Chasing His Betrayed Luna by KiKi Jones

4. Stormy Blue Eyes

ALPHA RAIDEN

I could feel rage still boiling inside of me even though several hours had passed since the woman I was forced to marry and mate with tried to sever the same bond that I sacrificed my happiness to create.

The nerve of her!

Who does she think she is?

Some goddess in charge?

Tsk...

My eyes caught the dark sky of the night as I emptied another shot of the strongest tequila in my bar, kinda hoping that it would kill my anger and stabilize my spiraling emotions but drinking didn't help me. Within a few minutes, I was drunk yet I didn't stop drinking. "Why am I still sensing anger from you, Raid." The soothing voice of the woman my heart beat for, echoed through the bar and my eyes eagerly searched for the beauty of her face. "Don't tell me you are drunk because of her."

I couldn't stop myself from smiling sheepishly when Larisa's face popped before mine. She left to meet up with her old friends a few hours after the woman I was forced to marry vexed me. I might be drunk but I could still see discomfort and a bit of jealousy flashing through my Larisa's eyes.

"Not entirely, Isa, I'm angry though. She vexed me." I said to her, turning around on my high bar stool to pull Larisa in between my legs.

She stood tall like a glass of wine, her elbows resting on my thigh, "Same difference, Raid. I fear that you don't want me here nor do you need me. Perhaps coming back after all these years is a mistake-"

know I have missed you? I have spent the last few years trying to find and bring you back home. Why would you call this a

heart clenched painfully. I thought Larisa's return would heal my broken heart. I thought she would be happy with me now that I had become the Alpha. I had the power and authority to protect her now unlike three

"I do not love

mine for what I assumed

have ever loved and I have never stopped loving you, babe. You're the one who means the world to me." I voiced those words slurrily, my sight getting blurry as the alcohol I had consumed began to kick in fast. "I still

wrong, Isa? Talk to me, Please." I was worried about her...

She was my biggest desire and having

a few steps back

that if Larisa had been around, I wouldn't have had any cause to drink. She would have relieved me of the anger

day with a broken heart, Raid. It was hard to survive without you but I knew better than to be in the way of your duties as the Alpha. You didn't need me around to be a great Alpha and

talking like that, Isa. I didn't need her then and I don't need her now. You and I would have led the pack better.

tears rolling down her pretty cheeks, "Then why are you so angry about the fact that she

a good enough answer. I could have just told Larisa that I was keeping Aurelia around because I had already created a bond with her and breaking that bond would be risky. It would kill me and my wolf but I didn't tell Larisa that for some unknown reasons. Perhaps I

her, Raid. I don't want you to become weak because of me. All I want is to stay by your side, be with you, and make up for the lost years.

that too. I want that

Raiden." Larisa countered and I shook my head, hating that I couldn't open my heart to her and show her just how much I wanted her. "I

my hands as she said, "It would give us time to know what we actually want. I also don't want to cause any problems for you. You know where to find

respond before she walked away and out of my mansion. I yearned to rush after her but my heart tightened,