Cold Hearted Princess

Chapter 76 Madness

Gideon

I sat in the bath, trying to calm down. My anger took the lead of me. I could not control my feelings and that made me mad at myself. I shouldn’t shout at her, and I shouldn’t behave like that

Being in a relationship, loving my partner, was new to me. The life that I lived before I got to know her wasn’t normal at all, and I was the one who told

her about it.

I remembered that guy from the funeral. I knew she loved me, and I didn’t think she’d cheat on me or she’d feel anything towards him, but still 1 wouldn’t have been at ease if they would have trained together. Probably, she felt the same.

And she indeed saw and heard a lot. I remembered when Gemma screamed just to let her know how much she enjoyed being with me in bed. I remembered her face when I saw her in the kitchen afterwards,

I shouldn’t have wondered why she was untrustful with me.

I got out of the bath, and after 1 dried myself and dressed, I went to bed. I knew I was going to apologise to her, but she needed to understand what kind of life I got to live. The morning could be the right time to have a conversation about it, I thought. Watching her space on the bed made me miss her from next to me. I tried to ignore my feelings, and I turned on my side. My wound hurt me a lot, but probably because I had a hard day, I fell asleep

Moon.

I had a bad dream. I dreamed about her. She left me for that boy. She told me she can’t live this life that I lived, so she was choosing the simple life with that guy.

I woke up confused. I looked around, and it took me a while to realise that it was only a dream. A dream was so intense I felt I needed to hug her. 1 needed to feel that she was really next to me. I tumed around to do that when I realised the place next to me was still empty.

I searched for the switch on the bedside lamp, which made my wound hurt a lot again. When I lit the lamp, I looked around. To realise I was still alone in the room made me feel heartbroken.

lot. The doctor gave me painkillers. Probably, the effect of them was gone

to see her room empty. The next room I hoped to find her was

“Alice.” I shouted.

kitchen to find it empty as well. I punched the wall, then I checked the clock. It was three o’clock in the morning.

ran to the gym, and I checked the door. It was open. I held my head while I screamed. I was

were shaking, and I called my father. He picked up the

disappeared” My voice trembled. I was on the edge of going mad, and

realized that as his voice

dad

did she

argument. She is out somewhere. For fuck’s sake, help me dad. We need to find her.

call Seth and the guys. We’ll

I slipped down against the wall, and an unfamiliar feeling made my eyes wet. If she will

to appear. My mum came with him. She hugged me and

and my mum tried to hold me back, telling me I wasn’t in that state, but I needed to find her. I argued with them, but finally they accepted the fact, I couldn’t stay and

Chapter 76 Madness

came to me to apologise, but I punched him as an answer. My dad and Seth held me back from

a bus or a train to leave the city, or anyone was free to get her,

station, and I held my head. My heart was broken into two for sure. It hurt so much; I felt like there was no meaning to anything anymore. Losing her made me feel like I was a pathetic example of a life being. I failed to protect her, and I couldn’t hate myself more for losing control of my feelings. For shouting at her.

don’t remember how long it took for them to pull me up from the ground. Probably the entire place looked at me when I cried her name. I shouted for her, but only Seth and my dad were present. They escorted me

was about an hour that I could spend with them, but I felt like I was going mad to just sit in there. I made them understand I couldn’t stay in my house, only waiting for the news. Riccardo wanted to kill her, and that rat was around as well. Finally, after they made sure I was mentally fine, they