Contractually Yours, Alpha by Giftemmy

Chapter One Hundred and Forty Three

"Have you gone to see the healers?" Kaida questioned.

"No." I answered; she got the clue that there's nothing they could do to help me right now. "I'm fine."

"You're not," she said. I couldn't blame her-she might even be scared that I was losing my mind. "How long has this been going on?" she asked. There was something about her voice that kept me calm.

"Ever since I stopped taking the doses."

"Why didn't you tell me? I told you that we would do this together; you should have told me..."

"What would you have done?" I asked.

I saw anger flicker across her face. "You told me you wouldn't push me away. You promised me."

pushing her away? Guilt settled deep in my chest-a reminder that I didn't

didn't want you to worry. You were so happy when I

faded from her eyes. "I'm just... I'm just so scared. I don't want anything

again and hoping I don't start bleeding all over her. "This will pass,

Normal?

wanted her

close to you helps. Your presence alone makes it all bearable.

couldn't feel anything-I could almost forget the raging need for wolfsbane. You're that

eyes. "Do you think you would feel better if

hadn't even wanted anything more. She had all my attention. But after our moment was over, the feeling crept back. Yet, I

that to

I can help, and

she was in heat-the moment I touched her, the pain had ceased, but when I pulled away, it returned. It felt similar to what I was going through now, except this wouldn't pass in a few days. She didn't understand

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