Crawling Back To Her Series Redemption and Refuse

Book9 Chapter6.

He would repeatedly ask, "Do you want me to leave you? You can't even take my calls seriously- how can you care for patients? How can you handle emergencies with your poor skills?"

At that time, I saw his pained expression and gave in.

For a long time, I doubted myself, even thinking I wasn't suited for the profession. But one day, a child came to the front desk with a bean stuck in his throat, barely breathing, his face turning purple.

I immediately called for help while trying to save him. If I had hesitated even for a moment, he could have suffocated.

I quickly grabbed a pair of forceps. I remember the chief of the department who was mentoring me said, "It's a good thing you were there- your technique is as good as ever."

At that moment, I suddenly realized that some skills are ingrained in you. I have the ability to inspire confidence.

I thought I had become better. But that night, when I told Ethan about it, he just sneered and said two words: "Lucky guess."

I can still remember the look of disdain on his face.

After that incident, I started studying more, attending every available training session. But back then, it was all just an effort to make Ethan see me the way he saw Vanessa.

Now, as I looked at Ethan sitting across from me, I no longer cared if he saw me or not.

"The emergency department is too demanding.

to save a life.

moment, then suddenly said, "Claire, you've changed. You've changed so much that I feel

"No," I refused.

darkened the moment

he could say anything, I

"Are you still hung up on what happened with Vanessa? She came over to take care of me these past few days, but I didn't let her stay. And about the house- I know you care about it a lot, so had her move out. I was planning to propose to you, Claire. I know I've ignored you too

at Ethan, who was panicking, trying to explain: "So you know

was crossing the line?

engaging in

I have to stay with

and he couldn't say

things out of my house. I'm planning

Where will you

a place. It's none

I had

I didn't want to waste any

find me just as my mentor and I were getting ready