#Chapter 45: Bad Taste
Abby
“Adam… Are you cheating on me?”
The anticipation of what Adam is about to say feels like a giant pit in my stomach. He stares down at
his hands, his fingers worrying each other in the dim light of the bar.
“Abby,” his voice starts with a tremor, “I’m not cheating on you. I would never do something like that.
Not to anyone, and especially not to you.”
The sound of the soft jazz music I’ve got playing on the speakers almost seems to die down, replaced
by a poignant silence. I’m a little relieved, but not completely. In an odd way, I think that I almost wish
he was cheating on me. It would make things easier. But now, I think that it must only be an even more
complicated explanation, and whatever it is, I’m not sure if I’m ready for it.
“What is it, then?” I ask. Every fiber of my being is attuned to him, waiting.
Adam hesitates for a moment, raking a hand through his hair, a gesture I’ve come to associate with his
nervousness.
“I’m not into women.”
His words crash over me like a tidal wave. I struggle to keep my composure, trying to grasp what he’s
just admitted. My mind goes blank, and then rushes in with a barrage of thoughts.
Confusion, hurt, and disbelief lead the charge.
“You’re… g ay, Adam? And you knew all this time?”
Adam nods slowly. I feel like I’m drowning. “You knew all this time, and yet you still put a ring on my
finger,” I murmur, shaking my head in disbelief. This has got to be some kind of sick dream. “Why did
you get together with me so quickly, then?”
After a moment of tense pause, Adam speaks. “I got together with you so quickly because…” He sighs,
his voice barely above a whisper. “…It made my family happy. It was a way to keep my secret buried
deep.”
lump forms in my throat. Tears well up, threatening to spill. “But why me, Adam?”
me, of all the people
takes a shaky breath, his gaze filled with remorse. “It wasn’t planned, Abby. When we met,
from my family was suffocating. Being with you, it gave me an
they all felt genuine. But as
lie. A lie
sick. “That’s not fair,” I mutter, blinking away
he murmurs. “And I know it’s s hitty of me.
relationship, I just kept telling myself that I
attracted to you, you made me laugh and smile and
other stuff and just spend my
me happy.”
and it’s just the two of us in our
want to rage at him, I find myself filled
society can
expectations and norms.
so sorry, Abby. I’ve
any of this. I care about you, deeply. But not in
romantic way you deserve.”
of my hand into my eyes, trying
pain evident in my voice. “Why let it go on
eyes are glistening, mirroring my own emotions. “Fear,” he chokes out.
losing the one person who made
weighs on me. “So, all this
lie. Distorted, yes. But I’ve cherished our
you the kind of
feel a pang of sympathy. Here is a man, torn
find his place. But at my expense? The juxtaposition
between us. The distant sounds
it all sounds so far away. I
engagement ring on my finger.
that wasn’t truly mine. With
of the gesture
my palm, displaying the once treasured ring to Adam. He looks down, his eyes reflecting
same pain I feel.
racks, and I can
him, my tears now streaming
belong to me anymore.”
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