#Chapter 45: Bad Taste
Abby
“Adam… Are you cheating on me?”
The anticipation of what Adam is about to say feels like a giant pit in my stomach. He stares down at
his hands, his fingers worrying each other in the dim light of the bar.
“Abby,” his voice starts with a tremor, “I’m not cheating on you. I would never do something like that.
Not to anyone, and especially not to you.”
The sound of the soft jazz music I’ve got playing on the speakers almost seems to die down, replaced
by a poignant silence. I’m a little relieved, but not completely. In an odd way, I think that I almost wish
he was cheating on me. It would make things easier. But now, I think that it must only be an even more
complicated explanation, and whatever it is, I’m not sure if I’m ready for it.
“What is it, then?” I ask. Every fiber of my being is attuned to him, waiting.
Adam hesitates for a moment, raking a hand through his hair, a gesture I’ve come to associate with his
nervousness.
“I’m not into women.”
His words crash over me like a tidal wave. I struggle to keep my composure, trying to grasp what he’s
just admitted. My mind goes blank, and then rushes in with a barrage of thoughts.
Confusion, hurt, and disbelief lead the charge.
“You’re… g ay, Adam? And you knew all this time?”
Adam nods slowly. I feel like I’m drowning. “You knew all this time, and yet you still put a ring on my
finger,” I murmur, shaking my head in disbelief. This has got to be some kind of sick dream. “Why did
you get together with me so quickly, then?”
After a moment of tense pause, Adam speaks. “I got together with you so quickly because…” He sighs,
his voice barely above a whisper. “…It made my family happy. It was a way to keep my secret buried
deep.”
lump forms in my throat. Tears well up, threatening to
you do this to me, of
a shaky breath, his gaze filled with remorse. “It wasn’t
from my family was suffocating. Being with you,
But as things
lie. A lie I trapped myself
away
fair,” he murmurs. “And I know it’s s hitty of me. I realize
guess throughout our relationship, I just kept telling
I wasn’t sexually attracted to you, you made me
over the other stuff and just
me happy.”
two of us in
as I want to rage at him, I find
society can wrap around someone, chaining them
expectations and norms.
so, so sorry,
any of this. I care about you, deeply. But not in the way you should be cared for. Not in
romantic way you deserve.”
my eyes, trying to stem the tears. “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
go
glistening, mirroring my own emotions. “Fear,”
the one person who made
all weighs on me. “So, all this time, every touch, every moment, was
a lie.
offer you the kind
can’t help but feel a pang of sympathy. Here is a man, torn and twisted by
But at
between us. The distant
away. I feel like I’m trapped in a
thinking, my fingers slide to the engagement ring
love that wasn’t truly mine. With tears blurring my vision, I
gesture not
once treasured ring
same pain I feel.
and I can tell he’s struggling with
ring towards him,
belong to me anymore.”
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