#Chapter 45: Bad Taste
Abby
“Adam… Are you cheating on me?”
The anticipation of what Adam is about to say feels like a giant pit in my stomach. He stares down at
his hands, his fingers worrying each other in the dim light of the bar.
“Abby,” his voice starts with a tremor, “I’m not cheating on you. I would never do something like that.
Not to anyone, and especially not to you.”
The sound of the soft jazz music I’ve got playing on the speakers almost seems to die down, replaced
by a poignant silence. I’m a little relieved, but not completely. In an odd way, I think that I almost wish
he was cheating on me. It would make things easier. But now, I think that it must only be an even more
complicated explanation, and whatever it is, I’m not sure if I’m ready for it.
“What is it, then?” I ask. Every fiber of my being is attuned to him, waiting.
Adam hesitates for a moment, raking a hand through his hair, a gesture I’ve come to associate with his
nervousness.
“I’m not into women.”
His words crash over me like a tidal wave. I struggle to keep my composure, trying to grasp what he’s
just admitted. My mind goes blank, and then rushes in with a barrage of thoughts.
Confusion, hurt, and disbelief lead the charge.
“You’re… g ay, Adam? And you knew all this time?”
Adam nods slowly. I feel like I’m drowning. “You knew all this time, and yet you still put a ring on my
finger,” I murmur, shaking my head in disbelief. This has got to be some kind of sick dream. “Why did
you get together with me so quickly, then?”
After a moment of tense pause, Adam speaks. “I got together with you so quickly because…” He sighs,
his voice barely above a whisper. “…It made my family happy. It was a way to keep my secret buried
deep.”
Tears well up, threatening to spill. “But why me, Adam?” I croak
to me, of all the people in the
his gaze filled with remorse. “It wasn’t planned, Abby. When we
from my family was suffocating. Being with you, it gave me an escape.
felt genuine. But
lie
I mutter, blinking away the tears that threaten to
he murmurs. “And
just kept telling myself that I could be happy
you made me
other stuff and just spend my life
me happy.”
the two of us in our bubble of truth
want to rage at him, I find myself
understanding of the chains society can wrap
expectations and norms.
words tumbling out. “I’m so, so sorry, Abby. I’ve
about you, deeply. But not in the way you should be cared
romantic way you deserve.”
eyes, trying to
in my voice. “Why let it go on for so long
own emotions. “Fear,” he chokes out. “I was afraid of
person
all this time,
“No, not a lie. Distorted, yes.
couldn’t offer you the
help but feel a pang of sympathy. Here is a man, torn and twisted by societal
find his place. But at my
us. The distant sounds of people passing by on the street
but it all sounds so far away. I
slide to the engagement ring
truly mine. With tears blurring my vision,
finality of the gesture not lost on
open my palm, displaying the once treasured ring to Adam.
same pain I feel.
and I can tell he’s struggling
ring towards him, my tears now streaming down my face. “It
belong to me anymore.”
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