Cold Hearted Princess

Chapter 76 Madness

Gideon

I sat in the bath, trying to calm down. My anger took the lead of me. I could not control my feelings and that made me mad at myself. I shouldn’t shout at her, and I shouldn’t behave like that

Being in a relationship, loving my partner, was new to me. The life that I lived before I got to know her wasn’t normal at all, and I was the one who told

her about it.

I remembered that guy from the funeral. I knew she loved me, and I didn’t think she’d cheat on me or she’d feel anything towards him, but still 1 wouldn’t have been at ease if they would have trained together. Probably, she felt the same.

And she indeed saw and heard a lot. I remembered when Gemma screamed just to let her know how much she enjoyed being with me in bed. I remembered her face when I saw her in the kitchen afterwards,

I shouldn’t have wondered why she was untrustful with me.

I got out of the bath, and after 1 dried myself and dressed, I went to bed. I knew I was going to apologise to her, but she needed to understand what kind of life I got to live. The morning could be the right time to have a conversation about it, I thought. Watching her space on the bed made me miss her from next to me. I tried to ignore my feelings, and I turned on my side. My wound hurt me a lot, but probably because I had a hard day, I fell asleep

Moon.

I had a bad dream. I dreamed about her. She left me for that boy. She told me she can’t live this life that I lived, so she was choosing the simple life with that guy.

I woke up confused. I looked around, and it took me a while to realise that it was only a dream. A dream was so intense I felt I needed to hug her. 1 needed to feel that she was really next to me. I tumed around to do that when I realised the place next to me was still empty.

I searched for the switch on the bedside lamp, which made my wound hurt a lot again. When I lit the lamp, I looked around. To realise I was still alone in the room made me feel heartbroken.

my arm ached a lot. The doctor gave

I left the room. First, I tried her old bedroom. I thought she would sleep there after our argument, but my heart sank to see her room empty. The next room I hoped to find her was the living room, but when I found no one

“Alice.” I shouted.

into the kitchen to find it empty as well. I punched the wall, then I checked the clock. It was three o’clock in the morning. She got up early

mind, which made me tremble with fear. I ran to the gym, and I checked the door. It was open. I held my head while I screamed. I

hands were shaking, and I called my father. He picked up the phone soon, but clearly I

voice.“Alice, Alice disappeared”

realized that as his

dad

did she go?

fuck’s sake, help me dad. We need to

and the guys.

unfamiliar feeling made my eyes wet. If she

about a half an hour for my dad to appear. My mum came with him. She hugged

moved first. Sloan and my mum tried to hold me back, telling me I wasn’t in that state, but I needed to find her. I argued with them, but finally they accepted the fact, I couldn’t stay and wait for our team to bring her

Chapter 76 Madness

punched him as an answer. My dad and Seth held me back from

her. She could catch a bus or a train to leave the city, or anyone was free to get her, as she

two for sure. It hurt so much; I felt like there was no meaning to anything anymore. Losing her made me feel like I was a pathetic example of a life being. I failed to protect her, and I couldn’t hate myself more for losing control of my feelings. For

at me when I cried her name. I shouted for her, but only Seth and my dad were present. They escorted me home and ensured my safety. Sloane and mum held me from

understand I couldn’t stay in my house, only waiting for the news. Riccardo wanted to kill her, and that rat was around as well.