Cold Hearted Princess

Chapter 76 Madness

Gideon

I sat in the bath, trying to calm down. My anger took the lead of me. I could not control my feelings and that made me mad at myself. I shouldn’t shout at her, and I shouldn’t behave like that

Being in a relationship, loving my partner, was new to me. The life that I lived before I got to know her wasn’t normal at all, and I was the one who told

her about it.

I remembered that guy from the funeral. I knew she loved me, and I didn’t think she’d cheat on me or she’d feel anything towards him, but still 1 wouldn’t have been at ease if they would have trained together. Probably, she felt the same.

And she indeed saw and heard a lot. I remembered when Gemma screamed just to let her know how much she enjoyed being with me in bed. I remembered her face when I saw her in the kitchen afterwards,

I shouldn’t have wondered why she was untrustful with me.

I got out of the bath, and after 1 dried myself and dressed, I went to bed. I knew I was going to apologise to her, but she needed to understand what kind of life I got to live. The morning could be the right time to have a conversation about it, I thought. Watching her space on the bed made me miss her from next to me. I tried to ignore my feelings, and I turned on my side. My wound hurt me a lot, but probably because I had a hard day, I fell asleep

Moon.

I had a bad dream. I dreamed about her. She left me for that boy. She told me she can’t live this life that I lived, so she was choosing the simple life with that guy.

I woke up confused. I looked around, and it took me a while to realise that it was only a dream. A dream was so intense I felt I needed to hug her. 1 needed to feel that she was really next to me. I tumed around to do that when I realised the place next to me was still empty.

I searched for the switch on the bedside lamp, which made my wound hurt a lot again. When I lit the lamp, I looked around. To realise I was still alone in the room made me feel heartbroken.

myself up. It made my arm ached a lot. The doctor gave

but my heart sank to see her room empty. The next room I hoped to find her was the living room,

“Alice.” I shouted.

the clock. It was three o’clock in the morning.

and I checked the door. It was open. I held my head while I screamed. I was angry with myself, how I could have been that stupid? And only God knew where she

phone while my hands were shaking, and I called my father. He picked up

but excited voice.“Alice, Alice disappeared” My voice trembled. I

realized that as his voice cleared

dad

did she go?

somewhere. For fuck’s sake, help me dad. We need

son, don’t fall apart. I call Seth and the guys. We’ll find her.

he hung up. I slipped down against the wall, and an unfamiliar feeling made my eyes wet. If she will get harmed or killed, I would never forgive to

a half an hour for my dad to appear. My mum came with him. She hugged me and tried to calm me down. Sloane arrived shortly followed

they were about to go after her, I was the one who moved first. Sloan and my mum tried to hold me back, telling me I wasn’t in that state, but I needed to find her. I argued with them, but finally they accepted the fact, I couldn’t stay

Chapter 76 Madness

apologise, but I punched him as an answer. My dad and Seth held me back

bus or a train to leave the city, or anyone was free to get her, as

so much; I felt like there was no meaning to anything anymore. Losing her made me feel like I was a pathetic example of a life being. I failed

shouted for her,

in my house, only waiting for the news. Riccardo wanted to kill her, and that rat was around as well. Finally, after they