Chasing His Kickass Luna Back by Jane Above Story

#Chapter 31: Tiffany Tells All
Abby

I feel him tense the moment the words leave my mouth. I want to take them back as silence stretches

between us. He doesn’t seem to know what to say, and I avoid looking up at him. His hand falls off my

shoulder.

“No, but I’m guessing you do if you’re bringing it up.”

“I mean, maybe a little.”

He removes his arm from around my shoulder and moves to the side. I sit up and turn to look at him.

Maybe this wasn’t the best idea. There’s a blank look on his face, and I can tell he’s trying to hide his

emotions from me. It doesn’t take a genius to guess that I hurt his feelings.

I force myself not to play it off. This is something that’s been bothering me for a while now. If we’re

going to get married, we need to be able to talk about it.

“Go on,” he says.

I swallow. “I just… I feel like we don’t try new things,” I blurt out. “Everything is always the same. It feels

like we’re just going through the motions, working toward the end goal, when we should be passionate

and loving.”

“So you’re saying I’m not good at sex?” Adam asks, his voice beginning to sound a bit defensive.

I shake my head. “No, not at all!” I reassure him. I reach for him, but he pulls away, and I swallow

again. “I’m just saying that I’d like to try new things with you. I… I don’t know. Go d, I wanna feel like I’m

in a movie sometimes! Like you just can’t keep your hands off of me! I want to feel wanted, like I’m

really yours, you know?”

Adam frowns and folds his arms across his chest. “No, I don’t know,” he says. “I thought that our sex

life was perfectly fine, and now you’re saying that it’s not good enough.”

“It’s not that it’s not good enough,” I say. “I just worry that we’re gonna get married, and we’ll turn into

one of those old married couples who never touch each other.

There’s a long, palpable silence between us. Both of us can only stare at each other incredulously

before Adam finally speaks up. When he does, I can feel my heart sink.

“I don’t know what you want me to say,” he bites out, his jaw tense.

I wring my hands. “I just think maybe our sex life isn’t as exciting as it could be. And sex is really

important to me, so…”

“Wow, okay.” He stands up before I can finish, crossing his arms over his chest. I look up at him. This

couldn’t be going any worse. “I didn’t realize I was such a bore.”

“I didn’t say that.”

He shakes his head. “You didn’t have to.”

“Come on, don’t take it personally.”

“How am I supposed to take it?” he yells, making me jump. I don’t think I’ve ever heard him yell before,

I clearly struck

say. “I’m just trying to tell you how I feel. We should be

about these sorts

and stalks out of the room, grabbing his jacket

follow him. He puts on his

say, reaching for him.

you later,” he says. He can’t seem to

…

into the booth across from her. We’re having another

need of them lately, and luckily Leah is almost

Chloe was too tired after work, but she made me promise to

make a good Sex on The Beach here,” she says,

gulp down some of my sangria. “I can’t stand them,”

have questionable

a dry laugh.

only do I still need to deal with the whole Karl and John situation, but I haven’t

hurt his feelings,

a little frustrated. Is he going to leave me over one

grow and grow until I started to resent

thinking so intensely about over there?” Leah asks, her eyebrows raised.

my shoulders. “Work stuff. Men

going

head and drink more. “Why does everything have to

the energy to juggle Karl and Adam and my

s hit out. Your restaurant

something with Adam? I thought things were peachy. Aside from the whole

thing.”

brought that up to

forward. “Something tells

could use

I really hurt

head. “Oh, you

I

“What a prima donna.”

the as shole here? Should I have

the good guy, but you’re not the bad guy either. Sometimes you have

Leah is the queen of those who can’t do, teach. She’s never had

she gives the

I

“So, should I apologize?”

you shouldn’t apologize for being honest about

always take stuff about their performance in bed

anything about his

“You implied it.”

and groan. “G od,

bed,” Leah says. “And he’s

not true,” I respond. “Adam is great. He’s

as I

what else about him do you really like?” Leah asks. “What do you guys share aside

industry?”

now that I think

to read.

for brunch and

answer is nothing,” Leah says with

“I never said that.”

her, my vision slightly blurred from rubbing

did.”

I give a half laugh.

bit. He’ll come around. He probably just needs some time to

over himself

“And if he doesn’t?”

he’s not the one for

I nod. “You’re right.”