Can’t Win Me Back by Ginger Sue

Alyssa understood what Lauren was trying to say. She let out an awkward cough.

It had already been a while since Alyssa was married and had a long-term partner. So, she wasn't too embarrassed to talk about the matters in the bedroom.

She asked in a serious voice, "Lauren, are you ready to become a mother?"

"A... mother?" Lauren was taken aback. She felt as if this word was far from her grasp.

To be frank, she wasn't ready.

She even felt like she was not yet an adult. Moreover, she had a condition. She wasn't even sure if her children would be affected.

That said, she knew that Landon yearned to start a family with her.

Each time they made love, when he was at his climax, he would mumble in her ear, "Let's start a family. Lauren, Let's have a few children. Doesn't matter if they're boys or girls. I will love them as long as they're yours."

A conflicted look came across Lauren's face. "I. haven't thought about that. Do you plan to bear children for Jasper, Alyssa?"

sword that stabbed through

Jasper,

became hoarse and tense as she suppressed the pain of regret. "But that doesn't mean that we must have children. It's enough for me as long as I can grow old together

truly felt. Moreover, she was physically

this tugged at Lauren's

I don't really want

other. This was a rare occasion when she spoke her true thoughts. "I'm afraid that my children will inherit my condition. I

have kids, I won't be able to focus on my art. When Mom used to raise Betty and me, we

your thoughts

her head immediately. "Landon wants to have children. He loves kids. I don't want to disappoint

her, the more heartbroken she felt. How many more heartfelt thoughts did

of the day, Angelina was still Landon's employee. There were some things that Lauren just couldn't express to her no matter how

about having children was out of

would be overstepping if she tried to have a say