Chasing His Betrayed Luna by KiKi Jones

65. Larisa's POV (5)

LARISA'S POV

After tending to Aurelia's abomination alone all night, I decided to visit Raiden without taking care of my appearance. I thought it would be good for my plans if he saw me looking haggard... I thought his heart would beat for me again if he realized that I was under a lot of stress because of his missing son...

Which was true even though it wasn't in the same sense.

"... I'm putting you on the resting list though..."

Those words were a testament to the fact that he still cared about me... that he still saw the good in me and that I was happy. I got carried away by the love I had always carried in my heart for him and I hugged him, kissing his neck even though his skin reeks. He clearly hasn't showered today.

Yet I loved him.

"I have missed you, Raid. I've missed us." I sighed, inhaling his musky scent as I held him, hoping that he would wrap his arms around me as well.

But Raiden tried to push me away instead of holding me.

"Larisa." He called my full name despite knowing that I didn't like hearing it from him.

I preferred him calling me Isa.

just hold me for two minutes, Raid? I'm hurting

picture and the twins were far from being a threat to

muttered close to my ears, "We need to

your arms, my love. Can we talk later?" I mumbled, closing my eyes to enjoy the

If he treats me better and makes me happier, I might return Kyle to Aurelia and have her leave

Oh, dear goddess! Today must be a

back just enough to gaze into his eyes, "Are you about to tell me to stop looking for

you can stop looking for my son since he is a bother to you." He pushed me off him, turning his back to me but that didn't stop me from

He raised

The man I love and will be spending forever with has two kids with his ex and he has been acting like I'm just supposed to be okay with that. You haven't even marked me. What's the assurance that you would mark me and crown my efforts by making me your woman? That's all I have ever desired. Being yours,

"Larisa-"

I want you to

didn't want

"Since when do we care about the moon goddess arrangement? You know we are meant for each other and that's all that matters." Raiden hit my heart with an invisible sledgehammer as he uttered with conviction, "I don't know, Larisa. We made

voiced that question fearfully. "Are you br-breaking

Raiden and I had been in a relationship and to be honest, I don't think what we have could pass for a romantic relationship... not after Aurelia's return. "It's time we let it go, Isa. Please understand that you mean a lot to me but

love me." I heard him but I refused to understand

Raiden swept the floor off my

wished those were fake but they were fucking real. He was making me cry without remorse. "No!"

the pack from where his parents sent me. In fact, I sealed his love for me with everything I learned while