Chasing His Betrayed Luna by KiKi Jones

39. Happy Family

ALPHA RAIDEN

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Larisa didn't return to my mansion that day and while a part of me felt relieved that she had gone back to her dad's home, a bigger part of me felt like I was the asshole Aurelia and Lex had been calling me.

I shouldn't have treated Larisa like that and while it was a good choice to reject her body because I didn't want her, perhaps I could have found a better and less insulting way to do it. And Aurelia?

Nothing could ever make up for the way I treated her in the past. She made me realize I wasn't as perfect as I thought I was. I said I hated bullies but I bullied Aurelia emotionally for the three years she stayed married to me.... Until I literally slapped her with divorce papers, running into the arms of Larisa... who I had been treating poorly as well.

Maybe I was under a curse- To never love any woman like they deserved to be loved.

"Curse? Hell no! You're just plain stupid." Lex countered my thought even though I was already feeling like shit.

He added, "You shouldn't feel like shit." He emphasized the word feel and continued, "You're shit. Own it, asshole."

"You look like shit, Alpha. Is everything alright?" Andrew asked, emphasizing Lex's words even though he couldn't have heard my wolf.

We were both sitting in the pack's general office after dismissing a meeting with the council of Elders and of course, Nolan was there, shooting daggers at me all through the meeting. I assumed his daughter already told him about what happened between us last night and he most likely despised me even more than he did after the dinner we had.

"Everything sucks and you know it," I confessed to Andrew, closing my eyes in hopes that I'd feel a sense of peace even if it was for a mere second but Aurelia's face popped into my head, stealing my peace.

with interest, "Is this about Aurelia

both,

I might as well start owning up to my mistakes and feelings. I was in love with Aurelia but I didn't deserve

feel about both women?" Andrew asked me, his beta senses kicking

confused, Drew. I know I love Aurelia.

for me. "Or you were probably just longing for what you were used to because

but it also made me look like the victim which

the long argument I had with Aurelia after the dinner with Larisa's parents. "Larisa also despises me. She didn't return home yesterday and I

me in disbelief. "Who could have tried to kill Aurelia while you were searching for her? About Larisa, we both know she will come around soon. It's left to you to decide how you want to end the long relationship you have been

I

idea but isn't that what I've been doing these past few years? Tsk!. "I don't want to keep leading Larisa on but telling her I no longer love her will break her, Drew. She still means so much to me even though my heart

just random? She was

but she would be fine." Andrew advised me and I nodded but he wasn't done yet. He continued, "Aurelia will leave soon, Raiden. You either get her

be here to

confused. How I wished I could be told how to make amends with Aurelia and how to end

my friend and we both left the

the finals that would be happening tomorrow.

I sighted Aurelia in a

the familiar little girl who kept screaming, "Look at me. I can throw Kyle over my shoulder could hear her excitement