Dangerous Desires Novel

10 Rage 

Luke.

I got back home in the night after taking a long walk in the park. Tia was asleep. The television on her side of the room was on, but I did not bother to cross over to turn it off, so I did not disturb her sleep. Instead, I turned off the lights in my room and lay in bed. I was restless and couldn’t sleep, so I stayed awake. Caleb’s display had baffled me. I also noticed the wall Tia had pulled up. Maybe I should not have said those hurtful things to her. I could have investigated the situation without hurting her feelings. There were words I couldn’t take back, and the woman seemed quite unforgiving. She was also wise. She knew what Stacy was trying to do during breakfast, and she had bailed me out. The truth was, I was not dating Elisabeth anymore. However, she had been sending messages and trying to reach me. I respect my wife too much to keep a mistress. Even if I had no feelings for her, I intended to share the misery with her. I was open to a friendship, but I knew it would take time for Tia to come around, especially after Caleb’s display.

I lay in bed and stared at the ceiling. My night vision was better than most wolves, so I did not need the light. I turned to my side to look at Tia‘s room, where she lay peacefully in bed. The arc in my room was big. It wasn‘t supposed to be a double room, but I had made it that way. It was supposed to be a bedroom and a living room, but I had made it double because of the marriage.

Tia woke up, and I watched her switch off her television and go to the bathroom. She didn‘t even bother to glance towards my room. I guess she did not know I was home.

What Tia did that night surprised me, and it remained burned in my memory. She touched herself. I watched her legs, hand, and body as she responded to the pleasure she was giving herself. I had never seen something like that before. The woman was sensual. Who would have thought? I saw her as a little sister until then. Tia was a woman. Her moans and breathing aroused me, and I felt like I was being tortured. Even though she was my wife, I could see and not touch her. I wasn’t the type to force myself on a woman, and I did not want to take her based on lust alone. If we ever got to do anything, it would be because we feel something for each other, and she wants me.

The sight of Tia writhing with pleasure and moaning on her bed remained burned in my memory, and I had something to work with when I worked on myself. I did not want her to know I was there, but something irritated my nose, and I sneezed. I quickly turned and pretended to be asleep, but I knew she would know I saw her.

Tia knew I saw her, and I had to be honest with her about it and how I felt during breakfast. She looked beautiful, and I liked what I saw. I knew my response wasn’t expected, but that was the truth. Next time, I offered to help, but I knew my wife was proud. I doubted she would be inviting me into her bed anytime soon, but I still made the offer just in case she chose to reconsider.

I never went hunting with Elisabeth. All she ever wanted was to make love and eat in expensive restaurants that constantly bled my not so heavy

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1. up. On the contrary to what people would think, I was just a salary earner and not better off than the rest of the employees. I could not afford many things, but Elisabeth didn’t always understand that, and I went above and beyond to please her. Now that she is no longer in my life, I will get to save some money. I didn‘t particularly appreciate how things ended between Elisabeth and me, and I still thought about her, but I could not disrespect my wife. I could not waste Elisabeth’s life either. She was willing to be my mistress, but she deserved better. She deserved someone who would love her and be with Being the other woman in my life would be cruel. As much as I was addicted to her, I had to let her go, but Elisabeth was yet to let go.

highly protective of her. I was surprised that she let the deer we caught go. I thought she was Caleb’s best friend. I knew Caleb loved to hunt and devour his prey.

spent a fortune on her closet, and it was a bit painful that she did not like the clothes there. I wanted to see her in

I linked Bart, and he told me she was around. I wanted to link her but decided against it

hearing the arrangements between him and Kimberly, she still wanted him. I could not believe her. I thought she was stronger than that. I guess love was genuinely blind and, in her case, stupid too. I was angry, but I did not want to let it show or take it out

I would have to deal with? Caleb would start sleeping with

could do as she liked but not this. I did not even mean it. I wasn’t doing as I wanted. If I

and I did not bother to greet them. “Where is Caleb!” I asked again, and then my greedy brother came toward me. I rushed at him and began to beat the shit out of him. My father had to pull me off him. “Don‘t you fucking touch my wife again!” I yelled at him. “Stay away from Tia, Caleb. You had your chance, and you blew it. You can’t always have what is mine!” I yelled at him, believing that was all that this was about. He wanted Tia simply because she was mine. “Control yourself, Luke!” my father ordered me, and I tried to be calm. “What happened?” he asked. “Caleb made out with Tia in the library,” I said to my dad, still trying to

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My father asked him and Caleb remained silent. He did not want

me!” my father yelled, and Caleb