Chasing His Betrayed Luna by KiKi Jones

39. Happy Family

ALPHA RAIDEN

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Larisa didn't return to my mansion that day and while a part of me felt relieved that she had gone back to her dad's home, a bigger part of me felt like I was the asshole Aurelia and Lex had been calling me.

I shouldn't have treated Larisa like that and while it was a good choice to reject her body because I didn't want her, perhaps I could have found a better and less insulting way to do it. And Aurelia?

Nothing could ever make up for the way I treated her in the past. She made me realize I wasn't as perfect as I thought I was. I said I hated bullies but I bullied Aurelia emotionally for the three years she stayed married to me.... Until I literally slapped her with divorce papers, running into the arms of Larisa... who I had been treating poorly as well.

Maybe I was under a curse- To never love any woman like they deserved to be loved.

"Curse? Hell no! You're just plain stupid." Lex countered my thought even though I was already feeling like shit.

He added, "You shouldn't feel like shit." He emphasized the word feel and continued, "You're shit. Own it, asshole."

"You look like shit, Alpha. Is everything alright?" Andrew asked, emphasizing Lex's words even though he couldn't have heard my wolf.

We were both sitting in the pack's general office after dismissing a meeting with the council of Elders and of course, Nolan was there, shooting daggers at me all through the meeting. I assumed his daughter already told him about what happened between us last night and he most likely despised me even more than he did after the dinner we had.

"Everything sucks and you know it," I confessed to Andrew, closing my eyes in hopes that I'd feel a sense of peace even if it was for a mere second but Aurelia's face popped into my head, stealing my peace.

asked with interest, "Is

it's both,

be a better man and Alpha, I might as well start owning up to my mistakes and feelings. I was in love with Aurelia but I didn't deserve her and Larisa was still in love with me as seen

confused about how you feel about both women?" Andrew asked me, his beta senses kicking

think before voicing my response with conviction, "I'm not confused, Drew. I know I love Aurelia. I've been in

childhood love to realize that." He completed for me. "Or you were probably just

sense when Andrew described it like that but it also made me

the dinner with Larisa's parents. "Larisa also despises me. She didn't return home yesterday and I haven't heard from her all

were searching for her? About Larisa, we both know she will come around soon. It's left to you to decide how you want to end the long relationship you have been maintaining with

I replied, utterly

idea but isn't that what I've been doing these past few years? Tsk!. "I don't want to keep leading Larisa on but telling her I no longer love her will break her, Drew. She still means so much to me even though my heart beats for

just random? She was alone and an easy target

would be questioned but she would be fine." Andrew advised me and I

I'll be here

left me confused. How I wished I could be told how to make amends

my friend

for the finals that would be happening tomorrow. I decided to

sighted Aurelia in a

also stepped into sight holding the familiar little girl who kept screaming, "Look at me.