Can’t Win Me Back by Ginger Sue

Chapter 145

That incident had caused Alyssa pain for a very long time,

Two years ago, she lost her child in an accident. Since then, she had been consistently avoiding shops that sold infant products.

She stayed away whenever the lople of children came up. She couldn’t even stop herself from breaking down when bables appeared on television

It was Christmas Eve, and she had driven to the beach with Newton as they wanted to look at the snow displays there. They had a car accident on the way there.

However, Alyssa had saved him first before checking on her own lojales. They were rushed to the hospital soon after.

At that point in time, the rest of the Becketts had gone overseas to celebrate, whereas Jasper had joined Liana for a holiday.

Alyssa had withstood the immense pain in her belly while waiting for Ben to turn up. She ended up collapsing, thoroughly exhausted.

“Madam Alice, you’re bleedingl

She vaguely remembered bleeding profusely down there, the warm sensation bringing with it a deep terror. Only then did she realize she had been pregnant, Later, they found out she had been pregnant for two months. 1

But she had been stripped of the chance to be a mother before she’d even seen the child. It was hers and Jasper’s child.

out his phone, but

She had been terrified amidst the despair of the situation. She sobbed weakly as she said, “Jasper he doesn’t know. He’d just get mad at me if he knew. So please, keep this

her belly as if the pain from that

Colene hugged her tight, with Mandy and Lyla following suit. The three women formed a protective blanket

so sorry. It’s all my fault! I won’t bring it up again, Alyssa. I won’t!

happy for the child, really,” Alyssa rasped, a bitter smile surfacing on her face. “Better to stay away from a lifetime of witnessing its parents‘ broken marriage and never getting

any sleep

familiar sight of blood would appear in her mind. She remained curled up in bed until morning, trying to hold onto her sanity

her child, she spent the days crying until she had no more

of this precious life she had nurtured inside her. It felt

torn in half.

to herself, “I’m so sorry, baby. Mommy’s so sorry. I don’t know If I’ll ever be able to see you in this life

following day, Alyssa dragged her tired body out of bed. She then cleaned hersell up before going downstairs, so no one could tell she had

favorites for breakfast. Have some before you go.” Lyla came over to greet her, still in an apron. Her heart

on the way out.” Alyssa gave her a kind smile in return. “I need to

in

“I’ll pack some for Sean

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