Can’t Win Me Back by Ginger Sue

Chapter 145

That incident had caused Alyssa pain for a very long time,

Two years ago, she lost her child in an accident. Since then, she had been consistently avoiding shops that sold infant products.

She stayed away whenever the lople of children came up. She couldn’t even stop herself from breaking down when bables appeared on television

It was Christmas Eve, and she had driven to the beach with Newton as they wanted to look at the snow displays there. They had a car accident on the way there.

However, Alyssa had saved him first before checking on her own lojales. They were rushed to the hospital soon after.

At that point in time, the rest of the Becketts had gone overseas to celebrate, whereas Jasper had joined Liana for a holiday.

Alyssa had withstood the immense pain in her belly while waiting for Ben to turn up. She ended up collapsing, thoroughly exhausted.

“Madam Alice, you’re bleedingl

She vaguely remembered bleeding profusely down there, the warm sensation bringing with it a deep terror. Only then did she realize she had been pregnant, Later, they found out she had been pregnant for two months. 1

But she had been stripped of the chance to be a mother before she’d even seen the child. It was hers and Jasper’s child.

away!” Ben had frantically pulled out his phone, but Alyssa stopped him before he

“Jasper he doesn’t know. He’d just get mad at me if he knew. So

Alyssa clutched her belly as if the pain from

formed a protective

bring it

should feel happy for the child, really,” Alyssa rasped, a bitter smile surfacing on her face. “Better to stay away from a lifetime of witnessing its parents‘ broken marriage and never getting its father’s

any sleep that

remained curled up in bed until morning, trying to hold onto her

child, she spent the days crying until she had no more tears

the slaughters of war but not the loss of this precious life

torn in half.

to herself, “I’m so sorry, baby. Mommy’s so sorry. I don’t know If I’ll ever be able to see you in this

cleaned hersell up before going downstairs, so no one could tell

go.” Lyla came over to

up for me, please? I’ll eat on the way out.” Alyssa gave her a kind smile in return. “I need to attend a board

hotel in

bearned. “I’ll pack some

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