#Chapter 45: Bad Taste
Abby
“Adam… Are you cheating on me?”
The anticipation of what Adam is about to say feels like a giant pit in my stomach. He stares down at
his hands, his fingers worrying each other in the dim light of the bar.
“Abby,” his voice starts with a tremor, “I’m not cheating on you. I would never do something like that.
Not to anyone, and especially not to you.”
The sound of the soft jazz music I’ve got playing on the speakers almost seems to die down, replaced
by a poignant silence. I’m a little relieved, but not completely. In an odd way, I think that I almost wish
he was cheating on me. It would make things easier. But now, I think that it must only be an even more
complicated explanation, and whatever it is, I’m not sure if I’m ready for it.
“What is it, then?” I ask. Every fiber of my being is attuned to him, waiting.
Adam hesitates for a moment, raking a hand through his hair, a gesture I’ve come to associate with his
nervousness.
“I’m not into women.”
His words crash over me like a tidal wave. I struggle to keep my composure, trying to grasp what he’s
just admitted. My mind goes blank, and then rushes in with a barrage of thoughts.
Confusion, hurt, and disbelief lead the charge.
“You’re… g ay, Adam? And you knew all this time?”
Adam nods slowly. I feel like I’m drowning. “You knew all this time, and yet you still put a ring on my
finger,” I murmur, shaking my head in disbelief. This has got to be some kind of sick dream. “Why did
you get together with me so quickly, then?”
After a moment of tense pause, Adam speaks. “I got together with you so quickly because…” He sighs,
his voice barely above a whisper. “…It made my family happy. It was a way to keep my secret buried
deep.”
my throat. Tears well up, threatening to spill. “But why me, Adam?” I croak out.
you do this to me, of all the people in the
gaze filled with remorse. “It wasn’t planned, Abby. When we met,
Being with you, it gave me an
all felt genuine. But as things
lie. A lie I trapped
fair,” I mutter, blinking away the tears that threaten to come. “You toyed
know it’s not fair,” he murmurs. “And I know
I just kept telling myself that I could be happy with
you made me laugh and smile
thought that I could get over the other stuff and just spend my life with
me happy.”
bar around us fades, and it’s just the two of us
as I want to rage at him, I find myself filled with a strange understanding.
of the chains society can wrap around
expectations and norms.
words tumbling out. “I’m so, so sorry, Abby. I’ve been
But not in the way you should be cared for. Not in
romantic way you deserve.”
of my hand into my eyes, trying to stem the tears. “Why
pain evident in my voice. “Why let it go on for so long without so much as a
eyes are glistening, mirroring my own emotions. “Fear,” he
person who
“So, all this time, every
not a lie. Distorted, yes. But
the kind of love you
of sympathy. Here
place. But at my
The distant
ears, but it all sounds so far away. I feel like I’m trapped in a vacuum
to the engagement ring on my finger. The cool
love that wasn’t truly mine. With tears blurring
the gesture
open my palm, displaying the once treasured ring to Adam.
same pain I feel.
His voice c racks, and I can tell he’s struggling with his
towards him, my tears now streaming
belong to me anymore.”
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