Chapter One Hundred and Forty Three

"Have you gone to see the healers?" Kaida questioned.

"No." I answered; she got the clue that there's nothing they could do to help me right now. "I'm fine."

"You're not," she said. I couldn't blame her-she might even be scared that I was losing my mind. "How long has this been going on?" she asked. There was something about her voice that kept me calm.

"Ever since I stopped taking the doses."

"Why didn't you tell me? I told you that we would do this together; you should have told me..."

"What would you have done?" I asked.

I saw anger flicker across her face. "You told me you wouldn't push me away. You promised me."

felt? Did she think my silence was pushing her away? Guilt settled deep in my

were so happy when I told you about my progress-I

I'm just so scared. I don't want anything to happen

over her. "This will pass, but it's necessary. You have no reason to be scared;

Normal?

normal. Yet I wanted

close to you helps. Your presence alone makes it all bearable.

hair between my fingers. "I almost couldn't feel anything-I could almost forget the raging

see hope building in her eyes. "Do you think you

better if we did, but I had noticed three days ago, when I was deep inside her warmth, that I hadn't cared about anything else in the world-l hadn't even wanted anything more. She had all my attention. But after our moment was over, the feeling crept back. Yet, I could see in her eyes what she was offering. She was willing to

that

only way I can help, and

was in heat-the moment I touched her, the pain had ceased, but when I pulled away, it returned. It felt similar

a bath and join you.

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