Dangerous Desires Novel

Tia.

“Tell me it is a joke.” I asked my parent with tears falling down my eyes and my mother shook her head in tears.

“Luke is a mean horrible man. He is cruel and disrespectful. He is a big bully. He cheats, lies, name it. he killed a an innocent person. He is a devil. How could you allow this?” I asked my parents even though I knew they had no say in the matter, but I had to blame someone.

“We had no choice in the matter. They said you are the strongest female of your generation and they believe you will match him and tame him,” my father said and I stood up.

“Enough daddy! We all know you can’t tame someone. Luke is an asshole, and he is fixed. How will I survive in this? I am going to be Caleb’s Gamma. How will I manage my job and an asshole mate?” I asked my parents, and they did not know how to respond.

“You know what? I am leaving. I do not care about the Gamma position anymore. Once I am gone, they can find someone else to gift to the asshole son,” I said and got up, ready to go up the stairs, pack my bags and leave.

“You can’t leave, Tia, we need you to accept the offer or Alpha Moon would cast us out. We can’t survive as rogues. Once the Alpha casts us out, the mark of the Woodclaw pack would fade in time, and we will turn feral, eventually. That is what happens to rogues. Please, you have to consider this,” my father pleaded with me.

I looked at my mother with tears in my eyes.

“Do you know what you are asking of me? I will be the most unlucky woman to be alive,” I said to her, and she nodded with tears in her eyes.

Luke was not a good person. That was why Caleb had to take up the reigns. Alpha Moon could not trust Luke with his pack, yet he forced my parents to trust the monster with me. He was a wicked man. Maybe I should have been a bad girl, a bitch to be precise. They wouldn’t have thought of me as an option, but I was too busy crushing on Caleb, trying to be the perfect girl for him. I hated my life right now. Unrequited Love, Forced Marriage, name it. I was going to be miserable forever.

I became angry. I wanted to return upstairs when the doorbell went off. My mother went to answer the door, and I smelled him. It was Caleb. I turned to look at him, and his eyes were crimson, sad and teary as mine. He entered the house, sad and shaking.

“Tia,” he managed and stretched his hands towards me. He did not need to ask twice. I went to him, and he hugged me tightly. My parents left to give us some privacy.

to cry

am sorry, Tia. I did not know they would do this. I did not know he would do this,” he

Caleb. I do not like him. I can’t be with him. Help me,

this,” he said, and I could feel his sadness in the crack in his voice. Did he feel something for me all

I guess I was wrong,” he said, and I

did not know,” he said, and I wondered why he thought we had time. I guess he wouldn’t tell me now, thanks to Alpha Aesop

broke the hug, and I looked at

to me whenever. You can call on me whenever, and I will be there. I will never be too busy to attend to you. I know my brother is an asshole, so I will look out for you. It is the best I can do in this situation.” he said, and I did not know what to say. I wished I did not try to be his beta, if I had stayed down and taken medical classes instead, Alpha Moon wouldn’t have noticed me and felt I was a good

said, thinking of confessing my feeling, but I decided not at the

He

never dream of ending up with him. I could never hope he would see me. It was over. He was going to be my brother-in-law. My desires for him were now forbidden. I took in his scent and held

will replace you,” he said to me, and it broke my heart because I wanted to be more and our friendship was one of his father’s reasons for joining me with his son. Twisted. I wanted to be Caleb’s Luna, his love, his north, but someone destined me to remain in the friend zone forever. It was bearable and I could live

the first time, it felt weird having him in there. It had always been weird since I started crushing on him, but it felt very weird now. I did not know what living in their mansion, the Moon Mansion would be like, but I doubted if I could handle seeing Caleb every day while married to his brother. I hoped my heart would not get

waited for me while I went to the bathroom to shower. I wept a lot in the

we shifted and went hunting often, but I just felt it would

are you feeling,” he asked me, and I nodded. His eyes were still crimson, but

it. He doesn’t want you, Tia and that is what scares me the most,” he confessed, and I knew why. Luke was wicked, he was bound to take out his anger on

why won’t he reject it,”

father much. I think the humiliation of placing me above him has made him docile. I do not know, but Luke has a girlfriend he loves very much. This is unfair for

tone because I did not