Chapter 125

“Shh my love, I could never kill you, you are mine! Have I not done you a favor? You did say yourself that you hated her!” He knelt down to my level with me and pulled my head into his torso gently, wrapping his naked arms around my back. I didn’t pull away, I simply continued to cry, resting my check on his naked chest, his heart hammered steadily down my ear which told me he really didn’t care what he had done, he was calm and collected. “Your life can get so much better, if you just accepted me. I can take care of you now. You have no one else left but me, I promise you, my love, I’m not going anywhere.”

He was right… I was so alone. Nick had turned his back on me, he was more interested in his mate than anything else, it was the exact same with Erin, my little brother Freddie was a lot safer without me, I would just cause him more pain and trouble if I stayed around him, And Lewis… he probably never felt the way I did, and he had probably already forgotten all about me, he lost everything he ever knew because of me, for all I know as soon as he left he’d cast me aside, knowing that he too was better off away from me, even so, I would never accept the kings mark, but maybe if I tried to let him in, I wouldn’t loose anyone else, maybe no one else would be in danger of him again.

“I can’t let you mark me.” I whispered through sobs and sniffles. The king grip became slightly tighter but he still remained somewhat calm, it was a side of him that I had never seen before.

“Then for now, just let me take care of you. Let me love you and in time you will come to love me.” I didn’t have it in me to argue, I swallowed thickly and continued to sob into him while my own hands wrapped around his toned back. I was seeking comfort from the one person who had shown me everything but reassurance, I was seeking consolation in the form of my moms killer, in my torturer, but for some reason it was the only thing I could think of to do, it made me feel sick to my stomach, but it also felt right. I hated myself so so much, but I needed someone to tell me that everything was going to be ok, and his grace was right, I had no one else.

Maybe becoming the kings mate was my punishment. Maybe I deserved everything I had received so far.

was clouded by a thick fog. I kept seeing my mothers body lying in a lake of her own blood, and her lifeless eyes staring at me. I kept replaying the last thing I had said to her over and over in my mind, on a constant loop. I kept imagining the kings wolf attacking her and the unfathomable fear she must have felt knowing her life was about to end, and because of everything in my

murderous arms, I had never felt so uncomfortable in my entire existence, but I also felt as if maybe I did belong with him. Maybe we

“Let’s g

do we?” King Josh spoke quietly as he began to carry me away, his stance held nothing but pride, all the while I remained crying, now quietly as most of my

were

My eyes

shimmering light caught my line of sight, it peaked my curiosity, but no one else had seemed to

I would be lucky enough to never

Do you

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