Cold Hearted Princess

Chapter 44 Confessions

I knew he was about to kiss me, which surprised me. It wasn’t just that only Lucas kissed me a few times when we were kids; it was also me not thinking he would like me like a woman. Actually, it wasn’t against my will at all, unless he was serious about it, which I knew he wouldn’t. But at the last minute, Gemma’s furious face appeared in my mind, and I stepped away from him.

“What’s wrong?” He asked.

“We can’t do this, Gideon.”

“Why? We both want it, so what is the problem?”

“Because,” I sighed. “First, you have Gemma, and second, the least that I want right now is to have my heart broken.

He rolled his eyes. Then he looked back at me.

“First, Gemma isn’t my girlfriend, and she knows that, too.”

I looked at him suddenly.

“It didn’t seem like that, not to mention when you introduced her to me as your girlfriend.”

He sighed in disbelief.

“I lied to you. I just wanted you to stay away from me, which I can’t regret mo

more.

“Despite that, you sleep with her.” I think I couldn’t hide my pain of remembering the sounds of their having sex.

He crossed his arms, while looked at the ground.

“I don’t care about her. I’m not fancy having sex with her either. She actually annoys me, and I can’t stand her being near to me anymore.”

1 smiled unhappily while I looked at him.

“So you want another fack toy? Don’t count on me.”

He looked at me suddenly and frowned,

“Alice, I never been a good guy. I used women as my fuck toys, like you said, unless I got bored with them, and I moved on to the next one. The women that I liked were perfect whores, who doesn’t think or cook, who just gets me horny in seconds, then let me do to them whatever I want.”

the ground. That was the information I never wanted to hear. I crossed my

you, it’s

sentence of

just said is a typical crap that men

the

would love

t you.”

a deep breath and

virgin. And even if it’s just turns

I’ve done everything wrong, and you have all the right to hate me, but I like you. I’m sorry if I made you scared or I hurt you. I know

ground, and watching him made me feel sorry for him. My inner voice told me he was honest. I didn’t know if I just wanted to believe him, or I was truly a fool, but after a brief hesitation, I moved closer to him. He looked at me, still sad, but when our gazes met, I forgot about everything. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I tiptoed to reach his lips with mine, but he was faster. He kissed me while he held me tight. Technically, that was my first kiss ever, so I let

close, and he caressed my

disappoint you, I

him

to train soon.” I said, breaking

ago, I’ll join

at

and sumy outside.

nevebrow.

He raised an

“Swimming before training?”

I nodded.

“We just ate.”

he slowly got free from my embrace. “Get your swimsuit.

smiled as

This feeling was so new

out, my attention moved to the bikinis that Mrs. Sullivan bought for me. When I saw them first, I thought she just wasted her money, as I would never wear them, but

I watched myself in the mirror. I had no problem with my body. The long years of training were visible, and that made me proud of my

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I arrived. I stared at his muscular body for a little while, that he hadn’t noticed as he laid comfortably on a sun lounger, enjoying the sun. He only turned his head to look at me when I arrived next to

hide

you want to

will swim. What

problem?”