Chapter 44 Confessions

I knew he was about to kiss me, which surprised me. It wasn’t just that only Lucas kissed me a few times when we were kids; it was also me not thinking he would like me like a woman. Actually, it wasn’t against my will at all, unless he was serious about it, which I knew he wouldn’t. But at the last minute, Gemma’s furious face appeared in my mind, and I stepped away from him.

“What’s wrong?” He asked.

“We can’t do this, Gideon.”

“Why? We both want it, so what is the problem?”

“Because,” I sighed. “First, you have Gemma, and second, the least that I want right now is to have my heart broken.

He rolled his eyes. Then he looked back at me.

“First, Gemma isn’t my girlfriend, and she knows that, too.”

I looked at him suddenly.

“It didn’t seem like that, not to mention when you introduced her to me as your girlfriend.”

He sighed in disbelief.

“I lied to you. I just wanted you to stay away from me, which I can’t regret mo

more.

“Despite that, you sleep with her.” I think I couldn’t hide my pain of remembering the sounds of their having sex.

He crossed his arms, while looked at the ground.

“I don’t care about her. I’m not fancy having sex with her either. She actually annoys me, and I can’t stand her being near to me anymore.”

1 smiled unhappily while I looked at him.

“So you want another fack toy? Don’t count on me.”

He looked at me suddenly and frowned,

“Alice, I never been a good guy. I used women as my fuck toys, like you said, unless I got bored with them, and I moved on to the next one. The women that I liked were perfect whores, who doesn’t think or cook, who just gets me horny in seconds, then let me do to them whatever I want.”

information I never wanted to

with you, it’s

the last sentence of him made me

know what you just said is a typical crap that men say to women who they want to have

at the ceiling for

I would love that, but I’m

t you.”

deep

just turns me on more, I can wait. I don’t

me, but I like you. I’m sorry if I made you scared or I hurt you. I know I don’t deserve a woman like you, but I like you. More than I ever thought I could like a woman. Just

at me, still sad, but when our gazes met,

partes, he kept me close, and he caressed

you, I

him as an

I said,

ago,

at the

is nice and sumy outside. I think I will

nevebrow.

He raised an

“Swimming before training?”

I nodded.

“We just ate.”

got free from my embrace.

as 1 walked

of what happened earlier. This feeling was so new to me,

it out, my attention moved to the bikinis that Mrs. Sullivan bought for me. When I saw them first, I thought she just wasted her money, as I would never wear them, but now,

finished, I watched myself in the mirror. I had no problem with my body. The long years of training were visible, and that made me proud of my look. I smiled at the thought of this could be

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little while, that he hadn’t noticed as he laid comfortably on a sun lounger, enjoying the sun. He only turned his head to look at me when

glance at me made him impossible to hide his surprise, and his hungry eyes made

to

will swim.

problem?”

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