Darn Stupid Brother You Are by Mairee

Chapter 85

(Angel's POV)

Thomas and I were sprawled on the bed in the vacant examination room. The soft hum of the center's fluorescent lights filled the silence between us. My head rested on his chest, and I could hear the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. It was a calming metronome against the chaos of my thoughts.

"I don't talk about her much," I said suddenly, breaking the silence. "My mom, Dennis. She's... complicated."

Thomas's fingers brushed through my hair. "Complicated how?"

A small laugh escaped me, but it was bitter around the edges. "Strict, controlling, impossible to please. She wasn't always like that, though. I remember when it was just the two of us. Things were simpler back then."

I paused as my mind drifted to memories of a smaller apartment, where the walls were thin, and her voice was loud but comforting. "She changed when Travis came into the picture. Hendrix's dad. They met at some boating event. I think he was still grieving his wife at the time."

Thomas hummed whilst his hand trailed soothing patterns along my arm. "And you met Hendrix then?"

I nodded. "Yeah. He was this loud, obnoxious kid who thought the world revolved around him. I didn't like him at first, but... he grew on me. He always knew how to charm his way out of trouble, even when he was the one causing it." Thomas chuckled. "Sounds like someone I know."

I swatted his chest playfully. "Don't compare me to him."

"I'm not," he said, smiling. "But you both have that spark, that ability to light up a room without even trying."

I didn't respond. The words lingered in the air like a soft melody. My chest tightened as the memories kept coming. Hendrix and I, fighting over the TV remote. Dennis yelling at him to stop breaking curfew. Travis trying to mediate, always with that patient, fatherly smile.

"Sometimes I wonder if things could've been different," I whispered. "If we hadn't ended up here. If Dennis had been less strict or if Travis had... I don't know, done more to hold our family together."

Thomas shifted under me, and his arms tightened around my frame. "Angel, you don't have to talk about it if it's too much."

I shook my head. "No, it's okay. It feels good to talk about it. To let it out."

But the tears were already pooling in my eyes, and I hated it. I hated that those memories still had power over me, that they could unravel me so easily. Thomas didn't say anything else. He just held me; his warmth anchored me to the present. The silence between us stretched, but it wasn't uncomfortable. Words didn't need to be said at the moment as we shared an understanding that didn't need to be voiced.

"What about you?" I softly asked after a while. "What were your parents like?"

Thomas stiffened slightly, and his hand stilled against my arm. For a moment, I thought he wouldn't answer, but then he sighed. It was one of those heavy sighs filled with a quiet sadness.

"I didn't know them well," he admitted. "They died when I was a kid. Car accident."

Thomas," I breathed and sat up slightly to look at him. His

continued. "She was... strict, but she loved me. And she loved my

smiled faintly. "What

voice softened at the memory. "He was the reckless

his gaze dropped to the bed. "He died a few years ago. Another car

I reached out and cupped his face with trembling hands. "I'm so

eyes. "It's okay. I've made peace with

let my presence speak the words I couldn't find. His arms wrapped around me again, pulling me closer, and I felt his heartbeat against mine, the heartbeat I only wanted to be because of me. Thomas's arms tightened around me as I leaned into his warmth. I could feel the tension in his muscles as his memories pressed down on him. My

waiting to be asked. His thumb brushed against my cheek as he wiped away a

hard. "Neither do

slowly and teased his lips just above mine, giving me the chance to pull away. But I didn't. I closed the distance and brushed my lips against his in a kiss that was soft. His hands cupped my face, holding me steady as the kiss deepened. His lips remained warm and

The kiss grew hungrier, as if we were both trying to drown out the pain and memories in each other. His hand slid down my back, pressing me closer to him,

let myself lose track of time, of space, of everything but the way he made me feel-wanted, needed, seen. And as his hands explored the curve of my waist while his lips moved urgently, I couldn't help but

my jaw, to the hollow of my throat. My breath hitched as his hands gently but firmly guided me back onto the bed so I could rest my head on the pillows. His touch was steady, as though he was trying to convey with every caress that I was safe and cherished. He hovered over me, still staring into

as he slowly pulled it over my head. His hands felt sure against my skin. He didn't rush.

me with an expression so sincere it stole my breath. "Let me take care of you." There was no hesitation in his voice, only a sort of confidence, and I felt my body relax under that warmth which was spreading

fingers to toy with the fabric as he met my gaze again, silently asking for permission. I nodded like a starving hyena. My heart was pounding as he slid them down, and I immediately felt the cold AC graze my heated skin. His strong hands settled on my thighs, holding me open as

me he was unraveling me, piece by piece, each flick of his tongue pulling me further under his control. "Thomas..." I breathed out his name with a broken voice as my hips bucked instinctively against him. "Stay with me," he murmured against my skin as his grip on my thighs tightened, anchoring me to him. The vibration of his words sent another wave of pleasure rolling through me, and I cried out, letting my head fall back against the pillows as he pushed me closer to the edge. His tongue moved faster now, and his lips sucked gently on the sensitive bundle of nerves

if I was begging for him to stop or for more. He didn't stop, didn't let up; his hands and mouth were working in perfect harmony as he drove me higher and higher until I shattered and a soft cry escaped my lips as pleasure overwhelmed me, leaving me trembling in the aftermath. He stayed with me through every shudder, and his hands, now gentle, brushed over my

it, a hunger that hadn't been sated. "Angel," he murmured as he moved up my body and slid his hands

me. The sensation was electric and

filled me completely. His grip on my hips tightened as

to move, slowly at first, rocking my hips against his as we found our rhythm. His lips found mine again in a deep and unrestrained kiss, and his hands were roaming over my back, holding me to him as if he couldn't bear to let me go. The feeling of him under me, around me, inside me,

and for the first time, I felt like I was exactly where I was meant to be wrapped in his arms, our bodies moving together, the connection between us undeniable. His hands tightened on my hips

a patient strength, I couldn't stop the thoughts that creeped in-the comparisons. It was wrong, I knew it was, but the memories of Hendrix still lingered in the corners of my mind. Hendrix had always been fire and chaos, overwhelming in his intensity, leaving me breathless but raw, like I had survived a hurricane. But Thomas... Thomas was different. He was steady, and his touch was like a

pressed to his as I clung to him, trying to focus on the present, on him. "Thomas," I whispered as my voice trembled with pleasure and emotion. "You make me feel... safe." My raw and unfiltered words came out unexpectedly, and I felt his arms tighten around me in response. He didn't speak, didn't

my eyes, but they did. I rested my head against his shoulder and brushed my lips against his neck as I whispered, "You take care of me... in ways I didn't know I needed." My voice cracked slightly, and I felt his hands pause for a moment. His fingers pressed into my back like he was trying to hold me together. "Thank you

spoke to something deeper, and for a moment, I let myself forget everything but this the way he made me feel, the warmth of his hands, the strength in his arms, the softness in his gaze. I felt the tension building again and the pleasure rising like a

he tried to catch his breath. I was still straddling him, my legs wrapped around his waist, but instead of moving, I reached out and framed his face with my hands. He looked up at me. His hair was damp with sweat, his cheeks were flushed, and for a moment, I just stared at him, marveling at the man under me. My thumb brushed over his cheekbone, tracing the line of his jaw, and I felt something stir deep inside me a

tighten. "Maybe I should have... maybe it's always been you." My voice trailed off; uncertainty was surely creeping in. I didn't know if I was saying it for him or for myself, trying to convince myself that I had made the right choice. He didn't respond.

in the but. It was there, lingering in the back of my mind like a shadow I couldn't shake. Why did I feel it? Why, even now, when he was everything I could ask for when he was kind, patient, loving-did the memory of Hendrix still linger? My heart ached with the contradiction and all the unresolved feelings pulling at me

the storm in my mind. Maybe he was the right one for me. Maybe, with time, that but will disappear. But as his arms tightened around me and I felt his steady heartbeat against my chest, I could help but