Chasing His Betrayed Luna by KiKi Jones

1. Wanna-be Luna

AURELIA

"Look at me." He grunted out an order, sending shivers down my spine as he slammed into me like a beast.

"Look into my eyes, mate!" Another order came and this time, I obeyed him even though it was hard to fight against the need to let my eyes roll to the back of my skull while he tore me apart with every thrust.

I looked into the mesmerizing gray pair of eyes that I had come to love. I felt every part of him sinking into me roughly and pleasure and pain accompanied each thrust. For some minutes, the pleasure outweighed the pain but my body still recognized the pain my mate... the man I loved with every bone in my body was causing me while he chased after his pleasure.

Despite the dull discomfort between my legs, I still found myself moaning when my mate drove himself into me the minute our gazes locked, "Alpha." I itched to cry out his name. I wished I could give in to my desire, let my fingers sink into his dirty blond hair, and guide his head downwards until our lips lock in sync as well.

Oh, how I wished.

Yet, I dare not.

In fact, I couldn't, not when my hands were pinned above my head and definitely not when my mate jerked above me, releasing his seeds into me as he came down from his high.

"Mmh mm..." I winced not because of the rough sex that seemed to have ended but because once again, I had been denied the pleasure of experiencing an orgasm by the one man I would do anything to please.

Alpha. My

my everything. He was Raiden. My

but

was allowed to be in with Alpha Raiden. Like an emotionless sex toy, I stared at the white ceiling

three years ago after our wedding ceremony. "I don't need you anywhere else but here. Do I make myself clear?" "Yes, Raiden. I won't be-" I had begun to respond with excitement and

snarled ferociously,

bed as I watched the man I had loved for years stare down at me with nothing but disgust. The kind that I had never seen in his eyes before. "Never say my name, mate! I'm Alpha to you and don't go about

give up on the beautiful mate bond that the moon goddess had blessed me

so I thought he would one day understand that

hoping that I would be able to prove that I

Huh!

he needs me as his mate yet it's been three years of no kiss and three years of little to no emotional connection between my mate and

always hate you." A tiny voice inside my head

No.

He was just angry about the fact that he had to mate with the lowest wolf in the pack. He was stuck with an orphan and to top it all, this orphan couldn't shift or access her wolf yet he

more than anyone in the