hayden..."

everything I needed to, hoping for an answer.

it felt like there was a

would brush against my face.

of sunrises and sunsets. On the 35th day after his death, I brought fresh

is this it? Is today the last day you're here? Will you be gone

voice shook, but I kept going. "I'll be leaving soon, too. I'll go back to work, back to normal life. And.... I'll face the people I need to face." I hesitated,

I spoke, a soft breeze passed by, lifting a strand of my hair and brushing it across my face. It even grazed my

death, I'd barely cried. Only in those quiet, unbearable moments when I missed him so

reached for that strand of hair.

picked up again, ready

unwilling to leave When ally

and his voice, soft and steady called out

The moment save him, I wrapped thy arms around fine herding in tight

him,

my hair. "Don't stay here alone Go back be happy, Kik. Live for

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in my memory. I just held onto him like I'd