Cold Hearted Princess

Chapter 76 Madness

Gideon

I sat in the bath, trying to calm down. My anger took the lead of me. I could not control my feelings and that made me mad at myself. I shouldn’t shout at her, and I shouldn’t behave like that

Being in a relationship, loving my partner, was new to me. The life that I lived before I got to know her wasn’t normal at all, and I was the one who told

her about it.

I remembered that guy from the funeral. I knew she loved me, and I didn’t think she’d cheat on me or she’d feel anything towards him, but still 1 wouldn’t have been at ease if they would have trained together. Probably, she felt the same.

And she indeed saw and heard a lot. I remembered when Gemma screamed just to let her know how much she enjoyed being with me in bed. I remembered her face when I saw her in the kitchen afterwards,

I shouldn’t have wondered why she was untrustful with me.

I got out of the bath, and after 1 dried myself and dressed, I went to bed. I knew I was going to apologise to her, but she needed to understand what kind of life I got to live. The morning could be the right time to have a conversation about it, I thought. Watching her space on the bed made me miss her from next to me. I tried to ignore my feelings, and I turned on my side. My wound hurt me a lot, but probably because I had a hard day, I fell asleep

Moon.

I had a bad dream. I dreamed about her. She left me for that boy. She told me she can’t live this life that I lived, so she was choosing the simple life with that guy.

I woke up confused. I looked around, and it took me a while to realise that it was only a dream. A dream was so intense I felt I needed to hug her. 1 needed to feel that she was really next to me. I tumed around to do that when I realised the place next to me was still empty.

I searched for the switch on the bedside lamp, which made my wound hurt a lot again. When I lit the lamp, I looked around. To realise I was still alone in the room made me feel heartbroken.

myself up. It made my arm ached a lot. The doctor gave me painkillers. Probably, the effect of

see her room empty. The next room I hoped to find her was the living room, but when I found no one in there, I felt the

“Alice.” I shouted.

to find it empty as well. I punched the wall, then I checked the clock. It was three o’clock in the morning. She got up early to train recently, but not this

the gym, and I checked the door. It was open. I held my head while I screamed. I was angry with myself, how I could have been that stupid? And only God knew where she

took my phone while my hands were shaking, and I called my father. He picked up the phone soon, but clearly I

voice.“Alice, Alice disappeared” My voice trembled. I was on the edge of going

that as his voice

dad

Where did she

She is out somewhere. For fuck’s sake, help me dad. We need to find

son, don’t fall apart. I call Seth and the

and an unfamiliar feeling made my eyes wet. If she will get harmed or killed,

to appear. My mum came with

was the one who moved first. Sloan and my mum tried to hold me back, telling me I wasn’t in that state, but I needed to find her. I argued with them, but

Chapter 76 Madness

to apologise, but I punched him as

us ideas where to find her, but we completely lost her. She could catch a bus or a train to leave the city, or anyone was free to get

station, and I held my head. My heart was broken into two for sure. It hurt so much; I felt like there was no meaning to anything anymore. Losing her made me feel like I was a pathetic example of a life being. I failed to protect

when I cried her name. I shouted for her, but only Seth

that I could spend with them, but I felt like I was going mad to just sit in there. I made them understand I couldn’t stay in my house, only waiting for the